"we could do whatever you want, but boy don't go falling in love"

chase atlantic — "HER"

Deciding to forget about everything that crazy Lucifer and his mood swings did, his words being so confusing, I roll my eyes to focus my head on the dress that Ivy gave to me for the party.

Ivy's dress is definitely one of the shortest dresses I've ever worn. As I'm looking at myself in the mirror, all my eyes can see is the way that it hugs my body. Perfectly. There's nothing like staring at yourself and liking what you see, the smile that escapes and that feeling on your chest. Can't compare to anything.

Literally nothing can ruin it.

"Lucifer?" The voice of Ruby enters the room.

Alright, maybe I was wrong.

"Oh." Ruby says when I meet her eyes. "I thought this was Lucifer's room."

"It's mine too." I reply, with a little smile. The look on her face completely changes and, for the first time since I've known her, my body feels terribly bad for her.

If the guy I like is sharing a room with a girl, even though nothing is happening, I would be too.

But, then, I don't like guys that much. So, I wouldn't know.

"I didn't know you where you coming to the party." I add going back to the mirror. "It's nice to have more girls around, it was getting a little bit male dominated with all the guys." I joke, but I don't hear a laugh or a chuckle coming from her, just complete silence. Looking at her eyes once again, I don't find them on mine, instead, they're examining my body up and down like she's looking for every detail possible. "You look pretty." I add to gain her focus. No matter my feelings towards her, she does look pretty. She has a shiny red top that goes well with her lips, thin, but just enough. On the bottom, she has some wide black pants that get to the floor, almost covering her heels completely.

Maybe if I try to be nice she'll forget the hates me and how mean she has to be to get to Lucifer.

"I know." She replies after a couple of seconds.

Not expecting that, but go off. That's the spirit.

"Do you know where Lucifer is?" She asks with an annoyed tone. Shrugging my shoulders as I reply to her question, rolling her eyes and giving the room a look, Ruby suddenly stops on Lucifer's shirt laying on the bed. She stares at it brining back the memory of what happened last night.

And this morning.

The game.

Us flirting.

Then fighting again.

To him letting me use his shirt for me to be comfortable.

Waking up with his arm around my waist and me holding his hand, wrapping our fingers together.

Fighting.

The almost kiss and whatever the hell that was at the beach.

Oh, and then fighting again.

Damn— I just wanted to have a relaxing weekend with Ada.

Making me snap out of my own though, the sound of Lucifer walking inside the room takes my eyes to meet his. He doesn't stay long there, he grabs his backpack and starts to look for something unknown by me inside of it.

"Ada told me to give you this." He says after taking a phone charger out of his back pocket.

"Leave it on the bed." I say softly not looking away from the mirror, with my eyes focused on him. Following his body, I notice how he gently places it on the bed as his eyes still won't look at mine likes it's forbidden to do so.

"And tell Ada I'm not your personal delivery." More annoyed than before, he goes back his backpack to keep looking the strange thing in it. 

I can't help but roll my eyes, maybe he's back to normal after all.

"Luci," Ruby gets his attention "are we gonna go down?" She asks walking closer to him.

"Not yet. You can go if you want."

The tension is so thick going around the room that, I don't think I can even try and cut it with a knife.

Ruby doing a quick look to where I am, she walks to the bed and sits on it, clearly waiting for Lucifer to be ready and not wanting us both to be alone.

There's something I rather be doing than play games with Ruby and her undying wish to be mean to me, so, giving myself a last look in the mirror, my hands trace down the dress to feel it until they reach the edge at the beginning of my thighs.

My eyes can't help but stare again at Lucifer and Ruby behind me in the mirror, she's just impatiently moving her foot up and down while Lucifer collects everything from the bed to get inside his backpack.

Suddenly stopping, Lucifer's eyes fix themselves on something by the side. Taking my eyes to see what it is, I find his shirt that used last night, perfectly folded laying next to his pillow. After a couple of seconds, Lucifer gently grabs it. With slow movements, he lifts it up and places it in front of his body, caressing it with his thumbs feeling the texture and warmth I felt last night in his skin.

I wonder why he's doing that, looking like he can't stop staring, admiring it, making me even more intrigued on his own thoughts.

Brusquely looking away, he leaves it inside his backpack to then close it and forget all about it. Just like that.

My tongue needs to ask him, but I bite it. This isn't the time.

Not wanting to overthink, my focus is all in my dress once again.

"Is that what you're wearing to the party?" I hear Ruby's voice behind me. Looking at her in the mirror, I let out a side smile. Why would I be wearing this dress right now if it wasn't for the party?

"No, I'm going to war m and this is my armer. Don't you think is pretty?" I ask sarcastically and, obviously, joking, but there's not a single sign of Ruby and her laughing.

Out of nowhere, almost as if she's faking it, a chuckle leaves her mouth.

"Don't you think is short?" She asks, staring me up and down.

I guess she now remembered she has to be mean to me.

I slightly lift my dress and turn around to face her. "I think my ass looks pretty." I grab it and look at it in the mirror. "Don't you think?"

"No." She quickly replies letting out yet another fake chuckle.

Looking away from her to stare at Lucifer, I find him looking at something on his phone with focus like he's life depended on it. Or maybe, he's trying to not look at me.

Let's taste it out.

Am I mean?

Yes.

"What about you, Lucifer?" I ask softly. "What do you think?"

His eyes take a second to stare following my words, once he does, he doesn't trace it down. Instead, he meets my own eyes. I can tell he's hesitating if he should look down and answer my question, so, wanting to make it worst, I smile at him lifting my eyebrows. "Cat cut your tongue, Lucifer?" I ask teasing him.

He doesn't reply taking his eyes finally over to body glancing over it. Once he reaches to the end of the dress, I expect and wait for him to stop and stare at my eyes once again, but he doesn't, he keeps going down until the high heels on my feet. He really examined me.

It's like you can stay mad at me for long, Donovan.

There's a shine in his eyes that I definitely have seen before. He gently bites the corner of his lower lip going up my body, so discreetly, that I'm glad he's close to me and that I managed to see it. Otherwise, I would've missed it and not be able to enjoy the smile that escapes my lips.

"No words?" I ask giving him a slow nod turning to Ruby to see her eyes focused on me. "That's even better." I smile innocently looking away.

"Lilith!" I hear Ada yelling outside of the room. Turning my head towards the door, the moment she walks inside I can tell she feels the tension just like I do. Looking at Ruby and Lucifer, she lifts an eyebrow confused. "Are you ready?"

"Yes." Heading towards her, I take the opportunity to look at Ruby who's staring at me, not like Lucifer is, who has his eyes glued to the his phone once again. Even though, from where I can see, his screen is pitch black. "Have fun!" I say loudly for the both of them to hear, and finally, walking out of the room before wrapping my arm with Ada's.

"What happened there?" Ada asks me once she makes sure non of them can hear her. "It felt like Ruby was about to fight you or something."

I smile, shrugging my shoulders. "Don't worry about it, nothing out of the ordinary."

As we both start to go down the stairs the music of the party comes louder in my ears. The sound of people talking and moving around too, a typical noise that everyone hears at a party. When I stop to stare once the stairs end, my thoughts are correct, it looks like the perfect college party everyone dreams of participating in.

People are dancing, others flirting with each other, shots are being taken while more people seem to come into the room as the seconds pass.

I don't think Griffin's grandparents would be happy if they saw this, especially if they knew how many people are inappropriately sitting on their living room couch.

But that, makes it more fun.

Looking around to find the birthday boy or our group, my eyes suddenly stop when I see a long black haired girl happily talking to Ryker. Immediately, my head turns to see Ada and her little smile on her face.

"Who's that talking to Ryker?" I ask pointing at them with my head.

Ada simple shrugs her shoulders. "I don't know, maybe a friend."

"Do you want me to beat her ass?"

She turns to me with her eyes wide open. "What? No! They're just talking!"

"Just asking! I've never seen you be the jealous type but one never knows! I might have to tell him that if he hurts you I have the ability to cut his dick off."

"I think he already knows."

"Aw," I place my hand on my chest "how sweet of him to assume that— Uh vodka!" I suddenly stop when my eyes locate the alcohol on the table. Grabbing the bottle after unwrapping my arm with Ada's, I pour the liquid inside a tiny cup, but then, my head turns to my best friend who's looking at me with a smile and a lifted eyebrow. "Shot?" I ask her even if I  already know the answer, she always says yes to a shot with me.

"I think I'm gonna stay sober tonight."

Oh, this can't be good news.

"Are you feeling sick?"

"No."

"Headache?"

"No."

"Stomachache?"

"No."

"Nauseous?"

She lets out a chuckle. "Lil, no."

