~I'm so used to being hurt, I have no idea what it's like to be loved. ~

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       "Please, please, please! I really want to go at the cinema today!" the little boy asks his father, then he makes a cute face of the rainy puppy.

      Taehyung rolls his eyes, and Jungkook just giggles at the cute behavior. It's Sunday, and that means Taehyung is free all day. No work, no hundreds of files or meetings with other businessmen. Only him, his son and Jungkook. Sounds hell good for him.

     "Come on, Tae. Let's go and watch a movie, if the angel wants. " Jungkook says in his turn then gently strokes Yoonhyo's hair, while the little boy smiles, victoriously-he already knows that if he Jungkook is on his side, then the battle is already won.

     The CEO looks at them amused, with a soft smile on his face. He was going to go to the movies anyway, if Yoonhyo wanted it, but he wanted to hear his boyfriend too. He loves when the bunny boy calls him "Tae". The first time he heard it, about three days ago, he felt like Jungkook is even cuter than before. So yes, he takes advantage of every opportunity to hear this nickname.

     "Jungkookie, you spoil him too much! " the big one pretends indignantly, but is actually joking, then the curvy haired-boy shrugs, then winks at the little boy.

    "He is cuter than you, not my fault." the bunny boy jokes at his turn, and Yoonhyo stick out his tongue and shows to his father.

     "Dad, I thought you already understood Kookie would always be by my side, not yours. " the little one replies proudly, then the lovers start laughing at the same time.

     "Yeah, you have right. I should have understood that by now. " Taehung says then looks at his son. "So what movie do you want to see? " he asks again and the little boy begins to smile and claps his hands, happy for his victory. 

     "I heard it's a new animated film with "Lightning Mcqueen". I really want to see this! " he answers enthusiastically, and Jungkook only looks him with a big smile on his face.

     "Then we'll look at that. Now go and change, we will wait for you. "the bunny boy reply and Yoonhyo nods instantly, then runs up the stairs to his room.

     "I think he likes you more than he likes me." Taehyung says later, and the other smiles.

     "What can I say? It's very easy for everyone to like me. " Jungkook jokes and the other giggles subtly, then takes a few steps closer to the bunny boy. 

      "I can't contradict you here. " Taehyung says and then puts his right hand on the young one s cheek, and the younger boy moves his glance at the floor.

      "Tae, stop. Yoonhyo can see us!" the bunny boy whispers, as he turns red, then he tries to move away from Taehyung, but the other gets even closer to him.

      It's not like Yoonhyo won't find out about their relationship. They've only been together for a few days, but they've both thought about how to tell Yoonhyo that. Taehyung said he would not react badly, on the contrary that he would be happy, but Jungkook did not want to hurry. He said he wanted to find a perfect time. What if he says he doesn't want anyone else in his life besides Taehyung? What if he says it's wrong for two men to be together? That's why he doesn't want to hurry, he wants to spend some more time with him.

    "Don't worry, it always takes time to finish dressing. " Taehyung's thick voice takes Jungkook out of his thoughts, and before their lips meet, the bunny boy's phone rings.

     The younger boy refrains from laughing when he sees his boyfriend's irritated face, then takes two steps back and takes the phone out of his pocket. He answers the call, while Taehyung rolls his eyes. Why this stupid phone had to ring in a moment like that?

     "Hi Joshua!" Jungkook says in a cheerful voice, and his boyfriend suddenly becomes more attentive.

     He does not know who this Joshua is. He doesn't know all Jungkook's friends, but he's never heard of that name before.

      "Today? I... ăăm... I am kinda busy until three pm." the bunny boy says again, and the other tries not to look very curious.

     Why should he find out how busy the Jungkook is today? He wants to meet him or something? 

    "Yeah, I guess is fine at four. See you there. Bye!" Jungkook then ends the call, and the CEO is just waiting to understand why the younger one said he will see him there.

    Today they had to spend all day together, not just up to four. Then why?

    "Who is Joshua?" he then asks, in a tone as relaxed as possible.

     "Oh, we have a project to do next month in the photography class, and that involves teamwork. Joshua is a colleague of mine who wanted to team up with me. " Jungkook answers and then hears footsteps on the stairs, which means Yoonhyo is ready.

     The older one raise his eyebrows only, then looks at his son, who had just appeared from the stairs.

      "A lot of projects if you ask me. " he whispers to himself, but then just smiles.

     Yes, he knows how stupid he can be right now. He doesn't even understand why he's behaving so childishly, but he just doesn't like that Jungkook has to see another boy. Even if it's just a college of his, or if they just have a project together. What if Joshua falls in love with his boyfriend? I mean ... it's way too easy, Jungkook is perfect. 

     "Tae, what happened?" his boyfriend's voice makes the CEO put all his childish thoughts aside, then look at the bunny boy and his son.

     "Nothing, let's go! " he reply with a smile, then looks for the car keys.

     Yeah, it's nothing, he's just too childish.

