Raghav's POV:

I ran out of the pub only to bump into someone...

When I saw it was Vedika...

I was shocked to see her.... what is she doing here???

I saw with a few girls...they waved her a bye and entered the pub...

I walked away from there as I did not want more scenes happening in my life...I knew Siya and me...we both already had a huge tension storm created thanks to her entry in our lives.

So without standing there much I walked away...

Just then I heard her call me

'Raghav please stop....'

I wasn't really ready for her comments now. I already had enough sarcasm from my own wife I didn't need more from her now!!

She slowly came near me and told...

'Raghav... Why are you avoiding me... Did I do anything wrong'

I looked at her...

I wanted to tell everything at once...but...I relaxed and told her...

'Look Vedika... I am married now and I understand your feelings and I respect it...but I am sorry I never had any feelings for you...that crush I had for you was literally a teen crush...And I'm married to Siya ...so please try to stay away from me...You are very pretty...I'm an average looking man... You can get anyone...so please move on' I told her calmly...

She put her hands on my shoulder and told ...
'If I can get anyone...then why not You!!!'

Thats it!!! Now I lost my patience!!!

I pushed her hands away and told her...

'Look Vedika... I clearly told you even after this if you behave like this then I'm sorry I wouldn't want to see your face from today. You can either choose to stay a friend or I will choose to not even look at your face' I announced.

I noticed her eyes filled with tears...

I didn't want to get into anymore argument with her so I chose to walk away...

'Whats in her that I don't have' she asked...

'She is my wife Vedika what kind of question is that' I counter questioned her.

'But you loved Aditi and she's now Naman's bride then why are you so stubborn to be with a random stranger...do you love her Raghav???' she asked with her eyes filled with fresh tears and a lot of them already rolled down her cheeks spoiling her make up...

I didn't have an answer to that question...

'I knew it....you are just compromising and being in this relationship...you don't love her...you cannot...you're mine Raghav... she said putting my hands on her waist while she tried holding my face in her hands and brought her lips closer to kiss me and I closed my eyes'

Just when I closed my eyes a face flashed in front of my eyes...

It was Siya's...
My Siya's...

Her smile... Her eyes...our moments in Goa when I carried her... Her pouted lips...

Just when Vedika was about to kiss me....That minute I pushed Vedika out of my arms and she was literally thrown back by my reaction...

I pointed my index finger at Vedika and said...

'Thats it Vedika... I may or may not love Siya... I will not cheat on her... I have been loyal to her and I will forever remain the same. There is a relationship beyond love between me and Siya...that's called trust and no Vedika can break that between us!!! So next time stay in your limits!!! We can maximum be friends and nothing else... I respect your emotions doesn't mean you try anything with me... So next time better be careful!!!'

I was shivering in anger after this incident...

I went back to the pub...

My throat had dried out... While my entire gang was still Dancing like drunk maniacs I sat there on a high chair while Naman came to me ...

'Brooooo.... Why are you two Today'

'What??? What are you saying' I asked him...

'Two two bro... Raghav bro 1...Raghav Bro 2...'

Oh my God...how many glasses did he drink... While the bartender say
'Bottles Sir!!!'
Next minute I saw his partner Aditi counting glasses again and again...

'Wooow...made for each other... Such drunkards!!!' I literally 🤦 face palmed.

While I asked the bartender for a glass of lemon juice for both of them each and force feeded them but didn't help much as both were heavily drunk.

Soon Vish came and noticed these both and took them to their room.

While my eyes still looked for Siya...I wasn't able to find her anywhere...

I asked Meghana if she saw Siya and she said Siya left the pub long back...

I was very thirsty...I quickly thought of drinking something... So I asked for a coke in hurry...he kept the glass in front of me and I gulped it down quickly...it smelled different and tastes bitter...

I finished the glass as I was both hungry and thirsty and asked the bartender why did it taste like shit...

That's when he told that's how coke tastes...

It was a little bitter.

I felt slightly dizzy after that...my head felt light ... I thought I was having a head reeling because I was hungry and thirsty... I asked him to get me another glass of the same while I quickly ate some Manchurian pieces and when I had half a glass of coke again Vish was back and she saw me drink this and feel a bit shaky...

'Bro what did you drink' she asked...

I said coke and she started yelling at the bartender and that's when I knew it was vodka + coke.

Soon Vish asked me to go to my room and take some rest as this is the first time in my life that I had alcohol...

I felt like I was flying.

Vish took me to her room...

'God I have a total of three drunkards in this room...such a bad party plan...I heard her curse'

While my head felt worse...I wanted to puke... I quickly rushed to washroom and puked. I felt a little better post that. I freshened up and came out.

Soon Vish gave me a tablet and asked me to go to my room.. take the tablet and sleep.

I slowly walked to the room... although I felt in my senses I had a bad headache now...

No wonder Vish gave me a tablet I thought...

While entering the room I noticed Siya near the window...

So she's here... Finally...Why hasn't she slept yet...

Although I had a headache I went near her...

'Siya....' I called her name...

She didn't turn around. .

'Siya...why didn't you sleep' I asked her...

I held her by her forearms but she pushed me away...

I held her again and this time she pushed me again ..

My head was already feeling like someone is having a rock concert inside it...I wanted to detach my head from my neck if possible...

To add on this women's mood swings...

I held her shoulders and turned her around

'Siyaaaaa stopppp... What is it' I asked her that's when I felt a few drops of tears on the backside of my palm...

Soon I noticed her face...

It was all wet... Her makeup had washed away...her cheeks her neck was wet....

She was crying???