I stop asking questions since nothing else that could cause her from taking a shot comes to my head. But then, when she tilts her head confused on my silence, her little innocent face makes me have an horrible thought. "Do you have a little bastard inside of you?!" I whisper loudly causing her to furrow her eyebrows to then roll her eyes, shaking her head.

"Me not drinking tonight makes you believe that I'm pregnant?"

"What else would make you don't want to drink?!"

"Maybe because I agreed with Ryker to stay sober... for later."

Ah, there it is. A perfect reason.

"Oh, you're gonna fuck." I say in my normal tone causing her to let out chuckle and look back to something behind me.

"Lilith!" She slaps the side of my arm still with her eyes glued behind me, turning around to see what she's looking at, I find a guy staring at me weirdly, probably because of my last comment.

"Do I have something on my face?" I ask annoyed.

"Yes," the guy says turning his weird look into a smile "some pretty eyes."

Ugh.

Did he get that from a book of how to flirt with woman by a 13 year old boy?

"Pretty eyes?" I hear a chuckle coming from Ada. "Do you want them?" A smile appears on my lips, trying to make it look as innocent as possible.

"What?" The guy asks confused.

"Because if you think that they're pretty I can just a grab a spoon and rip them off my face." My voice is soft, and with the combination of the smile, I know I made it sound even more creepier than it sounds. "You know what? Maybe if I just grab a bottle I can just hit myself with it and probably make it work— wait, does blood disgust you?"

The guy stays silent staring at me with his mouth slightly opened, surprised. "I'll be right back." He says giving me a a little awkward smile before turning around and finally, leaving me alone.

"I love creeping people out." I say turning to Ada, who's not surprised to what I just did. Instead, she's just shaking her head with a smile, already used to it.

Taking the shot to my mouth, I let the liquid enter my body feeling the burning going down my throat.

"Ooooh, it never gets easier." I let out closing my eyes.

Ada laughs, placing her arm around my shoulders. "The first shot! Always a bitch!"

"Tell me about it."

"So, what now? Dance and show the people how it's done?" Oh, no. I'm not gonna let go of what she told me, about her and Ryker's plan to do later. Wanting to joke, I let out a smile and place my head on her shoulder, giving her a cheeky look. "What?"

"You're gonna fuck tonight, you're gonna fuck tonight, you're gonna fuck tonight." I start signing making Ada roll her eyes and let go of me, but I can't stop now. "Is mommy Ada gonna come out? Or..."

She opens her mouth and can't help it, a laugh escapes her mouth. "Stop! Shut up!"

"You're gonna fuck tonight, you're gonna fuck tonight. My best friend is gonna fuck tonight." I sing again, and this time snapping my fingers.

"Are you gonna sing it all night?"

"Yes, I'm getting into it. You're gonna fuck tonight, you're gonna fuck tonight."

"I'm leaving you!" She says taking steps backwards away from me.

"Should I set the mood for your guys and play my sex playlist outside your room?!"

She waves finally turning around. "Bye bye!"

"Seriously! It's not a big deal, I can do it! My playlist is pretty good! Top songs, fast, slow, sexy, you have everything!"

Giving me a peace sign, Ada keeps her walk towards Ryker and finally meets him.

Traitor, leaving me to get that dick.

It better be good.

Grabbing the vodka bottle once again, I pour another shot into a glass while the song I made up keeps repeating and repeating on and on in my head.

You're gonna fuck tonight, you're gonna fuck tonight, you're gonna fuck tonight.

Shit is catchy.

Turning around as the liquid goes down my throat, I squint my eyes to help me get through the pain, but this time, it slips easier than the first one and it doesn't take me long to go back to normal.

My eyes wonder around the room to find Griffin and Colin, already knowing they're a great team to take shots with.

I see everything, people making out, chatting, dancing, and just generally having a good time. But the boys are nowhere to be seen, not even Ivy seems to be around. The beach sounds like a good answer on where the hell are they, so, leaving the glass behind, I take a step forward to head towards the door and leave the living room behind.

Someone running pass me with no shirt on and a beer bottle between his hands while screaming makes me suddenly stop and look at him confused, his body leaves my sight and all I can see is his hands waving around with the bottle between the people in the dance floor.

How did he get so drunk so fast?

I let out laugh, people are definitely having a good time.

Following the guy's head with my eyes, when a familiar dark blonde haired head appears on my sight, my eyes can't help but place their full focus on it.

Going down I surprise myself finding a pair of green eyes already looking my way.

Lucifer has a little grin on his lips as he's staring at me. At what he's doing it, my heart surprisingly starts to beats faster just like the butterflies run wild in my stomach. The light isn't good on the room, but even then, I can still see how his eyes shine locked with mine. His grin transforms into a smirk when I go down to them, getting that strange tingle feeling on the pit of my stomach.

Ruby takes my eyes away from him as she stands between us, talking excitedly about something to Lucifer. He doesn't seem to have the interest on anything she's sayings, ignoring her completely.

Grabbing my phone from my bra to search his name on my message, I smile to myself, seeing how the words come together on the screen.

"Don't ignore the poor girl, Donovan." 

I send the message to then lift my eyes and see how Ruby is now talking to her friend by her side instead of Lucifer, who has his eyes now on his phone with an ever bigger smirk. Without responding to my message, he goes back to my eyes and lifts an eyebrow.

I don't hold it in, instead, I go back to my phone.

"Can't find something better to look at?"

He smiles, and this time, my eyes follow his thumbs typing on his phone.

"Why would I want to look for something better? There's clearly nothing that even comes close to you, Avery."

The butterflies fly even faster, making me let out a grin. I immediately bite my lower lip not wanting him to see it, hiding it.

"I thought you were mad at me, Lucifer." I tease. "I'm not an asshole anymore?"

"I guess that dress you're wearing makes me forget how much I hate you."

I let a long breath come inside my mouth as a grin escapes my lips. I read his message over and over again trying to not look affected by it and letting Lucifer see the reaction that I'm having on my body. I want to look up and see his face, but my eyes can't seem to let go of his message making the butterflies run wild, just like the memory of having his hands on me come back to my skin.

Fuck.

It's even worst when the thought of us already sharing a bed appears in my head. I can't help but think about it, his body up against mine, his lips over mine and his hands caressing me up and down. Every single angle of my body.

Shit is getting too serious and graphic in my mind, and it's not helping that my eyes go over his message one more time.

The things that he manages to do just with a simple message, it's not fair.

Fuck him.

How does he do it? And why does my body react like this? It's just message.

A good ass message, if you ask me.

Nobody did, shut up.

"Shot?" The voice of Colin snaps me out of my thoughts. I look up and meet his eyes in front of me, smiling like a little kid enjoying a good meal.

I smile. "I never say no."

"That's what I'm talking about!" He hands me one of the shots he has on his hands and I immediately grab it to take it to my mouth, feeling the liquid burn my throat, just like every single time.

"Where is everyone?" I ask when I regain the control of my words.

"On the beach, you should come." Colin walls to the table to leave the shot on it. I follow him with my body ending up with my back facing the dancing floor.

"Maybe—" I shrug my shoulders.

"Or..." I lock eyes with Colin to notice that he's not looking at me, instead, he has his eyes staring at something behind my back.

"Or what?" I ask, lifting an eyebrow.

He quickly meets my eyes shaking his head. "Nothing." He tries to sound innocent but it comes out more jokingly. His eyes go behind me once again, and this time, a grin escapes his lips.

"What are you look at?"

"You look good tonight." His comment prevents me from turning around and locate the thing that's getting Colin's attention.

I'm surprised at his comment, it's not like I'm not used to his flirty side, but something inside me is telling that this situation is completely different. "Thanks?"

"Ivy's dress?"

"Yes— Are you flirting with me?"

He lets out a chuckle. "When I am not  flirting with you?"

I nod. "You got a point but why do you keep looking back?" Turning my head to the side, it doesn't get far since Colin's fingers gently grab my chin making me meet his eyes again. This bring me back memories. "Are you doing your mating ritual with me again?" I ask looking at it confused when he lets go of my chin.

He shrugs his shoulder without letting the grin disappear from his face. "Maybe."

"Is Jessica back and you haven't told me?"

"God no, please don't summon her." Before I can even respond to what he says, I follow his eyes going back to the mysterious thing. He lets out a chuckle and lifts an eyebrow, enjoying whatever is going on behind me.

Am I dumb? Because I'm way too confused right now.

"You have something on your shoulder." He says when he goes back to my eyes.

"What?" I ask taking my eyes to my left shoulder.

"No, let me do it." He takes his hand towards it when he suddenly stops. "Can I?"

I go back at it, I can't see shit. What's Colin on about? "Do I need glasses because I'm not seeing anything?"

My eyes follow Colin's hand go over my dress strap and sightly lift it up. Taking his index finger, he brushes my skin with it. As soon as it's over taking off whatever he's seeing, he gently goes over to the end of my shoulder and finally, removes his hand. "There."

