(VIDEO IS WHERE I GOT IDEA FOR KOU TO BE GENDER-FLUID IN THIS ONESHOT THE ORIGINAL IDEA BELONGS TO THE YOUTUBER IN THE VIDEO THANK YOU 

WARNING : IF YOU DO NOT LIKE BOY X BOY/GIRL. X GIRL LEAVE NOW BECAUSE THIS IS A ONESHOT THAT IS ANCHORED IN PRIDE AND IN THE LGTBQ+ COMMUNITY THUS IS WHY SUBARU AND KOU IS THE PAIRING PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT THIS ISNT ALWAYS ACCEPTED BUT IN THIS BOOK AND ON MY PROFILE EVERY RELATIONSHIP AND EVERY KIND OF PERSON IMAGINABLE IS WELCOMED IT IS A LGTBQ+ S A F E Z O N E IF YOU DONT SUPORT IT I SUGGEST YOU LEAVE NOW OR RISK GETTING BLOCKED I AM SORRY TO THOSE WHO JUST DIS ON THIS LIKE ITS NOTHING BUT EVERY ONE OF US ARE LIVING BREATHING HUMANS AND DESERVE TO BE TREATED AS SUCH AND NOT AS ALIENS JUST BECAUSE OF SEXUALITY OR GENDER IDENTITY AND IM BEING SERIOUS RIGHT NOW THE ONLY THING HOLDING PEOPLE BACK WHO DIS IT IS FEAR OF PEOPLE WHO WANT TO CHANGE AND THATS UNEXEPTABLE

(I am sorry to come off as forceful but I want to get my point across.... Now enjoy this very fluffy moment with Subaru and kou note it might take a while and yes there will be angst and probably a lot of it typical tsundere behavior and typical kou harassment to Subaru thank you for your understanding and enjoy this oneshot and happy pride month as if I didn't say this already 

(One more thing.... It might be the same gender in this but they identify as their own thing ie subaru is still pan as he is in the dreams woven to reality however kou on the other hand (and this was inspired by a YouTube video ) I won't make it the same as in the story however it's similar as kou is always changing this and that allll over { kou is and always will be with pride gender-fluid} at least in this story even if it appears as somthin else thank you and have a happy time reading

{also I might make a kou x laito oneshot next so stay tuned oh wait I meant emi as in Emily not Emilio 😅😅😅 or both 😏 obviously as two different people as well Emily is a character that I made or made based off of the feminine persuasion version of Kou fanart anyway if I made a oneshot with laito and kou as well as Emily it'd be Emily being kou's twin sister )

Annnyway 

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Also genuinely I might get lost in what kou wants to be called so I'll just figure it out as I go along twt worst case senario I'll just use gender neutral pronouns TwT) 

Kou was walking to school when he saw his favorite tsundere, Subaru also his current boyfriend who is still in denial of his love for the idol in question kou never understood why Subaru was always like this though they did only just start dating a little over a month ago when kou proposed to go out with him and Subaru surprisingly accepted kou was taken aback but alas kou was able to make an apparence and Subaru hated to admit it but seeing kou dressing up differently instantly did him in he fell in love with kou but he keeps denying it and today kou wants to interrogate him and ask why he's in denial of his feelings towards kou...

  (again I warned you this is Yaoi regardless of how the characters come out as Yaoi is still Yaoi and angst is still angst) 

Kou secretly followed Subaru back to his mansion where he followed to a place only they truly knew about Subaru knew kou was following him and he knew what would happen he just didn't know when he'd accept the fact he'd fallen head over heals for the idol it's not his fault that Kou has such a perfect figure to fit almost any kind of clothes and can so perfectly wear makeup because Kou normally wears it to begin with due to being an idol , alas Subaru didn't want to accept it but he was going to face Kou wether he liked it or not even if it meant things would get a little heated. 

