~In all this mess, you was the one which created the silence~

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      "What the hell... is wrong with me? the voice of the curly-haired boy breaks the silence.

    He struggles to get up from the floor, then takes his steps toward the mirror. Yes, if so far he has avoided everything that happens to him, not he can not do this anymore. Not now, when he felt what it was like to destroy all his lungs, while vomiting over the toilet lid. He doesn't understand exactly what the hell happened, but he only knows that he woke up, feeling like he didn't have much time until he vomited. So he ran to the bathroom while feeling his head extremely dizzy.

      "Jungkook?" a voice wakes the bunny boy from his thoughts, then hears Taehyung knocking softly on the door. "Can I come in?" he asks after, and the younger one looks in the mirror.

    His face is even paler than before, his eyes red and swollen, his lips green, and his forehead sweating. Yes, he looks extremely bad right now. And that only makes him feel bad when he agreed to move here. It's been three weeks, and even if he likes to have Yoonyo and Taehyung so close, Jungkook feels extremely guilty. He feels guilty because he makes Taehyung so worried about him, that he wakes up many times, even though he is extremely tired. Maybe he should move back to his house, this is probably the best idea. In this way, his boyfriend will be able to rest better.

      "I- Ye-Yeah." Jungkook manages to answers, feeling himself begin to tremble again, and that feeling of nausea return.

     When Taehyung slowly opens the door, and then sees his lover in this state, he feels his heart break immediately. Jungkook doesn't look good at all. Taehyung has noticed in recent days how much he has lost weight, he has noticed how powerless he is. Every time he tried to eat something, he vomited immediately afterwards. And that started to worry the CEO very, very much. And no matter how much he insisted on going to Jin hyung for a consultation, Jungkook refused, saying he was fine. But now the eldest is sorry that he accepted, and did not take him by force at the hospital. His condition has become far too bad. 

      "Love?" Taehyung's thick voice makes the other to close his eyes, then gets down on his knees slowly. 

      "I- I am... sorry, I wake you up." the younger one says, feeling even more guilty.

    Why? Why he has to be so fucking weak?

      "Jungkook, what happened, angel?" Taehyung asks in a softer tone, then kneels right beside him, touching his hair slowly. "Look at me, love. Where are you hurt?" he asks after, and the other one takes a deep breath, trying to avoid the sensation of vomiting that returned.

      "I- No... nowhere. I am... fine." the younger one lies, and the older one frowns, trying his best to not raise his voice, because hell, his boyfriend looks everything but not fine!

      "Jungkook, you are not fine. We should go to the hospital, we can find some hospitals still open." the CEO suggests but the bunny boy just looks at the floor.

      "No... no need." the younger one comments, trying his best to talk as normal as he can.

    Shit, this time is really painful. 

     Taehyung fails to reply, as the next moment, Jungkook quickly gets up from the floor, then runs to the toilet bowl, and starts vomiting. The bunny boy feels his chest burning, and the pain gets bigger and bigger, and he starts to tremble even harder. He feels tears welling up from his eyes, probably because of the pain, and his throat feels extremely dry. He really doesn't understand what the hell is going on with him, but it's not good, and he can admit it. It's really not good at all.

     "Jungkook, love, look at me." the older man tries to calm him down, feeling how he also starts to cry, because of his boyfriend's condition. "Everything will be ok." he continues then gulps hardly, the fear becoming bigger and bigger, seeing how much the younger one struggles to breath properly.  

     "This- this is- really painful." the bunny boy manage to comments, then he puts his hand in the chest area, closing his eyes, feeling his head heavier and heavier. 

      Taehyung no longer thinks, only acts. He lifts Jungkook into his arms, in the style of a bride, running with him to his room.

      "Keep your eyes open for me, angel." the CEO's voice is truly full of fear and despair, and when he gets to his room, he carefully places Jungkook on the bed.

     He then searches for his phone and turns on the light, while Jungkook feels everything become more and more blurry.

      "Ta- Tae, don't go." the bunny boy says and the other breathes a sigh of relief when he sees the phone on the nightstand, next to the bed.

      "I will never go, love." he comments after, then looks on his phone. after a certain number.

      "Who ... who do you want to call? " Jungkook manages to asks, and the older one kneels beside the bed, looking intently at his boyfriend. 

      "Jin hyung. I will call him over here." he answers and the little one does not have time to answer at his turn, because the CEO continues. "I... Jin hyung? I'm sorry, I'm probably woke you up. " he says after, while looks at his boyfriend with fear. "Jungkook...  he's not feeling well at all, can you please come to my house? " he asks and swallows hard when he hears the younger boy start crying even louder. 

      "What happened with him?"  the doctor asks, while Taehyung tries his best to not yells or something.

        "He started vomiting, and now he has problems and can't breathe normally. Please, can you come? I- I have no idea what I can do. " the CEO's voice can is full with desperation.