"What was it?" I meet his eyes. They're not watching me, he's staring once again to something behind me with a smile on his lips. Is he flirting with someone?! "Seriously— what are you doing? Why are you smiling?"

"I was trying to see something."
He says meeting my eyes, smiling even bigger. "And, it worked."

A warm hand touches the shoulder that Colin was 'cleaning' seconds ago.

"May I cut in?" Lucifer's deep and raspy voice sounds behind me.

Colin tilts his head to the side and nods, slowly. "She's all yours, man."

Before I can even react to what's going on and the suddenly appearance of Lucifer, he grabs my hand and starts taking me up the stairs and into our room, quicker than I can even let a question out.

I don't even know what's happening, why Colin was acting that way. And even more confusing, why is Lucifer taking me to our room to then close the door, leaving us alone inside of it.

Finally letting go of my hand and turning around to face me, Lucifer makes my heart skip a beat when those green eyes trace down my body. There's barely any light in the room enabling me to see the entirety of him, but what I can, his eyes seem to be going over my body once again as his breathing is heavy.

The light of the moonlight that enters the room shines on the side of his face, allowing me to see his tense jawline. Crossing his arms on his chest, he walks over to the desk on the side of the room letting his waist rest on it with his eyes now on mine, stealing a breath away from my mouth.

The confusion runs through my body. I just stand there, holding the eye contact waiting for him to talk, but all I can hear from him is the air coming in and out of his nose.

I let out a chuckle. "You're giving me flashbacks to when the principal called me on his office and was about to give me a lecture on why pranking the toilets of the school is bad—"

"You can't get enough of Colin, can you?" He asks me ignoring my comment.

"I got enough of Colin the day at met him, he definitely knows how to give a special first impression." Lucifer doesn't reply to my words. Instead, he keeps staring at my eyes like he's looking for an explanation to something in them. I stare back, trying to do the same, but there's nothing that could explain to me why he's doing this. All I can see in him is the tensed jawline and his chest slowly going up and down, with determination. "What's up with you?" I point at him with my head.

"Nothing's up with me." He replies more softly, trying to sound more calm, but the fact that I take a step closer to him and that his eyes go directly to my body, doesn't help him on getting calmer.

"Then why the heavy breathing and the tense jawline? It looks like your gonna cut bricks with it." I say jokingly. He meets my eyes more firmly as a grin appears on his lips, he has something on his mind and it annoys me that I can't seem to put it together on my own head. "Why did you bring me here, Lucifer?"

Not a single word comes out of his mouth.

"Cat cut your tongue again?"

"I can't stop think about the other night." He finally says.

"What night?"

"At the party. You and me. Pool table."

My heart skips a beat.

A quick flashback of his hands and his lips touching me comes to my head like a fast memory. But I immediately brush it away noticing that his eyes go down to my lips.

"Why?" I ask, softly.

"It's the dress."

My heart skips another beat.

His damn raspy and deep voice it's all it takes.

I don't let him see that it affects me, so, looking down while placing my hands on my thighs to discreetly lift it up, I tilt my head to the side, innocently. "What about it?"

He lets out a chuckle. "Don't tease."

I lock eyes with him to find a smirk on his lips. "Why not?" I ask slowly.

A long breath comes out his mouth. "Because I don't think I'm gonna be able to control myself if you do."

Shit, shit, shit.

Then don't.

"And why do you want to control yourself?" I ask before I can even think my words.

A side smile appears on his lips. "You haven't said yes yet." He says softly.

I lift an eyebrow. "Yet?"

His damn confidence.

Looking down while shaking his head, Lucifer crosses his arms on his chest making the smirk disappear from his face. "Are you having fun with Colin?"

"Why do you bring up Colin so much?" As soon as I finish asking that question and he looks dead at me, something clicks inside of me. He walked up to me and Colin after he touched me, after he 'flirted' with me.

Is Lucifer the one that Colin was watching so much when he was talking to me?

"Are you jealous, Lucifer?" My words come out before I can even put the conclusion together in my head.

"No." He shakes his head, and an even bigger grin appears on my lips.

He's a terrible lair.

A take another step when his eyes go down again to my body, his breathing speeds up just like before, but this time, he controls himself and meets my eyes.

"Then why did you pulled me out of the conversation I was having with him?"

A fake chuckle comes out of his mouth. "Conversation? Please, don't try to be funny. He was all over you, it wouldn't surprise me if someone said get a room to you two."

Oh— this can't be any funnier. I can't help but start laughing at his annoyed comment. "What's funny?" He asks confused.

"You! You're a terrible liar, you're 100% jealous of Colin!"

"Why would I be jealous of Colin?"

Because you think he was flirting with me.

"I don't know, you tell me." Lucifer doesn't reply. His eyes keep wondering mine, biting the inside of my cheek to prevent the smile on coming out, I take another step closer to him. He stays put, but I know he's trying his hardest to not look down like the times before. He takes a deep breath in bringing his chin up, waiting for me to talk. "Explain to me why am I here with you." I don't stop my walk. "You can stare at anyone you want, you can have anyone you want... so, why am I here, Lucifer?" I arrive to end of where his feet are.

Tilting my head to the side I slightly lift my eyebrows, letting him know that I'm waiting for his words. He doesn't say anything, instead, my eyes follow how his hand reaches over to my waist and pulls me closer to him. Opening his legs to the side, he manages to place my body between them, making me feel his hot breathing against my skin.

Lucifer moves closer to the edge of my lips, but doesn't end the full space between us, he teases me for me to do it. Waiting for my yes.

But joke's on him.

A grin is on my lips now, he thinks that I'm gonna give in just because he's doing this.

He liked to tease the other night, I'm gonna do the same.

"I want you to say it. With words." I remove his hand away from my waist to slowly pull it away and move back from his lips. "I want you to say that you were jealous of Colin because, apparently, he was all over me."

"I wasn't jealous." He says softly.

I lift an eyebrows. "No?" I tease again. Getting him to give in and allow me to have the control of this situation is gonna be harder than I expected.

"Fine," I move away from his body giving him a little smile "then I guess I'm gonna join everyone at the beach." Turning around with determination, I walk towards the door.

A long breath comes from him.

"Lilith." I stop my walk.

"Yes?" No words after mine. Meeting his eyes when I turn around, I find that he was looking at my body. He lets out a side smile while shaking his head, to then look down to the floor.

"Fuck." He whispers.

"What, Lucifer?" I insist.

C'mon, Donovan, you can do it.

"Don't go." He looks up meeting eyes with me. He bites the side of his lower lip when his eyes can't help but look down to my lips when I let out a smile, proud of his words.

"Why not?" He doesn't reply. You were doing so good, Lucifer. "Since you don't like to see me win you're gonna keep your mouth shut, but know this, by not saying it, you lose twice. Why do you want me to stay?" I ask again to give him a chance, and the way that he goes over my body with his eyes filled with the desire, makes the butterflies run wild inside my stomach.

"Because I want to rip that dress of yours." He says softly to then meet my eyes. "And, if you want... fuck the shit out of you."

Shiiiiiiit.

A long breath comes into my mouth while a smile is on my lips. I take a couple of seconds to fully process what's happening and what are we doing here.

He just said he wants to fuck me.

With his own words.

No kiss, no look, no touch, his own mouth told me. No lies.

I hate that his words affect me so much, allowing the butterflies to run wild as my chest breaths heavily. I want to smile even bigger but I eat it inside. Trying to control myself, I tilt my head to the side and I thank that I can't see the entirety of his eyes, because otherwise I wouldn't be able to hold myself together after hearing his words.

I have to be honest, I want him. I want to do this. I've never been more sure and there's full proof of it inside my body and the desire it has to be touched by him.

But the need to have him on the palm of my hand doesn't allow me to give it to him just yet.

"Too bad you don't play by the rules." I finally say, teasing him.

"I said it."

I shake my head. "That's not what I told you to say."

A chuckle comes out of his mouth when he leaves the desk and walks closer to me. "That's bullshit."

"Bullshit?" I laugh. "Oh, tell me, if you would be in my position you wouldn't even hesitate on doing what I'm doing. Don't lie to yourself." Lucifer stops right in front of me. I have him so close to me that the air he breaths is the same as mine, and the warmth that his body radiates manages to affect mine. "You enjoy it as much as I do, fighting, flirting, teasing, being in control..." I make myself taller by bringing my chin up and take my lips on the edge of his. "If you want me, say it." I say in a whisper.

He takes a breath in when his eyes go directly to my lips. I can't help but let out a grin, his own actions are betraying him and allowing me to feel how I want him even more because of it.

