BISI HEAVED AND FELL on the bed when he left,she checked the time and it was four in the early hours of the morning,she wiped away a lone tear tired of crying for what she can't change for what she had begged her mother for but always denied her, many teenagers like her would have succumbed to suicide but Bisi is a strong willed young woman and she didn't let anything detect her life

She stood up from the bed and went to the bathroom to have her bathe,she scrub and scrub trying to scrub away the dirtiness she feels anytime he touches her but that can't happen,what's done is done and the aftermath means nothing

She cried silently as the shower fell on her,she had had enough long time ago but who is she to complain,she has no right whatever to complain and she have been living just fine she hoped

She stepped out of the bathroom and wore her uniform coming out of the room to meet her mom giving order to their house help Mary,her mother turned and look at her giving her a tight smile but Bisi ignored it dropping her bag on a stool

"You should eat your breakfast,you have an appointment with the doctor"her mom said and she nodded,she ate her breakfast which was noodles with fried Irish potatoes and tea,she round up fast and swung her bag on her back,she checked the time and it was already 6:23am

She didn't bother telling her mom goodbye and left for the car that will take her to meet the doctor,she really don't have a mother to daughter relationship with her mom though once upon a time they were inseparable and now it felt like decades ago

The hospital suddenly came to a view and Bisi dropped down from the car going ahead for her appointment

"Adekunle Adebisi Purity!"she heard her name and stood up heading to the doctor's office,she scoffed when she heard her last name being called she hate the fact she's named Purity because she's anything but pure she's tainted and she knew and live with the fact that that's what she is

"Morning doctor"she said giving the doctor the accustomed smile she always render to him

"Morning my dear,how was your night?"the doctor asked and she looked away,she never have an answer for that whenever he ask her that question

The doctor went through her file and asked her to climbed the bed in the next room opposite to his office,this is not the first time Bisi is doing such and she didn't waste time doing that

"Can you pull out your uniform first"it felt like deja vu and she slowly pull out her uniform,the doctor examine her and asked her to spread her legs wider and she did as she was told

"It looks you're in a good condition,hope you're taking your drugs?"the doctor asked and she nodded standing up and wearing her uniform,she felt like there's no need to get naked for him to examine but she knew better than to defy him,she didn't feel anything any longer when things like this happens to her she feels numb

The doctor drew her close sitting her on his lap he kissed her lips slowly and smiled

"When are we going to do it again,I miss you"the doctor whispered on her ear and she gulped

"Anytime you want"she answered,she doesn't struggle anymore because struggling leads to more hurt

"I would love to have you today but I can see you already had your fair share this morning"he said and Bisi shrugged she just don't care anymore

She stood up from his lap to get herself presentable before leaving his office but he grabbed her pulling her against his desk and Bisi knew what was coming next,he raised her skirt up sliding her undies down

"You're just too irresistible and I can't let you go without having a taste"he whispered on her ear and widened her legs,slowly he position himself between her thigh and pushed in Bisi muffled the agonising sound that almost came out of her,she was already sore and now he is going to let her get more sore

The doctor enjoyed himself plumping in and out of Bisi before he finally reached climax and pull out of her,Bisi left and went to the bathroom slowly washing her private part because she already feel sore and wore her uniform well before leaving the bathroom

"You know you have to keep your mouth shut and if you don't you know the consequences"The doctor said and Bisi nodded

She opened the door to his office leaving and giving her mom a call the doctor already examined her,she entered the car and the car led her to school

"Babe!!"Anna bumped her and laughed and she laughed too giving her a crushing hug,Bisi is very good at hiding how she feels and non of her friends have been able to guess what's going on in her life

"You look tired!"Anna said entwining her hands with her's

"I watched a movie throughout the night and I couldn't sleep"Bisi lied and Anna bought it

"Where's Joy?"Bisi asked

"Her Nana is not feeling fine,she's staying at the hospital with her"Anna replied

"We should check her when the day ends"Bisi said and Anna nodded yes

They went back to their seat and had their classes,the bell was rung for break time and Anna went to meet Bisi

"Let's go for break"Anna said tugging her arm with Bisi

"The head boy called for me"Bisi said and Anna nodded leaving her friend alone

She walked alone to the cafeteria buying wafer biscuits and Fanta eating slowly,she felt odd without her friends and already missed them,she finished her food fast and left the cafeteria going back to her class,on her way going back she saw Dami and Martha,Martha kissed Dami and they chuckled before Martha left for her class,Anna got jealous again

