Note at the end!

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" I'm sorry to say but i think kanato is experiencing some mental illness or disorder, w-we can't explain it."

Ayato sigh as he heard the words of the doctor and with a feeling of pain he left the hospital and went straight to look for kanato.

"Kanato?" he called walking around looking for him

"Heh? (Your name) why are you like that? hehe"

Ayato hears him and his expression change to a worried face. He walks through the other room and that is the room of (Your name).

"Kanato who were you-" he was stop as he saw kanato smiling as he was holding a picture. Ayato walk closer to him and pat his shoulder.

"Kanato how did you come here?" he ask

" I heard (Your name) singing so i went hear." he said smiling

"Ka-Kanato please don't make it hard for me p-please.." ayato said his voice is creaking like he is gonna cry

"why are you crying Ayato?" he ask as he look at ayato with a worried eyes

"Nothing, just rest already its getting late." he said as he pat his head and walk off

Kanato stare at Ayato as he walk away . His eyes were cold then he begin to walk he touch every thing in the room. As he touch the doorknob, he open and leaves the room.

The next morning each brother were in the dining room having a breakfast and Laito notice Kanato was not there.

"Where's Kanato?" Laito ask

Ayato stop for a second and stand up and immediately went upstairs to Kanato. He opens Kanato's room he was not there. Then his heart beat , beats fast as he went to the same room.

' (Your name) room '

He open the door and saw Kanato sitting in the bed , quietly staring at the window. Ayato walk closer to him and knee down

"Kanato?"

"I can hear her Ayato, she's calling me ..." he said with does cold eyes

"Kanato it's time for breakfast, let's go downstairs and eat.." he said and holds kanato's hand

"But (Your name) is still here , maybe we should wait for-"

"(Your name) is not here Kanato." Shu interrupted as he stand in the door.

"Eh? but she was-"

"Kanato please listen to me." Ayato holds Kanato's hand softly but tightly

"(Y-Your name) is not in our world anymore." ayato said "s-she's dead kanato, (your name) is dead two years ago! why can't you move on!"

"I-I keep h-hearing her voice s-she's calling for me." Kanato said then tears come out "I-I have to follow her." he said as he stand up

"N-No Ka-Kanato, please don't leave us please.." Ayato said with a crying faces

Kanato just still stared at window as he can see the face of you. He smiled and walk through the window touching the glass "(Your name) is here..." he said

Ayato stands up and look at Shu, and pat his shoulder. "We need a plan." he said as he walks off . Shu look back at Kanato who is staring at the window then follows Ayato

The next month Kanato finally join the brothers in the dining room. Everyone is worried as they look at Kanato who was sitting next to a doll.

"Ayato what happen to his therapy?" Laito ask

Ayato sigh "They give up, they said they don't know what to do. He keeps thinking about (Your name)" Ayato softly said with a painful tone

Kanato stand up and pick up the doll and begin to walk off leaving the brothers confused but yet worried.

"Who gives him the doll?" Reiji ask sipping his tea.

"He said a old lady give it to him and it has... it has.." Subaru couldn't continue

"It has what?" Laito and Reiji ask

"It has (Your name) eyes and heart." Ayato said coldly

"What?! (Your name) eyes and heart!? Are you kidding me!? He is going more crazy! Ayato!" Reiji said to Ayato with a angry tone

"It's too late his mental illness is seriously controlling him, i can't help but just make the things that would make him happy." Ayato said

Everyone sighs as they can't believe one of there brothers gone crazy about a mysterious woman

"We should let him visit her.." Laito murmurs

"Who?"

"(Your name)..." Laito said

Ayato stared at Laito and then stood up and walk upstairs , the brothers left confused but continued eating

The next morning the driver, drive off Kanato and Ayato through cemetery. As they walk a bit, Kanato holding the doll confused ask Ayato..:

"What are we doing here?" he ask

"We are here for (Your name )" Ayato replied

"Then where's (Your name) ?" he ask looking around

"She is down here Kanato." he said as he point the flat silver stone and has a name of a familiar person Kanato known

He suddenly drop the doll and fell down on the grass as his tears came out staring at it, he realized what he just read ..:

"(Y-Y-Your name)??..." he softly said yet with a crying voice as he touch the grave of you

"Right it's (Your name)..." Ayato said

"W-What happened!? W-HAT HAP-HAPPENED TO (YOUR NAME)!" Kanato starts to freak out as his tears flows down on his face non stop...

"S-She passed away two y-years ago now Kanato ..." Ayato said

"B-But i saw h-"

"Kanato your hallucinating, you keep hearing (Your name) because you keep thinking about her why can't just you move on..."

"No n-no no! (Your name) is alive! S-She is not that girl! (Your name) is alive!" Kanato said as he grab Ayato's collar

"Kanato... (Your name) is dead be-because of you...." ayato said as his tears flows out

Kanato let go Ayato's collar and suddenly he feel a pain in his head and then he remembered

' Kanato-kun remember that if ever i die don't over think about me because that's not good hehe..'

' I'm sorry Kanato, i have to let go i'm already dying i'm s-sorry....'

Ayato could hear Kanato crying so hard , he knee down and hug Kanato. He pat his back to calm him.

"I-It's my fault why she is not here i-it's m-my f-fault!" Kanato said as he cried with his heart

"It's not your fault..." Ayato said and wipe Kanato tears but Kanato keeps crying. Ayato pull out something in his suit and give it to Kanato..

"Read it, it's has the whole word of (Your name)"

Kanato opens it and his tears flows a lot

Dear Kanato,

Soon after Kanato reads the letter, he screamed loud like he is extremely want to die. But screaming can't be help. He touch the name and stare at the sky

His light-purple eyes reflect the sky and he close his eyes and slowly calm himself as he lastly hear a voice

A year after fifteen years passed, Kanato return back but changed a lot he begin collecting dolls...

He stared at the window as he is cleaning one of his favorite dolls " I'm sure you're proud of me (Your name)" he said

"Kanato let's go we have something to do now!" Laito called Kanato

"Yes coming!" with that the Kanato who is experiencing mental illness return and change to a quiet yet a lovely man

"I'm so proud of you kanato.." (your name ) smile as she slowly leaves with cold wind blows....

Kanato feels the cold winds and stared at the sky " I'm in an Endless thoughts about you..." as he follows his brother

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Requested by GraySteel
I hope you like it. I don't think this is an angst because i don't know it LOL but i hope you all like it! I did tried but seems like i really suck