"I watched Colin touch you with his fucking finger and I couldn't help myself." He says almost in a whisper against my lips. "I wanted to lift you and immediately take you to the room to do whatever you wanted me to do." His voice sounds so needy that my heart skips a beat and the desire for him grows between my legs.

Fuck.

"And what do you think I want?" I ask, copying his tone.

I expect him to let out 'take you to bed', say that I want him like the other night.

Isn't that what he wants?

"To watch me break." He says deeply.

Oh... boy.

It's a damn waterfall down there.

But I have to compose myself.

I smile. "Smart boy."

He smiles back at my words. "What about you? Do you want me?" His hand grabs my waist and caresses it with his thumb. "Tonight, do you want me to lift you up placing you on that bed? Fuck you like I did the other night?"

"Is this your turn? You telling me that you want me to say it?"

He doesn't reply. Instead, he takes his lips towards my left cheek to leave a gentle kiss on it. I get goosebumps because of it, feeling how his skin traces mine, soft and warm, like I remember it being. Slowly, he goes down to my neck and leaves another kiss. A long breath comes out of my mouth and I can't help close my eyes to fully enjoy it. He goes back to my face leaving my neck wanting for me. Seeing his shiny eyes filled with lust, our eyes get lost in the other, growing the desire that we both have to end the space between us. His other hand goes over to my other cheek to softly grab it and lift my face up while his thumb touches my lips. I can't help but look down to his, thick and pinkish, I imagine myself touching them, feeling how soft and wet they are, but when his hand goes down to the side of my neck, my eyes meet his again. "Your eyes looking at me like that it's all it takes for me to believe that you want me." He says with his raspy and dark voice.

My heart beats faster.

Kiss me, kiss me right fucking now.

"Are you gonna go back to Colin?" He asks as a grin escapes his lips.

"Maybe." I reply in a whisper. I want to regain control, but the smile that comes out of his mouth prevents me from saying anything else.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

Without replying to me, he bites his lower lip. Then, taking his mouth towards my neck once again, he leaves another kiss, this time it's wetter and bigger. He gently traces the skin of my neck with his lips towards my shoulder. Leaving a kiss, a long breath comes out my mouth as I tilt my head to the side, letting him have more space for him to work his way up again to my neck.

But he stays there.

"Who's in control now, Avery?" He says softly, hitting with his breath against my skin. "Is this where Colin touched you?"

"Yes. And I liked it." I say to tease him.

"You did?"

"I still feel his finger touching my skin. Warm and soft. Then going down to my shoulder. I did like it and I would want him to do it again." I smile when he goes back to my eyes. He has a grin on his lips while an eyebrow is lifted. He knows what I'm doing, he knows exactly what I'm doing. But for the way that he looks down to my lips as his hand caresses the shoulder Colin touched, I know that he can't help but feel affected by my words. "What are you gonna do about it?" I tease, again.

He gently shakes his head while the grin transforms into a smirk. "I hate you." He says, before ending the space between us and crushing his lips into mine.

He's kissing me with so much desire. Like he's running out of breath and I'm the last piece of air in the entire world. His lips take control of mine as our tongues play around with each other. Both of his hands are on my cheeks, but when his thumbs go down to my neck, I can't help but break the kiss and stare at those green eyes that are shining under the poor light of the moonlight coming through.

"I hate you too." I say softly, gaining a smirk from him.

"Say it again." He replies, darkly and raspy.

"I hate you so fucking much." The smirk goes even bigger, making my eyes go down to his lips.

"I'm sure you do, Avery."

He unites our lips together again. This time, his right hand touches my waist to pull me even closer to his body. I can feel his clothes moving against mine.

I want them off. I want them off right now. I want to feel his skin touch mine, making me warm as he kisses the shit out of me.

With only one hand, he manages to lift me up by placing it on the end of my ass. I immediately wrap my legs around his waist and my arms on his shoulders, ready for him to take me to the bed. But for my surprise, he takes me to the wall next to the door.

I don't break the kiss and neither does he all the way there, tasting each other with the lust at full need, that I wonder how did we get so far without ripping each other apart.

Once my back hits the cold wall, both of his hands go to my ass to hold me up in front of him. He breaks our lips apart and quickly moves on to my neck leaving gentle kisses on it. I lift my head up to give him the space necessary for him to be comfortable, his lips on my skin gives me the sudden need to open my legs wider and feel him up against me, rubbing his pelvis on mine, growing the desire of having him inside of me. I don't care what he does to me, as long as I can feel him like I've never felt anyone before, my body will be thrilled.

Lucifer stops working on my neck to lock eyes with me, admiring them. He lets out a smile when his eyes go down to my legs wrapped around him to hold me in place. He caresses my thighs, while still managing to keep me against the wall.

I don't know how he's doing it, how is it possible, but I don't care enough to think deep about it.

"I want to see all of you." He finally says when he goes back to my eyes. His heavy breathing from kissing me hits my skin, when he turns his head towards the door, I lose the feeling of it.

Quickly, moving his left hand away from my body, he switches the light of the room on allowing me to see his face completely, like I normally do. "The other night," he continues once both of his hand are on my body, moving me away from the wall "I couldn't appreciate every single fucking angle of your body." He drops me on the bed as he stands on the edge of it, looking down at me and my uncovered legs. "But tonight, the dress is completely off." His voice sounds like a demand.

I have to be honest, I liked it.

"But I swear, Avery." He reaches down to my face placing both of his hands by the side of my body. "It doesn't matter that I want to fuck the shit out of you, if you tell me to stop—"

"I'm not gonna stop you." I cut him off. "We've done this before."

He smiles at me. "This isn't gonna be like last time. I'm gonna do you like I should've done."

"It was amazing." I admit. "What are you talking about?"

He takes his lips to the edge of mine: "You just wait and see, Avery." Whispering, he lets out carrying his words into the kiss, now crushing his lips into mine.

But he doesn't stay long there. Once his lips go over my chest where the dress doesn't cover my skin, he traces it with his lips gently and slowly for me to feel his warmth fill me every single second that passes. I want to touch him, feel my fingertips caress his skin, so, taking my hand to his arm by my side, I gently grab it tracing it up and down.

I wonder how he keeps his skin so soft all the time.

Leaving my chest, his face follows my moving hand and leaves a kiss on it to them move on to my stomach. Another kiss that he leaves there, as if my body is a work of art and the way that he admires it is by kissing it. Lucifer then bites the dress, slowly lifting it up to my waist.

My body is a mixed of weird tingles and warmth. The butterflies run wild as my breathing can't be even more relaxed that it already is. There's something about tonight and him, touching me and kissing me, that's making me feel like it's... good. Not the type of good that I feel when I'm about to sleep with someone, but the type when I'm at home and I'm with my family. Safe and sound.

I don't think I've ever felt like this with someone before.

It's weird, but I accept it, I don't know why.

Kneeling in front of me still on the edge of the bed, Lucifer takes the opportunity to caress the skin above my shoes, to then slowly remove them from my feet. Dropping them off on the floor, the sound of them hitting surrounds the room. Lucifer locks eyes with me as he sends a grin my way. "You look fucking amazing right now." He says, softly but with determination.

I can't help but let out a little side smile, he does look pretty amazing too. His curls are a little bit messy on his head, falling magically slightly covering his face. His lips are puffed from all the kissing, while his eyes, just like times before, shine under the yellow light of the room. The shirt that he's wearing fits him tight, but enough, allowing me to see the muscles from his arms wrapped around it. Going down to his neck as his hand goes to my inner thighs and work on them leaving kisses, the shining of the boxing gloves necklace gets my attention. It's golden and it's slightly hangs off his shirt, when he locks eyes with me once again, it goes back to normal.

"Tell me I can take your dress off, Avery." He says softly. "I don't want to do anything you don't want."

"If you do anything I don't want you'll know, because I'm gonna immediately kick you in the balls." I add quickly, gaining a little laugh from him.

He nods. "Noted." Going back to my thighs, he traces them down with his lips until they reach my knees. A long breath comes out of my mouth when I feel my insides getting wetter, he's going so slow on me, wanting the need for him grow each second to the point of wanting to explode. And it's somehow working. The desire that I have for him grows each movement that he does.

Taking both of his hands towards the end of my dress, he lets out a smile while leaving a simple kiss between my legs, at the begging of my inner thighs.

"Lift your waist for me, Avery." Lucifer says firmly and I do as he says.

Without waiting another second, he lifts my dress over to my chest completely taking it off. I move my body to remove it as he slips with the dress in hand. Finally being off my body, he tosses it to the side to lay on the floor.

All my eyes can see now are his eyes admiring my body like it's freshly painted.

"Shit." He says in a whisper as one of his hands grabs my waist, caressing my stomach with his thumb. "I wonder how anyone can control themselves with this body of yours."