But why???

'Siya .. what happened...why are you crying'...

All that came from her mouth was...

'I want to go home...'

Now??? It's too late... we'll go tomorrow... I tried to wipe her tears...

She pushed my hands away ..

'What is it Siya...what happened... please tell me...my head is already aching don't create a scene now'

'Yes...yes it's always me....I create a scene...I don't know why am I here...I fact why am I in your life... I must just go...I will go right now ..' I heard her say and walk away...

I held her wrist and pulled her back at me ..

She crashed into my chest...

She pushed me aside the next minute...

'Siya...what happened Siya ..why are you crying...Siya listen did anyone say anything to you??? Did anyone misbehave... Tell me Damnit what happened'

I pulled her closer holding her forearms while she again pushed me ..

'Its all my fault...I expected too much ..I knew I messed up...I shouldn't have said yes to this marriage...you didn't have a choice but I was asked...I must have backed off..it's my fault... You go from here...you shouldn't be here right now... As of now leave me alone or I'll leave from here...I can't stay with you in one room...just go...just gooooo' she screamed at once...

My headache was worst now!!!

I still kept patience and held her by her forearms and asked...

'Siya... what happened,'

'No Raghav... You're not supposed to be with me here... please go...just go'

'Siya'

'Just Go I said... Just...go to her'

That's when it striked me...

'Siya... I just happened to meet her...trust me there's nothing betw'.

And again .... today too....when I'm having a splitting headache she cut me in between...

'Raghav please... enough...I saw... You... You both... You .... holding her...kiss' she couldn't complete the sentence while she sobbed in between...

'Oh my God...Siya... nothing happened between us neither today neither in the party nor at Goa ... You must trust me Siya...I cannot... Why will I...today as well she tried to'

And she does it again...

'No Raghav please...no...it's ok...I understand Vedika is your first love...maybe you wanted to marry her...but she rejected you and now she realizes her feelings...you love her too...it's ok ..ill end this marriage...I'll divorce you...I'll walk out of this unwanted relationship'

And now my head started blasting...I pulled her closer and she crashed into my chest and I cupped her cheeks...looked into those brown orbs and shouted

'Shutup Siya... For Fuck's sake shut the fuck up...' I cussed....but I didn't care anymore...

I wanted to yell all the frustrated anger out that had been built inside me since a week...

She tried to open her mouth...

'Dont you dare utter a bloody word...how got damn fucking tough is it for you to understand that I don't feel anything for her...I was never involved with her...I don't feel anything for her... You are my wife and I bloody will never cheat on you...I will never.. never ever do a thing like that' I shouted into her face like it should reach her soul and she should never ever come back crying and asking me about Vedika...I couldn't tolerate seeing her cry. My heart ached seeing her tears.

I left her cupped cheeks at once as my confession followed a pin drop silence in the room...

Her tears had stopped...all though she still looked angry...

I just wanted to hit the bed after consuming the tablet...

So I turned around to walk away...

That's when I heard her say something insane...
' You don't need to stop your heart from doing what you like Raghav .. if you love her you love her!!!
if you wanted to kiss her...you kissed her!!!
so what???it's about your emotions and your needs... everyone has their own needs...and yours are maybe satisfied by her!!!'

That's it ..now my anger reached it's peak...

I turned back at her...my little eyes had become red in anger...

I pulled her at once holding her shoulders and pulled her near my face and told her...

'I DID NOT KISS HER SIYA!!! .....get it...I did nottttt'

'And you seemed to be really worried about my heart, my needs and my satisfaction!!! You think I don't need to stop my heart from doing what I like right... Fine then!!!'

I quickly put my hand on her hip slipping it into her saree touching her midriff and pulled her closer to me by tightly gripping the flesh of her soft bare waist and she was shocked at my attempt while my left hand now moved under her silky long hair flying carelessly occupying to get a good hold on the crook of her neck...

Pulled her closer, looking into her brown orbs and confessed..

'This is what my heart always wanted to do'

And the next second my lips crash landed on her lips... She was shocked by my sudden reaction and started to pull out but I bit her lower lip hard so she could open her mouth and let me in...but she was also not giving up so easily she tried to push me by my chest...

And my grip only got tighter and I literally squeezed a decent amount of flesh of her silky smooth waist and a moan slipped out of her mouth at my activity and let her mouth open while my lips freely moved inside her mouth... I kissed her so hard and so passionately that her protest stopped after a few seconds and slowly her hands now pressed my chest exciting me to explore every nook and corner of her mouth with more passion ...while my hands freely accessed the crook of her neck helping me to get better access of her lush lips and get the perfect grip on her waist  ..my hold only got tighter and tighter to continue...I bit her lower lip and kissed both her petal lips and continued to again deepen the kiss with my tongue and her eyes had now closed and she surrendered...

I kissed her for minutes longer and finally when I was out of breath I parted my lips and breathed...

I saw her breath so hard...her chest literally moved up and down...even I breathed like crazy after that epic kiss ...

Smooch!!!

I smooched her❤️

Her eyes were literally popping out and she tried to move away while my hand on her waist was still firm and her small body was pressed against my chest. She tried to move away ..

I pulled her closer and while looking into her eyes like a drunk romantic and told her

'Next time you permit me to do as my heart says...I promise to do the same with 10 times more passion' I smiled and replied in my most husky voice possible...

My reply literally made her eyes pop out 😛🤣

And she ran outside the room.

I stood there laughing thinking...

'What just happened in an awe'

🙈

Although my headache was still there...I took a tablet and lied down on the bed recalling our epic kiss😘