Diana

How does one stop lamenting? How do i feel better ? I'm just... Akko.  My girlfriend, the one i love, the one I let get hurt. I SHOULD'VE been able to save her! I was too late, way too late. I squeeze her hand lightly as tears roll down my cheeks. It's been about 5 hrs since the accident happened, and since then I've been by Akko's side. This why I dislike being in love because when something happens to your loved one it feels as if it's the end of the world. I stare at Akko... the doctors say she's fine just a broken arm and a mild concussion but honestly I don't see whats fine about absolutely any of that. My girlfriend is unconscious at our school and has been randomly waking up and going back to sleep, i don't know how I can stay calm. Every one that's come in here has tried to make me leave by saying " Akko needs her rest" or " You should go to your dorm and relax" HOW CAN I?! Akko is here and she's not alright... I love her too much to leave or care for any of my own needs.

I gently kiss her forehead.  " please... get better soon Atsuko."

Lotte

"Sucy....this is too much for me." I tell her sighing into my pillow. This feeling is indescribable just... one minute everything is fine and then the next it's as if the whole world is coming to an end. Sucy's hand brushes over my shoulder gently. " Lotte...I love annoying Akko constantly but I also am like you, I cherish Akko... she's my bestfriend. It may be hard but I know I have you and you have me." Sucy brings me into a warm hug. I've never seen her act this sincere... It's soothing. I return the hug. " Thanks Sucy, your friendship really means a lot."

Amanda

Oh God...It feels as if this whole situation was my fault. I knew she was a first time rider i should've never left her side! I'm so fucking stupid. BANG! my fist slams on my desk, the sound echo's through my room, through my head. Akko is lying in bed injured because of me I was just too incompetent to know the consequences of my actions. I love Akko; probably more than a friend should , this just pains me so much to know that she is hurt because of me. I need to see her, even if she's not awake.... just to tell her i'm sorry in person would but my mind and thoughts at rest.  I walk towards my dorm door, it's a good thing that Constance and Jasminka aren't around to see me like this. I take a step out into the hallways, it feels as I've left my cave of worries and am now venturing to a place where they'll only get worst. Akko is in the medical rooms on the ground floor so i need to go down the stairs. I shouldn't be out of my dorm right now but who cares Constance and Jasminka aren't there so why should I be? 

I make my way down the stairs in are dim lit school. I can hardly see a thing. From both sides i cant see anyone, it feels weird having the school feel this empty. Finally i'm here, i creak open the door and hear small cries. " A-Akko *sniff* please be okay, I love you so much Akko." Diana is sitting on a chair right near the side of the bed Akko is lying on. Her face is pale and tears have stained her cheeks. " Diana please don't cry." I pull out a chair and place it next to hers and sit down. " *sniff* oh Amanda i didn't see you there." Diana pulls a tissue out of her pocket and wipes any trace that she was crying away. I place my arm around her and pull her close. " Try not to cry Diana... Akko would hate to see you cry, I know she would." I take my hand away. " It's hard Amanda really hard... when you love someone it's as if the feelings you have for your significant over just get multiplied by 100." I feel so sorry for Diana, i've never seen her like this before, she's always so calm and collective even in the worst of situations. " Anyway Amanda, what brings you hear at such late hours?" I look at her empathetically, should I tell Diana why i'm really here? I know I should. "  I need to say sorry to Akko, Diana... this is all my fault, i'm the reason why Akko is in the condition she is." She moves away from me slightly.

" What do you mean Amanda?" Her eyes widen showing a mixture of emotions. " I should've stayed with Akko when she got off the ground, I shouldn't have left her alone knowing this is the first time she had actually gotten off the ground. I was suppose to be there for her Diana... but I wasn't." I sigh and rest my face in my hands. " Amanda... I don't blame you for what happened neither shall I look at you any differently. It wasn't your fault Akko got hurt, it was a tragic accident that couldn't have been predicted or avoided. I blame myself but i shouldn't so neither should you Amanda." I smile. Diana is honestly one strange person, she comes across as almost emotionless and yet here she is giving me advice and telling me i'm not responsible for what's happened. " Thanks Diana, I really am grateful that you are my friend." I get up and head towards the door. " You're leaving so soon?" Diana asks curious. " yeah... I should get some sleep. Promise me you'll get something to eat and go to sleep to Diana, you worry me sometimes." Diana smiles at me. " I promise Amanda, good night." "night."

I shut the door behind me and look up at the ceiling, Akko you bring me so many emotions that i'm afraid to be around.

An: Thanks for reading!   This is a bit of a short chapter sorry >.<