He doesn't give me the opportunity to react to his words, both of his hands fly to my waist pulling me down closer to edge of the bed. He kneels down once again as he doesn't stop giving my thighs kisses all over. His left hand reaches up to my left breast and squeezes it moving his thumb around my nipple. I can't let a breath out, Lucifer games his mouth towards my right nipple, sucking and swirling his tongue around it.

Now, a long breath does come out of my mouth as I close my eyes and tilt my head back, not being able to hold it in anymore.

He kisses my skin around my chest until he ends up on my collarbone, sucking my skin while his left hand doesn't stop playing with my breast. Trailing down my body with kisses,  on the edge of my underwear, he gently bites it pulling it down. Moving my waist up again for him to remove it, I feel his right hand reaching over to my thigh to grab it and close my legs taking the last piece of clothing I have on.

Once off, his hand opens my legs wider for him to have space between them. Pulling me down even more to the edge of the bed, he comfortably kneels down. Lucifer doesn't start touching me right away, instead, the only thing that I can feel is his breathing hitting the skin of my inner thighs.

Looking down to see what he's doing, I find his eyes looking my way. He lets out a smirk and I wonder what's he thinking, the fact that I can't wait another second to feel him pleasuring me doesn't allow me to let nothing but a long breath out.

"I don't think I'm ever going to get tired of the look in your eyes when I'm about to do something to you." He says softly, making my stomach tingle as my heart skips a beat.

"Well, if you want to see it again you better get to it." I demand, but the only thing I hear coming from him is a low chuckle.

"Yes, ma'am."

This asshole.

Giving me nothing but a single second to take a breath in when I rest my head back, his tongue licks my folds making me feel that sensation of warmth between my legs. The tip of his tongue makes its way towards my clit and gently caresses it around, left and right, up and down. I have to take a breath out since the sudden wave of pleasure hitting me relaxes my inner thighs just enough.

Lucifer doesn't stop for a second, keeping with the rhythm, his thumb teases my entrance as I get more wet the more he works on my clit. He goes in but takes it out almost immediately, making it wait for it.

Speeding up his tongue, his index finger traces my folds up and down. At first, slow and gently, but then, as he speeds his tongue even more, he makes sure I don't stop feeling his fingers moving on my folds and does it stronger and firmly.

My chest starts to breath heavily making it all I can hear in the room. A low moans comes out my mouth when his thumb thrust inside of me, hitting me with that familiar wave of heat around my inner thighs. He stops with his tongue on my clit and I immediately miss it, but when he gives it a little kiss to tease me, Lucifer doesn't hold back and sucks it without a warning, quick and roughly, making my mouth let out a another low moan.

"Yeah?" He says before doing it again. "Is that what you want?"

Moving his thumb in and out of me, my back arches feeling how my insides are getting filled with the pleasure he's giving me. Heating me up as my breathing becomes more quicker.

Switching his thumb with his middle finger, a low gasp comes out of my mouth when he places it inside of me, following the rhythm he had with his thumb he immediately makes his ring finger thrust me as a yet another wave of heat surrounds my skin.

His now free thumb makes its way towards my clit and moves it around in circles. I have to arch my back once again as my left hand reaches down to my thigh grabbing it with strength. His hand flies towards it, wrapping around mine with strength, tangling our fingers together.

His thumb leaves my clit for his tongue to work on it. When he speeds the rhythm of his fingers in and out of me, just like his tongue moves around my clit, I have to hold back a moan with my heavy breathing by closing my eyes.

Sucking on it a couple of times, he licks my folds when he stops the movements of his fingers inside of me. I let out a long breath out as my heart speeds on my chest, giving in.

Without pulling out, he takes his lips towards my inner thighs and leaves gentle kisses on them. I have to bite my lower lip to prevent my mouth saying how much I want him and that he better continue. He definitely knows what he's doing and there's not point of hurrying him up.

Regaining with his tongue on my clit I take a long breath in once again to feel how his movements fill me with pleasure. This time, he doesn't start low, instead with his middle and ring finger he immediately thrust inside of me and starts moving against my walls. The speed and the combination of everything makes my heart speed just like it wants to jump out of my chest. I can feel the heat going towards my cheeks as well as my folds between my legs. The wave of heat it's sudden making it clear that the orgasm is just now building up, but just when I let out a louder moan, he stops.

"Shit, Lucifer." I breath out. If I hated him before, now he's lucky that I'm tired because of what he's doing, otherwise he would be dead right now.

"Don't be impatient." He lets out after a chuckle. "We have time."

Alright, maybe I'll let him live just a little bit longer.

His thumb traces from my entrance to my clit, gently and slow, he does a couple of circles around it but then goes down again. I wait for him to slid inside of me like he did before, but he doesn't, instead, he takes his tongue against my clit again without giving me chance to take a breath in before. 

Because of this and the sudden quick speed his doing, another moan shakes out of my mouth as my head tilts back. His middle and ring finger fuck me once again as he pushes them inside of me. My walls pound asking for more when they start to move around with the same speed as his tongue is on my clit.

My thighs tense up between his head and the sudden need of closing them up comes over my body. But I hold them wide open for him to still work on me.

His fingers are getting deeper, roughly, allowing for a louder moan to come out of my mouth.

Lucifer makes his movements even faster.

Another moan tilting my head back.

He doesn't stop.

Another moan.

I can feel the fire on my inner thighs quickly rushing to my stomach. It's so strong that my feet even tense up as it hits my body. He's building so much pleasure in me that I know it's gonna be big. I have to bite my lip to prevent an even louder moan to come out, almost as if a low scream fights to slip out of my mouth.

The burning is building more up and up the more seconds pass as he still works on me. I have to close my thighs up on his head the more I feel it coming. I'm losing so much composure that what my body does it's not followed by my brain's commands.

"Fuck." I whimper out. "Fuck, fuck, don't stop!"

As soon as I finish saying those words, I can feel the burning reaching its peak making me wrap my legs together on his head and tilt my head back. A loud moan slips out just like times before, but this time, it's followed by a long breath out as he slows down with his tongue and fingers.

Once out of me, Lucifer takes both of his hands towards my waist to caress my skin up and down with his palms. He doesn't wait to leave my stomach a couple of kisses as I try to take my breathing back to normal.

I know he's staring at me when I don't feel his lips on my skin anymore, so, I open my eyes to see if I'm correct.

I fucking am.

Lucifer has a smirk on his lips while his eyes are glued on mine. He comes closer to my chest leaving the floor to suck on my nipple for a second and then kiss my chest between my breast.

"Fuck you." That's all I can let out after I regain the control of my breathing.

A chuckle escapes his mouth. "You can save the fuck yous for later." He meets my eyes as he gently shakes his head. "I'm not done with you."

A long breath comes out of my mouth as I can't help but let out a smile.

It's gonna be a long night.

Ending the space between us, he immediately swirls his tongue around mine. He takes control of it by changing the rhythm whenever he wants to, slow, then without a warning speeds it up. I open my legs wider between his waist and wrap them together behind him bringing him closer.

My hands go towards the side of his stomach to caress it. I want to feel him against my skin, sending the hotness of his body to mine, sweat my skin off, so, pushing him down with one of my hands, he understands what I want and lets his elbows hold his body up instead of his hands. Now everything of his is touching me, I can feel his clothes but it's not enough, my body want all of him.

Reaching down to the end of his shirt I pull it up to his chest. Breaking the kiss, Lucifer kneels down on the bed looking down at me to take the shirt completely off. Once on the side, my eyes go directly to his bare chest. The tattoos and the fit body, his heavy breathing and his big arms. My hands want to touch it an feel how soft it is, burning against my fingertips, so, sitting down still with my legs between him, he follows me when I get my face closer to his skin.

I leave a gently kiss on his stomach when one of his hand grabs my cheek and the other plays with my hair. My right hand trails down from his chest to his lower stomach, caressing it. When I arrive to the edge of his pants, my left hand touches his belt as my other trails back to his spider tattoo on his chest. I trace it with my finger slowly and gently, admiring it as if my hand was the one that did it. Feeling how his breathing speeds up, my eyes look up to meet his. Lucifer  has a little smirk on his lips with a dark look on is eyes, filled with lust and desire surrounding them. 

Can't blame them, I know mine have the same thing.

"Your eyes look pretty when they look up at me." He whispers out, making the butterflies inside of my stomach to run wild just like times before.

Without waiting a second, my hand trails down to his jeans and unbuttons it. But before I can get it done, Lucifer's hand, the on my cheek, gently grabs the side of my neck and pushes me back bringing my body back to the bed.

"I said I'm not done with you." Lucifer murmurs out as he kneels down like before, on the floor right by the edge of the bed. He opens my legs wider leading to my mouth letting out a long breath, preparing myself to feel him between my legs.