"Dami!"she called and Dami turned to look at her

"Yes?"he asked nonchalantly

"What's she to you?"she asked and Dami raise his brow before she added "Martha"

"What's your business about that?"Dami asked placing his two hands on his side pocket

"I thought we are friend!"Anna said almost breaking down

"I'm not your friend and whatever I do with Martha ain't your concern"Dami said

"Atleast tell me who she is to you"Anna asked desperately,she can't believe her voice too when she heard herself saying it out loud

"Are you jealous?"Dami asked amusingly "ain't you and Desmond a thing?"he asked giving Anna the rabbit fingers

"Dami! Desmond and I ain't a thing"Anna said almost huffing and Dami chuckled dryly

"Then tell me what's your problem?"Dami asked and Anna look away,how can Anna explain how she had gotten obsessed with Dami,how can she explain she seeks his attention,how can she explain what she feels when she don't understand what she feels too,her body acting on its own accord without her being able to control such acts her brain shutting down when she needed it to work the most

Dami suddenly pulled her and she hit her back on the wall,she groan and before she knew it Dami's lips where on hers,she gasps and gave more room for Dami to explore her mouth ,she pushed him and he stopped Anna never kissed him back because it felt rushed

He chuckled dryly wiping his lips with the back of his hand before looking down at Anna "are you okay now?" Anna shot him a confuse look and Dami answered

"You wanted me to kiss you and I did I hope you will get away from my nerves"Dami said walking away while Anna gaped like a fish deprived of water,she can't believe she lost her first kiss like that

How dare him!

She always fantasize about her first kiss,how she's going to give it to the man she loves and loves her back and how she's going to make it memorable but here it is taking away from her like it didn't mean a thing,she went back to the class fuming

The day ended before they knew it and it was time for everybody to go home,Anna went to meet Dami who was busy scrambling words on paper

"I won't be able to attend the lesson today,I have somewhere to be"Anna said and Dami look up to meet her eyes,he nodded and Anna got angry that he is acting like nothing happened earlier

"Good cause I got somewhere to be too"Dami said standing up and Anna tried to move but he stopped her "what's up with the frown?"he asked

"You stole my first kiss and act like a goddamn thing never happened!"Anna said angrily

"Oh"Dami said and snickered "I thought Desmond already done that"

"Desmond and I ain't a thing!"Anna said angrily and walk away she's not ready to start explaining herself to someone that's busy kissing another woman's lips before kissing her she felt disgusted thinking she indirectly kissed Martha and she had grown to dislike the girl recently without any solid reasons

She met Bisi who was also ready and walk hand in hand leaving the class,they decided to leave to the hospital on Bisi's car,they arrived at the hospital and met Joy playing game on her phone,her face lit up when she saw her friends

"Hey babes!"Joy said and went to hug them,they chuckled and hugged her back

"How's she?"Anna asked gesturing to the sleeping Ruth

"She's better,the doctor said it's typhoid"Joy said

"Thank God!"Bisi said and sit beside Joy,Anna grab a stool from the corner of the room sitting on it

They talked randomly laughing momentarily forgetting their problems when Anna said something

"I know Joy is still crushing on Jonah and he is the only guy she will ever crush on"Anna said they were busy talking about crushes

"I'm not crushing on Jonah anymore"Joy denied and Bisi eyes grew wide

"It's a lie!"Bisi said and Joy rolled her eyes

"Seriously my crush for him died"Joy said folding her arms and Anna bursted out laughing

"Oh my God! I thought you will be giving me niece and nephew soon"Anna said and Bisi and Joy gave her a disgusting look

"Ewwww don't say that again!"Joy said and Anna somber up

"Don't give me that face girls,Jonah is handsome and surely he will be able to give beautiful and handsome kids"Anna said and Joy shrugged

"He is your brother we won't stop you from defending him"Bisi said and Anna gave her the middle finger

"Soon babe"Bisi replied winking and Anna gave her a disgusting look

"Ewwww gross! I'm not a lesbian"Anna said dismissively and the three friends laughed

They continue joking and Joking and decided to call it a day,Joy promised to resume school the following day and they were all happy to have her back