Kou couldn't say that they didn't fall for him either because in all honesty they did and they fell hard in love with Subaru too... somehow unexplainable feelings would take over kou and nag and nag at them making kou wish Subaru would just man up and accept the love for him accept Kou's own love for him Subaru didn't know when but he desperately wanted too the one thing he hated more than feelings was seeing kou crying it broke him, hurt him, gave him a pain unimaginable it hurt him so badly he couldn't even begin to explain the difference between that and denying love...

It was silent as kou approached the building that Subaru went into....

Kou was the first to speak up  And break the awkward silence...

"Subaru-kun please tell me why, why you keep insisting you don't love me back I know you so well Subaru, it's really hurting me inside to see you suffer from somthing. Please stop being in denial it makes the love we have feel nonexistent and I simply can't live with that feeling of nonexistent love... I just can't not again please you know more than anyone even my brothers who aren't even my blood you know more than anybody what it feels like to be treated like dirt because of looks" kou looked at Subaru crying, givin that kou wasn't exactly wearing any makeup didn't change the fact that they still had quite the waterworks going on...

Only the look of blood lust remained in both of their eyes as Subaru just grunted in response refusing to respond but Subaru knew he had to come clean he had to admit to his feelings even if he would hate to do so...

Subaru eventually couldn't take it either and he as well couldn't hold back his tears

(TwT angsty - o.o)

Subaru simply let himself be hugged by kou honestly it made him feel more at ease with himself and he knew it made kou feel better too, because it wasn't long ago that they met and they instantly both fell in love with each other Subaru hated to admit it. But he loved seeing kou wearing other clothes~ it made him feel happy and truly it did...

(Ooop I just realized how the hell am I gonna deal with Emily getting new clothes lmao 🤣 welp I guess I'll work on that later lol )  

Kou was currently hugging Subaru crying into his shoulder honestly Subaru hadn't said anything so they were super worried and had every right to be worried "Subaru please tell me do you finally want to stop being in denial of your feelings? Or were all the things we did a joke?" They said referring to the time when kou got wasted and Subaru had to take care of them, or the time when they both were lost in themselves and let a hot make out session turn into somthing more heated. Subaru knew this is what they were referring to but he spoke softly nonetheless "-i don't know but, those moments didn't mean nothing to me and I mean that much, I don't know if I'll ever stop being in denial it's stupid really because I know I love you but my brain is telling me otherwise.... I'm really really sorry  I love you so much though Kou, please don't cry you know it hurts me more when you cry like that, I always wonder what I did or said that was wrong please" he said sitting down on a nearby bench in which kou was still crying into his shoulder...

"Your not doing anything wrong Subaru just don't be in denial of your feelings I know it's hard for you but I am able to love you still and  so are your brothers laito might be the only one who really knows about us but that's only because you asked him for relationship advice I can't say it didn't help because you've definitely changed" they said kissing Subarus neck "but your still the tsundere I fell in love with, never change that, I can come to love laito just not the same way I love you and I know he loves me and wouldn't be in denial of feelings he'd be in too deep for the feelings~" they said before licking Subarus neck causing Subaru to blush "K-kou don't do that" he said looking away "but Subaru-kun all this talkings made me thirsty you know~ I'm grateful enough you return my love but please just accept this reward form me, for me?" They said making Subaru blush "a-ah y-yes g-go ahead" Subaru said not even questioning which pronouns that kou felt in the mood for he just allowed kou to bite him "ah Subaru-kun it's so sweet you know~" they said looking at subaru face now coated lightly with his blood.... Pinning Subaru down kissing him to have him taste his own blood "I love you hon i hope one day you'll stop denying your feelings but until then please take me as your own again subaru~ please" they said before subaru flipped them over leaving kou on the bottom "I was going to ask you if you wanted it again  tonight but you always ask so much of me" Subaru said blushing hard as he leaned down to kiss kou as the night went on the night of a full moon.....

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Okayyy I know I left a cliffhanger on it but honestly I don't wanna write lemons like this at the moment it doesn't mean I will never write lemons like this just not right now lol 😂 

Anyway happy reading if you like it and want more like it let me know