I was starting to get excited, actually I don't know when I was last this excited. Tomorrow the girls are coming back and I will no longer be a loner in this huge room. It started to close itself on me, the claustrophobia slowly growing. Tom and I haven't spoke to one another in a long time, it scares me.

The common room in this time is always empty, so it was a shocker seeing Dolohov down there with a girl, whispering under their breaths. "I will get killed because of you!" said Dolohov while pointing at the green eyes girl, who was sitting next to him with her arms crossed over her chest, looking at him with a dumb look.

"I will kill you before he will get a chance." She said through gritted teeth, but Dolohov was not afraid. "I'm such a moron for doing things for you, I'm fucking stupid." He spat while now walking back and forth.

"Oh come on Antonin, what can he do." The girl rolled her eyes and made her skirt go up higher. Dolohov stopped, now getting down to be face to face with her. "You should never fuck with Tom Riddle." He whispered but I still could hear him, the girls face dropped down. "And that is what I fucking did, because of you!" He once again started to walk, the girl had scared look on her face, they are talking about Tom, is this because of what he said to me.

"You can't back up now, not on me Antonin, you promised" The girl was now standing too, in front of the Dolohov, looking him in the eyes. "You have no idea what I truly did, do you? I said that I will behead her, kill her. She is Riddles right arm, and I said I will murder her. That was my death wish." He was almost at the point of shedding tears.

Now I knew, they were indeed talking about me. "What did he say?" She asked, now she was just like him walking back and forth. "That if I want to have any bloodlined relatives of mine, I should never threaten anybody that has connection with him no more." He mumbled. The girl was now cupping his cheeks. "He can't do that." Her high pitched voice exclaimed. Dolohov started laughing. Hysterical laugh it was.

"Oh sweetheart, yes he can. I assure you, he will." That is when Dolohov got up and went out of the common room. The girl stood there and left couple minutes later.

Next day, I sat next to him. He didn't even look at me, but he knew I was the one sitting next to him. Probably because of how quite I was.

"You shouldn't threaten him like that." I said while picking up some food on my plate. I heard Tom chuckle next to me, and when I looked over at him his elbows were on the table and his head was on his hands that were together.

"He threatened you the same way." He said, and I shaked my head. "He didn't say that he will make my whole blood line vanish!" I said little louder, but nobody was next to us.

"That part got him? I knew it would." He smirked, looking at the Dolohov who was sitting couple meters away from us with the girl I saw yesterday. "Who is that girl?" I asked Tom, he was not looking at the two as me. He was pouring some juice into his goblet.

"Some girl Dolohov has crush on, but she has one on me." He spoke before slowly drinking his juice, now everything was connecting. Dolohov wanted to make her happy by threatening me to go away from Tom that she could 'have' him, even if he didn't like that himself.

"He is stupid." I said while putting some of the food in my mouth, it was already cold.

I picked up an apple, it was sour but I liked it. Sweet things can disappoint, but when you know it in an advance something is going to be sour and it turns out fine, it's pretty nice. And yes, it was an green apple. My eyes were roaming the Great Hall. It was giant, just as ever, shiny ; elfs were probably responsible for that, well for everything. I still remember my first time stepping into this room very vividly.

I was just an ordinary eleven year old that got a Hogwarts letter, my parents were happier than me because my little brain couldn't process what was really happening, and when I stepped into this big room with Professors Mcgonagall that is now sitting at a Gryffindor table eating her lunch and sometimes glancing at Tom, leading us to the front.

I saw Dumbledore for the first time, and I immediately thought how can that man eat with that big beard.

I smiled and let out a little laught that actually got Tom's attention. "Something funny?" He asked, and I shaked my head. I wish I had gone there, to the past, but not this far. When I was a innocent girl that just started to learn about the wonders of magic. Now, it's no longer that wonderful.

"I shall no longer train you." Tom said while getting up. For the first couple of seconds I thought I heard him wrong.

"Why?" I asked. He was a distant person, and I somewhat managed to get closer to him and it made me a more prideful person, but I was starting to get greedy.

Greed; my worst enemy. For me, greed is worst then love. It gets me fucked up really. And now, I'm greedy of him. I'm greedy of Tom Riddle. I want him. I want him more then anybody else had him, and while knowing that I'm probably the closest encounter to him, probably the only one, it made me greedy of never lossing him.

The thought of boring him made me stope. My lips trembled so I had to bite them down. Don't show weakness. "What is it?" Tom asked as he turned around.

"Am I starting to bore you?" I asked, looking down at my shoes. I waited for his answer, but when I heard his shoes clicking on the floor, my face dropped.
"I'm greedy Rowe, just as you. But no, you do not bore me, I can say that you are one of the rare people that have me occupied."