Anger
Lonna was lost in her own world as she pulled another book from the self. 'Is it because I feel guilty? Why don't I want Jin to hear anything about Yoongi? I feel as if I have wronged him.'
She added the book to the few she carried in her arms, that she meant to bring back to her class. Suddenly, her eyes grew wide as she turned facing Jin himself. He didn't look at her, he held his gaze to the floor at first, as his hands gripped the edges of the two book cases, successfully blocking Lonna in.
Lonna could do nothing but stand and stare at him. Once his eyes met hers she couldn't help but feeling like something wasn't right. "Jin, is something wrong?"
"What should I do that is better?" Jin's voice was low. "Even though you didn't directly give it to me, when I saw that confession letter, and found out that me and the girl I like have a crush on each other, do you know how happy I was?"
Lonna could feel the feelings of guilt take her over again. "But...I also see the girl I like kissing another guy."
Lonna couldn't help but take shaky steps back as Jin approached her. "Suga was the one who kissed me."
"At the concert your eyes were only for him." Lonna could feel her heart beat louder in her chest as Jin took more slow stalking steps towards her. "It was like I didn't even exist. Wasn't it supposed to be our first date?"
"It...wasn't intentional." Lonna could feel herself shake, but she didn't know if it was from the fear or from the fact she was on the verge of tears. Jin was making her feel so bad.
"Why don't you consider my feelings?!" Jin screamed, making Lonna jump in response. Seeing the fear on Lonna's face Jin's face suddenly softened, but it still didn't return to the soft face Lonna was used to seeing.
"I am very angry, and jealous, and hurt. It makes me feel strange." Lonna's shaking got worse as Jin leaned closer to her. "What should I do?"
Lonna had never felt this way with Jin before, and she hated to admit it. but it slightly confused her. "Nice guys...get fed up too." Upon hearing his words Lonna found it hard to breathe and unconsciously she let the books drop from her hands.
'I still remember the first time I ever met Jin.' The meeting came back to Lonna.
'Lonna was trying to carefully walk down the steps with a hand full of books. Regardless of her carefulness, all it took was one small bump from a boy that was rushing up the stairs and not worrying about those around him to send all she held flying to scatter on the stairs. Lonna started working quickly on trying to gather everything back up herself, since the boy seemed too busy to help her.
As she picked up, she noticed another pair of hands start to pick up the fallen books and papers. Her eyes moved up to meet Jin's, who gave her a sweet smile in response. Her heart raced in her chest as he placed what he had picked up on her own pile. "Please be more careful."
Lonna was captured immediately by Jin's sweet gesture as she shyly bowed to thank him. Her smile grew wider as she watched him go. "From my first impression of Jin, I have always thought him to be a very gentle person, and because of that, I started to like him."'
Krystal's POV
Krystal walked out of the now empty classroom and looked worriedly down the hall. She didn't know why she felt so uncomfortable, but she couldn't stop it. "Momo?" She quickly walked back to her friend.
"Hmm?" Momo said as she packed her class books back into her bag.
"Lonna just went to the info room, so what is taking her so long?" Krystal stared at the door again with a face full of worry.
"Well, with Jin's expression, do you think he went after her?" Momo asked.
Krystal's worry instantly wiped from her face as she considered her friend's words. She shook her head and pointed at Momo. "Momo, you have become smarter, I hadn't even thought of that."
Momo smiled in happiness at Krystal's words.
Unbeknownst to both girls, their conversation wasn't a private one.
"But, if that's true, I am sure Jin will have his own way of doing things." Upon hearing the girl's words and seeing the cheeky smile on her face, the stranger's eyes hooded in suspicion.
Krystal's smile instantly wiped off her face as she looked at Momo with fear in her eyes. "Why...why do I feel negative energy?"
Momo's own face matched her own fear as her eyes only flitted back and forth between the stranger and her friend. "There...there is a very problematic person here."
Suga let out a sigh of frustration as he leaned closer to Krystal. She could feel the hairs on the back of her neck raise from his hot breath. "What did you say?"
Lonna's POV
Lonna had taken the chance to run when she got it. She didn't know why she felt so scared, but she didn't feel right about any of this. No matter how fast she ran though, Jin had been waiting for her at the end of the stacks.
Just as the door was in her sight he had grabbed her arm and pulled her close to him again. She shook as his hands gripped her shoulders. "You should like me too, right?"
Lonna stopped looking at the ground as she stared into Jin's angry face. "This isn't right. He should be gentle."
Before giving it a second thought she spoke her mind out loud, hoping to appeal to the softer side of Jin. "Please don't look like that. You're very scary like that." Jin's face didn't change. "You're not the Jin I know. You aren't the type to..."
Before she couldn't finish Jin cut her off. "Who do you think I am? If you don't know, don't speak. Don't use what you think and put it on me."
The fear rose worst in Lonna's chest as Jin suddenly closed his eyes and moved towards her. From the quick look he had taken of her lips, she knew what was going to happen next, but she couldn't help but not want it to happen. She jerked in fear as he grew closer. She could feel the tears brim in her eyes. This wasn't how it was supposed to be.
A/N: Sorry it took so long to update, but I didn't have my laptop for awhile, then my word documents decided to hide. Thanks to my techy friend, he found them, but only a few and before they were edited lol. So now I have to re-edit all that I have. So sorry but I have to go back to one update a day with this one. Stupid technology.
I hope you liked it though. Thank you to the ones who are reading this. Love you guys!!!
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