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     "I remember he wanted to look at "Lightning Mcqueen". Then why we are here, at a romantic movie? " Jungkook whispers close to Taehyung's ear, and he just shrugs, smiling.

     "Maybe he just wanted to look at something different or he changed his mind." Taehyung whispers in turn, and the other only looks to his right, at the little boy, who has already fallen asleep.

      No, the truth is different. Taehyung already knew what movie they would see when Jungkook went to buy popcorn for all three. And when he asked him why he wanted to see "Before Sunrise" - a movie full of love, but also with a lot of drama, Yoonhyo simply said he wanted to see it. So he just wanted to see his boyfriend's reaction.

      "He wanted us to come to the movies, but he is already asleep. "Jungkook whispers again later, smiling subtly at the sleeping boy.

       "Great then." Taehyung whispers at his turn again, then touches the bunny boy's right hand with his left hand.

     Jungkook winces slightly and feels it warm up on his cheeks again, but he is glad that it is quite dark, and that they are not seen by the others. They came to the movie an hour ago, but they don't understand why they came to an animation, but now they are at a romantic movie.

      "I already watched this movie. It's really beautiful, but still with a heartbreaking ending." the younger one says in a low tone, eyes still attentive at the big screen in front of them.

      "I didn't knew you are a romantic movies lover." the CEO reply in an amused voice, and the other one just smiles..

      "You don't know a lot of things about me yet." the curvy haired-boy reply then giggles a little.

      "I have all my life to learn about everything." Taehyung mumbles softly, but the younger one doesn't seem to hear, because he looks intently at the movie.

    Taehyung looks at him, eyes full with love and adore for the younger one. Jungkook seems so 'caught up in the story' that he doesn't even notice at the moment, when the older man bends slowly, then kisses his right hand briefly. After feeling the older's one warm lips over his cold skin, he swallows hard, while his cheeks become even hotter. He then looks at Yoonhyo, who is sleeping peacefully, then at the other people in the room. Luckily for him, everyone is paying attention to the movie, and not to them.

     "Tae! Stop, people will see!" he yells in a low tone, because hell, he can't disturb the other's.

      "Let them see. Nothing is wrong with that." the deep voice makes the younger one to shiver a little, and he can't tell why.

     The CEO just smirks then he approaches without any hesitation to Jungkook's face, as their noses touch and warm breaths meet. The bunny boy seems to be freezing when Taehyung kisses his nose briefly, and he feels like his heart doesn't have much time to explode.

     The older boy makes himself comfortable on his chair again, delighted that he actually got this reaction from Jungkook. He is just way too cute and adorable sometimes— well, kinda all the time. But when he gets shy and frustrated it's illegally cute.

      "You... You know when I watched this movie for the first time?" Jungkook's sweet whisper makes the older one to turn his attention again to him, looking with a smile on his face.

      "When?" he asks, wanting to find out.

     For him, everything that the bunny boy says, is more than just interesting.

      "When my mom got diagnosed first time, with cancer." this time Jungkook's voice sounds a few more inches lower than before, and a little more broken, while in the same time, the older's one smile drops.

     Jungkook's mother. Ever since Jin told him that he should talk about it with the bunny boy, he has tried, but he couldn't, his heart didn't let him. Every time he saw him smiling, and he could only imagine his tears, if he had told him. Every time he wanted to tell him, the pain he knew Jungkook would have to endure, kept stopped him. Because how? How could he break his lover's heart, even though that is not his intention? How could he tell him that his mother didn't have many days to live?How could he tell him that she would go too far away from him to ever see her again?
   
     When you truly love, when you care about a person, that person's pain becomes yours. And you would give anything to take his or her pain and suffer to the fullest, and the you love,  will still have a beautiful smile on your face.  Taehyung would like to do that, but he can't. And that irritates him far too much.

      "I think it was hard for you. I wish I was there, by your side." the older one whispers later, and the little one remains speechless a few seconds, then just smiles and moves his glance to his boyfriend.
      
      "Yeah, it was hard, but in life we can't choose always the nicest path, without any pain. So I tried to become stronger, for her." the younger one says, and is glad he doesn't want to cry at the moment. "And you are. Ow by my side. So please don't leave me, not matter what will happen. I don't really know if I will be able to get over it, if something happens again, and you are not here." he continues and Taehyung just glance at him, feeling the use to just hugs him, and kiss him over and over again.

     Jungkook doesn't deserve all this pain, this life. He already said this, but eh will keep saying so, until the God will make something about it. Until some happiness and good things will enter in his boyfriend's life too.

     "I promise, baby. I will never leave you." Taehyung's voice is lost in the great hall, but also in the bunny boy's heart.

    And maybe, just maybe... After the clouds loaded with lightning and thunder, after storms and rains, a beautiful sun is always hidden.

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This chapter is really boringggggg, but I was tired:/

I hope u liked even a little bit and see u at the next one!!! Love uuuu

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