Lilith,

Love of my life,

Woman that has literally turned my world upside down in the best possible way I could ever describe,

I can't lie to you. When Colin told me I received a letter from you I thought to myself that some couple out there had our same names because you writing a letter to me didn't make sense. Then you told me about Ada and it did. Glad you chose to write this instead of being tied to a chair.

I'm glad to hear about the update of your family. I think Teddy stole your phone and sent my number to himself because somehow I started receiving random messages asking me "spider man 1 or spider man 2?" I definitely thought to myself who else would ask that type of question without a hello? Teddy. Only Teddy.

And, you're dreaming Avery, I'm the one who's gonna kick your ass in Dance. Don't forget Colin forced me to go to jazz class with him for two whole months just because he liked the instructor.

Right now there's five more days of your trip, I'm counting the days as if my life depended on it. Literally, I have a calendar right next to my bed to help me. It feels cheesy, but Vienna bought it for me and made a sign that says "when Lilith comes back, the only thing that makes Lucifer cool." She loves me, I swear. So, you'll receive this letter right on the end of it. Wait for me. I'll be there for you at the gates ready to welcome you and hug you. I miss you so much, it's hurting me as this point. I can't wait to have you in my arms and kiss every inch of your body. See every picture you took while we cuddle and then laugh at how mom like you look in all of them.

Yes, it is strange that we used to hate each other and now I can't wait to cuddle and watch a movie with you. But I don't regret a single thing, every little thing we said to each other made our feelings stronger. My heart grew inches every time emotions towards you flew inside my body, and now, I think I'm more heart than human being. Seriously, catch Colin or Griffin asking what's that beating heart and why is it so loud. My heart beats for you any second of every day. My mind can't erase Lilith Avery not even when I'm at work or sleeping, my dreams are all about you. Kissing and touching you. Loving you until my lungs, eyes, body don't work anymore. Every time I see myself in the mirror and see the lightning flushing on my neck is the reminder I get that you're my girlfriend, Lilith Avery is the one I get to say I love you to every day and that I have to thank the gods for giving me such a wonderful woman. You're smart, loud, strong, a fighter, caring and funny. Beautiful. Every little thing about you I can take all day to stare at, talk about, even write a letter about (maybe I can make Ada happy too if I do it). And hot! You're all of that and hot? That body of yours, love, God did take their time with you. Those dark eyes, messy curls all over your face, neck that I can kiss all day and big thighs I can spend my entire day in between.

Don't forget about that, baby, because when I'm done with this letter you bet I'm looking at new beds, planning a trip for Colin and Griffin for the day you return so we can have the apartment all to ourselves. A new bed, a new shower, a new couch, you mention it. I'm all yours.

And you bought something red? Why are you telling me? Do you want me to die because I can't touch you right now? You want me dead, woman.

But, even if you want me dead, I love you, Lilith, and everything that you are. You say that I make you feel safe, well, you make me feel at home. You're my home always and ever. I'll be there when you need it and make sure to hold you when you feel like breaking down, be the one that makes you laugh even if your heart doesn't feel it possible. And love you, until the end of my days.

And I do miss all your funny comments and crime facts, of course, who else is gonna tell me about dead bodies? I want to hear every single one you know.

Love, may we see each other soon,

Lucifer.

PS: Colin and Griffin hanged a picture of you on the living room because they miss you so much. So, don't get surprised if you come back and there's a whole honourable wall of you in our home. But honestly, I wouldn't mind at all.