      "Okay, I'll be there in ten or fifteen minutes. Try to keep him awake." Jin says after then close the call, then Taehyung looks at his boyfriend.

      "Love, look at me, everything will be okay. " he says and then kisses his forehead carefully, trying to ignore how cold it is.

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      "What ... what's wrong with him, Jin hyung? " Taehyung asks, trying his best not to cry again, because now Yoonhyo is next to them.

     When Namjoon and Jin got home to Taehyung, Yoongi woke up because of the noise. The CEO managed to calm him down hardly, after seeing what Jungkook looked like.

     "Yes, uncle... uncle Jin, what happened to my angel?" the little boy's voice makes the doctor to force a smile, then strokes his hair.

     "It's nothing serious, Yoonhyo. Jungkook needs only a little sleep, that's all. " he says and then looks at Namjoon, telling him from the look to take the little boy out from the room.

     Namjoon gets up from the chair and then lifts his nephew into his arms, smiling.

    "Wouldn't you like to show me all the figurines in your room? I haven't been there in a long time! " Namjoon suggest, but the little one just stares at his father.

     "No! I want to know what happened with Jungkook!" he revolts, and Taehyung just glance at him softly, then takes a deep breath. 

     "Love, nothing is wrong with Jungkook. He just... he just needs some sleep. Now go with Namjoon and show him your toys, okay?" 

     "But dad, I-"

      "Yoonhyo, please!" Taehyung raise his voice, then close his eyes, trying to relax a little. "Tiger, I want to talk with uncle Jin, but I promised, Jungkook is okay. You trust me, right?" he asks after, and his son just nods, biting his lower lip.

       "Fine, but when he wakes up, you have to call me!" the little one says, and his father nods. 

     Namjoon then leaves the room with Yoonhyo in his arms, and Jin closes the door behind them, then looks at Jungkook, who is sleeping on the bed. The doctor had to give him an injection to put him to sleep.

       "Please... please tell me is nothing really bad." Taehyung breaks the silence, and the older one moves his glance to him, with concerned eyes; thing that makes the CEO even more anxious than before.

      "Tae, I am not really sure if my suspicions are true, because I couldn't do all the necessary tests here. He should come to the hospital tomorrow for some tests. " he says and the other remains silent for a few seconds, feeling his heart no longer have much and he will jump out of his rib cage.

     "But- But what are your suspicions?" he manages to asks, hands sweaty, head heavy, and heart at the edge to broke.

     The doctor takes a deep breath, then straights his voice. 

    "Taehyung, diseases can be inherited by people in a family." the other begins and the other already knows where the discussion is going. "Jungkook's father died of cancer a long time ago, and his mother just a few weeks ago. " he says later, and the other is already starting to cry.

     "No... No, this can not be true!" the younger one revolts, voice half like a whisper, then glance at his beautiful boyfriend. "He can not... he can not be sick! If he had cancer, shouldn't he have had symptoms for a long time? " he asks, hoping it's all a lame joke, but when he meets Jin's gaze, he already knows it's the cruel truth.

     "Cancer, like many other diseases, can have symptoms at certain times, not necessarily when patients are really young. " he explains then he touches his brother-in-law's shoulder, trying to encourage him. "I already said I'm not sure, Taehyung. That's just a suspicion of mine, you should come to the hospital with him tomorrow so you can be sure. " the other says and the other one only nods, being far too lost to answer.

      "Can you- Can you go and check Yoonhyo?" he asks after, and the doctor smiles sadly. 

      "Yeah." he simply answers then goes out from the room, leaving Taehyung alone with the bunny boy. 

      He then returns and approaches his boyfriend. When he reaches his right, he sits on his knees, feeling his soul burn with pain. He takes his right hand and then kisses her warmly and carefully, as if it were glass, and he does not want to break it. He looks at his beautiful yet pale face, and then swallows hard, while other tears fall on his own cheeks, like water flowing in a waterfall.

       "Why, love? Why?" he asks later, even though he knows the bunny boy can't hear him. " Why do you have to suffer so much? Why the hell is life so dishonest with you? " he whispers later, closing his eyes, and leaving his head soft on the surface of the bed.

    First his father, then his mother, and now him. Why? Did this idiotic disease have to take each of Jungkook's family in turn? What nonsense is this? It is said that for every action, the universe has an explanation. Then what would be the explanation for all this? Why does the universe want to constantly hurt his lover?

       "My angel, I... I promise, no matter what happens, I'll be with you. I'll make sure we get over all this madness together. " he whispers again, taking a deep breath.

      Yes, it doesn't matter what will Jin says tomorrow after he will consult Jungkook. Taehyung will sacrifice his own life if he can save his angel. It won't matter how hard everything will be, but Taehyung will make sure that at the end of it, Jungkook will be fine, happy. And that's a promise he'll keep.

      "Don't be afraid, love, I'm here. I will always be. " he says later, as a tear from his left eye, falls on the right hand of his lover.

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