His tongue takes over my folds by tracing them down slowly, gaining a relaxed little smile from my lips. He goes up towards my clit to move around it, the heat flying towards my pelvis. Lucifer doesn't stay there long enough, he goes down again teasing my entrance by thrusting his tongue inside of me but pulling out almost as quickly as he pulled in. His middle fingers is now on my me, playfully caressing my inner thighs for me to die waiting for him. Thankfully, when he fingertip teases my entrance, the sound of my wet insides hit my ears when he takes his middle fingers and mercifully pushes it inside of me.

"Oh— shit." A long breath comes out of my mouth getting used to his warm finger.

"So fucking wet." He breaths out so darkly that my ears want to hear him say it again as soon as he goes silent.

He's roughly going in and out, gaining little moan from my mouth, slightly shaking my throat in the process. "Yeah, I know." He murmurs out. "It feels good, doesn't it?"

Without stopping, Lucifer leaves the floor and faces me taking his lips right on the edge of mine. I can feel his breathing on my skin as the heat starts to fly around my body. His thumb quickly swirls my clit around, side to side, down and up, without giving me a time to breath everything out.

My heart speeds just like the air that comes in and out of my mouth. Biting my lower lip, it prevents a loud moan from to come out, fighting to be free since he started to rush inside of me.

Noticing this, Lucifer slightly moves away from my face and lets out a grin. "Don't hold back." He says softly. "You already know how much I love hearing you."

I can't help but grab the sheet with strength as I close my eyes. The wave of heat burns so brusquely that the air that's on the room isn't enough for me to breath.

He thrust his index finger joining the other, allowing me to finally reach that wanted point again. A loud moan escapes my mouth as I tilt my head back. "You're taking this so well, Avery."

"Fuck, Lucifer." I whimper out.

"Oh, how I love hearing you whimper for me. Do it again." He moves his thumb faster on my clit.

"Fuck—!"

The orgasm makes its way towards my stomach. It tenses my thighs as a moan shakes out of my mouth. He leans over to my ear letting me feel his breathing against my skin as the wave of fire rushes through my veins."So good, Avery." He says with the most gentle voice ever. "So fucking good."

He slows down as he kisses
my shoulder, allowing me to immediately try to catch my breath. Taking a couple of seconds to regain control, my arms rest on the side of my body, my legs can't hold themselves up on his back, and my heart is beating like the drums in a song. Dropping my legs to the bed relaxing, I let out a long breath out closing my eyes.

My body is tired and it doesn't look like my chest is going to breath normally soon, but without caring, Lucifer reaches down to my stomach and kisses my skin. When he arrives between my legs, he leaves a soft and wet kiss on my clit and then stands up, looking down at me.

I want to sit down and get close to his body, but I can't. The moment that I try my back asks me to rest and not leave the comfort of the bed. The two orgasms that he gave me seemed to have taken all the energy that I had in me.

I lock eyes with Lucifer finding that he's staring down at my body. He goes from my thighs to my breasts, forming a little grin on his lips.

I can't help but smile as well. "Like what you see, Donovan?" I ask, teasing him.

He meets my eyes tilting his head to the side, letting out a little chuckle.

"Wondering why I took so long to have you like this."

Without waiting for my response, he walks away from the edge of bed towards the side where I know his backpack is. He kneels down and I hear how he opens it, quickly removes something from it to then walk back to where he was earlier. My eyes wonder around his hands to find the mysterious thing he grabbed, but before I can, he lifts his right hand on the level of his chest for me to see the wrapped condom between his fingers.

"To prevent us from fighting on who's gonna buy the after pill." He jokes, but I don't laugh, my eyes are still glued on the wrapper.

"You knew this was gonna happen or you just casually carry condoms on that backpack?"

He smiles. "Let me just say that I didn't know I was gonna get this lucky, Avery."

"Fancy words for saying I carry condoms everywhere."

"Just take the fucking compliment." He firmly says and this time, I do laugh.

"Bossy."

"Yeah." He says with a grin getting close to my face, ending right on the edge of my lips. "And you like that, don't you?"

Oh— fuck.

Yes, yes I do.

But those words are not gonna come out of my mouth. A side smile is on my lips when he crush his into mine.

It's slow as he tastes me like he's trying to remember every single angle for later. Pulling away grabbing my cheek, he gently bites my lower lip to then move his towards my chin and then my neck, trailing down kissing my skin.

This time, I want a little bit of the control to myself.

Grabbing his cheek, I take him back to my lips. Wrapping my arms around his neck they pull him closer, just like his body when my legs wrap themselves together behind his waist. His bare chest is touching mine and I can feel the heat going to my cheeks as the kiss deepens and our lips move quicker against each other.

Opening his legs, he lifts my thighs up widening the space between my legs and for him to rest in it. Letting out little moan from the back of my throat when I feel him, I can't help but start grinding on his pelvis with mine as the heat rushes through my veins. I start slow, his jean brushes on my skin roughly burning my folds, screaming for him. Speeding up, I have to help myself by holding the sheet by my side and grind ever harder against him.

He breaks the kiss to look down as he lets out a long breath out. "Fuuuuck me." He whispers and seconds later, I feel a bulge pressing on my skin.

I can't help but smile. "You just can't wait to fuck me, can you?" I ask teasing him as his locks eyes with me. "I start touching you and seconds later, you're already hard. Donovan, please, get a grip of yourself." He tilts his head to the side as he bites his lower lip, but I peak a smile coming through. "C'mon, fuck me. Right now, fuck me right now." I demand.

"Is that what you want?" He asks softly before leaving a kiss on my chin. "Say it again."

"Fuck me."

"Not until you say it with my name, Avery."

I chuckle escapes my mouth. "You love that, don't you?" I tease.

He stops on the edge of my lips, barely touching them with his. "No, I love hearing you moan my name. This is just a plus." My heart skips a beat after hearing his words. He leaves the bed and stands up on the edge of it as he starts to unbutton his jeans. He looks so fucking hot. "Say it."

Sitting down to look up at him, I let out a tiny grin as my head tilts to the side. My hand, reaching to his chest, it trails down to his jeans to gently pull him closer to my face without breaking the eye contact. "Fuck me, Lucifer Donovan. Fuck me like you've never fucked anyone in your life."

I don't know where that came from, but I immediately like the results.

He smiles at me while his chest speeds. Placing his hand on my shoulder, he gently pushes me down to regain his hands on his pants. He takes it down and I can't help but look down at his big bulge under his underwear. Biting my lip, my insides get turned at the sight of it, fighting for the need to scream at him that I want him.

Without waiting another second, he pulls down his underwear down. An unintentional long breath comes out of my mouth when I see his erect dick, but when the sound of him unwrapping the condom hit my ears, my eyes follow the noise.

He places it around him like he has done this millions of times, so quick, that I couldn't even count the seconds he took to do so.

Going back to his prior position on top of me, with his left hand by my side while his other one holds his now wrapped cock, I get the sudden feeling of his breathing hitting my skin. He leaves kisses on my lips, but quickly stops looking at my eyes. When the tip of his erection teases my entrance but he doesn't go in, I look down taking a breath in, waiting for it... still, he doesn't move.

"Avery." He calls my name so deeply and raspy that my heart drops to my stomach just by hearing it once.

I meet his eyes and as they shine while looking at mine, I know exactly what he's asking me. "Yes." I say trying to sound demanding, but it came more as a please. "Lucifer fucking Donovan, fuck me right now."

He roughly thrush inside of me without waiting, I gasp as it fills my insides and makes my walls pound. Lucifer goes deep once to then slightly pull out to thrust one more time, more softly than the one before until he's half way, once there, he repeats the same move as before and deeply fucks me with his dick shaking a  loud moans out of my mouth.

"Fucking— shit."

"C'mon, Avery." He says darkly. "You can take it." He slips in and out repeatedly without giving me a second to breath. So deep that the sound of our skins hitting each other is all I can hear. Slow and determined, Lucifer dips into me with so much desire in each thrust that each time a sharp breath comes out of my mouth. I have to close my eyes when he roughly goes deep inside of me one time, to then start grinding his pelvis against mine. My thighs clench around him as a sudden shockwave rushes through my body. Tilting my head back, I have to arch my back as well, but when Lucifer grinds ever harder the sheets between my hands is all that's preventing me from breaking apart under him.

"Fuck." Lucifer says when he stops the grinding and slips out of me to continue with the deep thrusts. A moan of mines hits the room making me close my eyes at the building pleasure his cock is giving me.

His lips go over my to my cheek leaving a kiss on my skin. He doesn't stop, I can feel him getting tenser on top of me, he gently bites my cheek when he recklessly pushes himself inside of me one last time before stopping and letting himself rest on top of me, with his elbows holding his body up.

Our heavy breathings is all that can be heard in these four walls and I can't help but feel more aroused by it, feeling the heat going to my cheeks and my lower stomach.

Touching his forehead with mine, he slips out of me and we both stay quiet for a moment, enjoying our chest speeding and the sweat dripping from our bodies. Both of his hands go towards my cheeks to grab them and plant a kiss on my lips. Ending up right on the edge of them once he breaks it, a long breath of his hits my skin touching my nose with his.

The whole thing is like a combination of pleasure and relaxation. Lucifer, leaving another kiss on my lips without letting go of my forehead, the tip of his erection teases my entrance once again. But this time, when he goes in, it's more gentle. He's going in slowly as he caresses my cheeks with his thumbs. I want to close my eyes to feel the warmth of it filling my inside, but the moment I do, his lips crushing into the tip of my nose to leave a gentle kiss it makes me open them again to meet his shining eyes.

He doesn't stop moving in and out of me gently. It's strange since seconds ago he was keeping up with a merciless rhythm, now, it's almost like it's affectionate. Like he wants to make sure I'm fine and get to know every single part of my body.

I can't let go of his eyes and it seems that he can't do it too. Our sights are connecting as a weird tingling feeling shakes around my stomach. My heart starts to speed, and somehow on my insides, I'm screaming it to stop, but my brain doesn't tell my eyes to move away from him. Even worst, it doesn't seem to want to.

Taking his hands to hold his body up again, he leaves my eyes missing his when he looks down and slips out of me. Grabbing his cock with his right hand, he places it right on the edge of my entrance and leaves it there, to then go back and stare into my eyes.

"I want you to stay with your eyes open, Avery." He says softly, even then, it sounds like a demand. "You're going to see that I'm the one who's making you feel like this." He pushes himself inside of me roughly, enabling myself to hold back a moan. It's so loud that it feels like it shook the walls of the room.

He regains the quick speed as he deeply moves in and out of me, hitting our skins together in the process.

"Shit, shit." I breath out almost getting caught on the heat waves that my body is having again. "Fuck, Lucifer— it feel so good."

"Yeah?" He speeds up. "That's how you like it?" He wants to tease, but for the first time, I hear a moan coming out of his mouth almost immediately after saying those words. "Fuck." He whimpers out.

I shakily move my legs wider and somehow manage to push myself up and thrust Lucifer even deeper inside of me. He lets out another moan followed by me. "Don't stop." I demand. "Shit—!" My pelvis tenses up as the heat burns my insides.

Desperately, Lucifer speeds up, and by that and the moan he lets out I can tell he's about to finish. Without hesitating, I move my fingers towards my clit and start moving it around making me feel almost immediately how the heat spreads under my skin.

His waist shakes between my legs making me shake as well. The eye contact makes us both see the lust in them, getting completed the more seconds pass and the more pleasure our bodies are giving each other. Moan after moan, mine, his, both of us at the same time. The walls feel like are shaking just like the bed under us. Suddenly, as the wave of fire runs towards my lower stomach and it makes me tilt my head back to enjoy it at its fullest, his cum finally fills the condom inside me.

Lucifer slightly shakes before letting his elbows rest on the bed resting his head between my head and neck, hitting my skin with his heavy breathing.

We both have to take our time to recover from our orgasms. The heavy breathing surrounds the room as we just lay there, him on top of me, still holding his body up with his elbows to not crush me.

Without thinking about it, wrapping my arms around his neck, I bring his face closer to my skin for him to rest more comfortably on me. I can feel the edge of his lips touching the side of my neck, as the air that's coming out of his mouth caresses me. "Shit, Avery." He whispers out tiredly and I can't help but let out a tiny laugh. "You can say fuck you now." He jokes.

"Fuck you." I say without hesitating gaining a laugh from him. Leaving a kiss on my neck first, he then slips out of me and rests his body by my side with our shoulders touching.

"You know, I've never been more thankful of stealing your milk than right now." He says, still with his heavy breathing. I let out a laugh closing my eyes to regain the control of my body and let go of the tiredness. "Not double meaning intended."

"Only you can make than phrase sound sexual."

"It's a talent."

After the both of us let out a tiny laughs, Lucifer and his heavy breathing get up from the bed and walks towards his backpack. I follow him with my eyes to see how he kneels down and pulls out a towel to quickly wraps it around his waist.

"I'll be right back."

I sit brusquely on the bed. "What?!" Lucifer suddenly stops turning to face me. "Where are you going?!"

"To the bathroom to get some water for you."

"Uhm, two things Lucifer, do you realise that you're completely naked and that there's a party out there? Or after you finish, some brain cells of yours just go poof and disappear?"

He tilts his head to the side as he lets out a smile. "I'm completely fine thank you for worrying about me, Lilith." He says sarcastically. As I roll my eyes, he walks closer to me. "And if there's any people on the second floor, they're probably be too busy to notice that I'm there walking."

"You're totally naked! They'll definitely see you!"

He doesn't reply. Instead, he makes the smile on his face even bigger. What now? "You're saying to me that I'm too hot to pass unnoticed?"

How the hell did he came up with that conclusion?! "No—"

"You said that no matter what people are doing, me walking by with my chest out of in the open it's gonna make them look."

"No, that's not what I said." I repeat.

"You think I'm hot."

He's literally impossible.

I roll my eyes. "Yes, me thinking that people will look at you because you're naked is me admitting that you're hot." I add sarcastically.

He clearly ignores my sarcasm and proceeds to nod proudly. "I knew it, I knew that one day you'll finally say it."

"You're dumb."

"And you think I'm hot."

"Shut up. You literally confessed to me with your intense eye contact that you had a sex dream about me."

He smiles taking a step closer to me. "Wanna recreate it?"

"What?" I reply surprised at his comment.

"I mean, half of my dream is already done." He adds softly looking down to my body. "You're already naked in my bed." I look down quickly to realise that I've been talking to him with nothing but my skin out in the open. How the hell did I not notice?! Grabbing the sheet from the bed, I cover my body gaining a little laugh from Lucifer, who immediately looks away from my body. "We just had sex. Why are you so surprised that I said that?"

"That was the side that hates you responding."

He nods. "Sounds like it." Without giving me another word, he turns around to leave the room.

"Where are you going?!" My voice stops him once again.

"I just told you!"

"If any of ours friends see you, they'll know! We both disappeared from the party!"

"And what about it? They'll know eventually. It's not like you're great at keeping secret."

"What! I'm excellent at keeping secrets."

"I doubt it."

"Now you're just disagreeing with me just because."

He smiles at me, which makes me hate his comment even more. "It's fun. Admit it."

No, it's not fun.

Don't lie!

"No." I shake my head. "You can't leave like that because they're gonna immediately know and they're gonna win the bet that they did!"

He lets out a laugh crossing his arms on his chest. "Is this about the bet?"

"Yes! I don't want the give them the satisfaction!"

Lucifer doesn't reply immediately. He keeps his eyes on mine as he bites his lower lip, I don't know what he's thinking, but before I can say a word, he nods. "Yeah, now that I think about it, I don't want either."

"See! We agree on something." Reaching down to the floor where Lucifer clothes are, I pick them up to then throw them at him, who grabs them with ease. "Put your clothes on." Taking the sheets with me, I get up from the bed to look for my messy clothes all over the edge of bed. First, I find my underwear, so I easily put it on. Looking around, I try to locate my dress, but my eyes can't seem to find it. "Where the hell did you throw the dress?!"

"I don't know." Lucifer replies. "Around."

I look under the bed. "Around?! It's Ivy's dress!"

"It has to be there!"

"It isn't! This is your fault!"

"How is it my fault?!"

I get up to look on the other side of bed. "Just is!"

"Oh yes, because I took the dress off your body and I gave it legs for it to just walk away—"

"Shut up—" I see the dark red dress messily laying on the ground. "Here it is." I get up from the floor to then place the dress on my body. Turning around to talk with Lucifer about how it's better if one of us leaves first, I find nothing but his back opening the door. "Lucifer?!"

"Water!"

"Wait!" He quickly leaves the room after closing the door, giving me the perfect opportunity to think about what the fuck just happened.

Siting on the bed while staring at the wall and just contemplate life... sounds like a good plan.

The fact that minutes ago I had Lucifer, the guy that I claim to hate, despise even, on top of me with his entire erection inside of me makes me definitely question stuff.

It's not a lie that I have some sort of hatred towards him. Sometimes I even want to rip all of his blonde hairs off and I still somehow have that feeling inside of me. But then, at the same time, I don't regret sleeping with him tonight. Not even the first night we spent together.

Every feeling that I have inside of me that is regarding to Lucifer is a complete mess. A part of me desires to slap the shit of him while we keep fighting to disagree because I can't stand to see him be right. But then, the other side, just desires for him... to fuck the shit out of me like he just did tonight. Multiple times, in different positions, in different locations with his hands touching every single angle of my body— now I'm imagining things. Great job, Lilith.

It's just so strange.

I've never wanted to sleep with the same person more than one time. Never. It always came to me leaving minutes after and never seeing that person again. But somehow, Lucifer has managed to make me want him like I've never wanted anyone— even if we just had our bodies fuck each other. I still want him.

I still want to fight to disagree, annoy him, even have him screaming at me how much he hates me. That, those words right there just make me want to have him on the palm of my hand even more. Or even the other way around...

No— what?

The fuck is happening with me?

Realising that I'm just looking at nothing like a lunatic, I quickly get up from the bed and decide it's best if I just leave this room. Maybe go back to Ada if she's still at the party instead with Ryker, doing whatever those two are into.

Putting my shoes one with just a quick movement, I finally walk towards the door and touch the handle. I don't open it right away, instead, a long breath leaves my mouth as I close my eyes.

My heart suddenly raises when the image of Lucifer and I moments ago comes back to my head.

Fuck—!

Get out.

No, I liked when he touched me.

Who cares? Get out.

No. Remember when he said he wanted to appreciate every single angle of my body?

My heart skips a beat.

I shake my head annoyed as I brusquely open the door to leave this fucking room, but before I can even take a step in, a tall body crashes into mine.

"Lilith?" Colin's confused voice stops me.

"Colin!" I try to sound not very surprised at his presence, but I know I failed miserably.

"Where are you going?" Colin tries to look behind me, but I close the door behind me as an innocent smile appears on my lips.

"Uuh— back... to the party."

"Where you there alone?"

I quickly nod. "Yes."

He looks up to my head. "Why is your hair so messy?"

"What?" I lift my head to touch my hair immediately feeling it like a mess. I let out another smile brushing it with my hands. "Oh, you know, girl... stuff."

I suck.

I spent years sneaking out of my house, I should be better at this.

"I'm not gonna ask." Colin says shaking his head. Thank God. "You need to see this." He grabs my arm pulling me away from the room towards the stairs.

As soon as I'm half way, I start to hear the sound of the music playing while people are talking, more screaming than before. But when I hear a familiar voice yelling "WHAT'S UP BITCHES!" I immediately furrow my eyebrows.

"Who was that?" I ask.

"Griffin.... when he drinks too much, he gets a little bit comfortable with everyone."

When I step out of the stairs, my eyes can't believe what they're seeing. Griffin is shirtless on top of the coffee table swinging his shirt around with his hand up in the air, while his other one holds a vodka bottle. He's dancing until the beat of the song drops, now he's shaking his ass like there's no tomorrow.

"Party people! Are y'all having a good time!?" He yells and I can't help but let out a laugh. I've never thought Griffin would remind me of those wild parties in freshman year.

"He gets too comfortable." Colin adds by my side. "But that's my boy."

"Happy birthday to me! Happy birthday to me!"

"We should get him down, otherwise I don't see that table surviving." I say turning to Colin, but another laugh escapes my mouth. 

"Yeah, I know." Colin nods. "I just wanted for Lucifer to see this because we always enjoy the show that he gives. But I can't seem to find him."

"I'm here." Lucifer's deep voice sounds behind me and I immediately get chills feeling his body close to my back.

"There you are! Where were you?!"

"Smoking." He says without a worry. "Griffin is doing it again?"

"HELLO BEAUTIFUL!" Griffin's voice shakes the room.

"Yeah," Colin replies "and it's my turn to get him down."

"It is?"

"Yeah, you did it at Johnson's party."

"Oh yeah." Lucifer nods remembering.

"I guess Griffin does this a lot."

They both nod. "When there's alcohol in his system." Colin says before leaving Lucifer and I alone to get his other friend down from the very delicate table. "Griffin, c'mon buddy, you want some chocolate?"

"CHOCOLATE?! WHO SAID CHOCOLATE?!"

Lucifer grabbing my waist to turn me around and then holding my hand, preventing me from seeing Colin save Griffin from any more embarrassment, he discreetly passes the stairs and takes me to a hallway behind it. One where I've never walked into before. Or even saw to begin with, it's isolated from everything.

And it looks like it's what Lucifer wanted since the moment we're well hidden from anyone else in the party, he lets go of my hand and gently guides my back against the wall, where he can perfectly stand in front of me and grab my cheeks after locking eyes with me.

I stare at him confused, but even then, I don't open my mouth. I seems that he has all the intention to talk first.

"I forgot to give you something." He says as he looks down to my lips.

"What?"

Without replying, he crushes his lips into mine while his hands guide me to his face. His lips taste mine like it's the first time, the desire it's there and has no intention to go anywhere when we kiss. He's 100% in control of it, how his lips are handling mine, moving them to remember it later, how the taste and their hot wetness because of his brushing on mine. It becomes faster and I immediately follow him without hesitating making some heat go to my cheeks.

I want him to keep going until we both can't hold our breaths anymore.

But even if I wanted to... I don't think I'd be able to. My brain is in a complete trance of the kissing he's giving me.

When I can feel my lungs asking for air, like he's feeling the same way, Lucifer breaks the kiss and touches our forehead together as our breathings mix with each other.

"That."

"Did you bring me back here just so you could do that?" I tease, gaining a little chuckle from him.

"Do you prefer for me to do it in front of everybody? I know we would leave a couple of eyes surprised, but the others, would definitely love it." His left thumb caresses the edge of my lips. "You and me, Lilith and Lucifer..."

He gets closer, but I suddenly stop him, like reality has hit the moment.

"If we're gonna this nobody can know."

He smiles at me, slightly tilting his head to the side. "You sound like it's gonna happen again."

"If it does—"

"Do you want it to happen again, Avery?" I know he's teasing me. I know he wants me to say it, but right now, the only thing in my mind if for him to understand that no matter what we do, it's between us.

"You better keep your mouth shut. They're gonna make it a big deal and this is not that."

"Answer my question." He ignores my words, but I don't say a word after his.

The truth is, I've never had a night like I've had with Lucifer. Not even the first night we spent together.

No one can compare to the way he treats me and how he makes me feel. Our relationship is something that I've never had before, that's for sure, maybe that has to do with the whole me being weirded out situation, but even then, there's two answers to his question.

I know mine.

Yes.

My tongue doesn't ope, I don't want to see the satisfaction in him.

Reacting to my silence, Lucifer lets out a smile making my eyes go directly to his lips. I want to taste them again, the need of them surrounds my skin, but I hold myself back. I don't know why. "Is your eyes looking at my lips an answer?" he asks softly. "Answer me this, then," he leans closer to my face as my eyes meet his "has anyone made you finish three times in one night? If the answer is yes, I won't get sad, but we will have to go back to the bedroom right now and top whatever that number is because you deserve the best and I'm gonna fucking give it to you."

What—

What did he say?

Wait.

I must have heard it wrong.

I deserve the best? He thinks that? And he wants to give it to me?

Not the water fall again.

His comment obviously surprises me and my tongue gets tied up immediately. The answer is no, sometimes I don't even finished when I sleep with guys, had to finish the job myself. With women is completely different of course, but I've never been with someone for more than one night to fully experience like most people do. With guys... well— one and I'm lucky, making the guy that did it felt like God.

But here I have Lucifer, making me cum three times in one night and he's not bragging about it. He's actually saying that he's wants to top that number because he believes I deserve the best.

Where did this guy come from?

"Has anyone?" He asks making me snap out of it.

"No." I quickly reply.

He smiles. "Then admit it, Avery, we make a good team together. Is it a yes or no?" He leans close to my lips. "Say it, love."

Kiss me.

"No strings attached." I let out before I can even think about it. "Sex and that's it. Got it?"

The smile becomes even bigger. "That's definitely a yes."

"Did you got it?" I firmly say demanding an answer from him, but all I get is a little nod.

"Bossy." He leaves a quick kiss on my lips before stepping to the side. "I'd love to see more of that next time." And just like that, leaves me alone in that dark hallway.

Did I seriously just agree to have a sex relationship with Lucifer?

Oh— shit.

Fuck.

Do I regret it?

No.

Am I still a little bit confused on how it happened?

Yes.

Am I gonna tell Ada?

I hate to say this, but no.

My hit it and quit it turned into a hit it and remake it because the guy is so good my body can't even believe it.

Definitely longer.

Why do I want him so bad? He's definitely good, more than good, and knows what's he's doing. It's not gonna hurt me if I do it again...

I definitely want to.

Oh, yeah, I want to.

Made me cum three times?! Three?!

Who is he and what planet did he come from?!

My head is a mess that I'm starting to feel the need to have a shot of vodka inside my stomach.

Me and Lucifer in a hate/sex relationship?

What's the worst thing that could happen?

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