Siya's POV:

(On the bed)

Ra....ra....ra...Ra...

Pinning me on the bed. By dipping on his fingers like doing push ups on me......he at once looked into my eyes....

Those eyes had 🔥

Fire that I never saw before!!!

Fire which frightened me...

Fire of desire 🔥❤️

'Its Raghav ....

And you have been behind me since this morning all to know what happened last night...

Ok listen...

Last night we ended up crossing all our limits!

We had sex!!!

Loads of sex!!!

Got it???'

He said and I froze...

But something about his face told me...

No...

It can't be...

He.... He can't....

When I was not in my senses...
He won't!

He will NEVER!!!

I....

I trust him❤️

This factor had finally made a place inside me after so many faults...

I mean yes...

I can't tolerate to see him with other women.

I can literally slit a women's throat if anyone tries to!!!

I hate to see women touch him!!!🔪🗡️

But .... I knew Raghav can never do that!!!

Specially when I am drunk. He won't! It's not him!!!

I kept looking into his orbs...

His pitch black orbs looked into mine....

And I finally said while still being pinned to the bed...

'I know this can't be true....'

His eyes became a little bigger...

'I trust my Raghav'

It....

It just slipped out of my mouth...

I don't know how and why...

I ... Trust him that he can never do this ❤️

I mean I ....

I know him❤️❤️❤️

My eyes still locked his eyes...

He innocently now caressed my hair and said...

'If so...then why did you want to know what happened last night???

Whatever happened....wasn't anything wrong...'

He said...

I kept looking at his eyes...

'I.... I was told I.... roamed around without a sa....saree' I said looking elsewhere...

To which he caught his stomach and started laughing and threw himself next to me on the bed lying on his back...

'Well Jaan...not just roamed around... You danced in the pub without a saree infront of all our friends😂' he said laughing

My eyes popped out...

'WHhhhhhat???'

I wanted him to tell me everything...

He slowly started telling me my crazy deeds and I was melting shyly....😳🙄😥😞🥺🙆😟

I wanted the earth to shatter open and swallow me at once!!!🙈🙊

While Raghav continued laughing...

'Well then....you came to the room and behaved like a professional drunkard 😂😂😂'

'So.... I had no other go but to...' he stopped...

'But to????' But to what????' I asked in complete tension...

He came closer to me...
Made me sit next to him on the bed

He looked into my eyes while caressing my cheeks with his index finger asking in a husky tone...

'You said you.... trust me...now you again want to know' he said...

While I looked into his eyes...

Touching my nose to his nose now I said softly...

'Because listening of what I did and behaved.... I can't trust myself on how....I behaved....'

While now just a few cms of gap between our lips he asked...

Almost whispered...
'And ....why do you think you... can't trust yourself?'

Our breath had almost mixed now...
Our foreheads and nose touched...lips so close to each other....

We were breathing into each other...

I said...

'Because.... ❤️

I know how my heart behaves when next to you...
❤️
My heart always skips a beat when you are around Raghav!!!'💓

I said... without thinking...

I was totally hypnotized by him...

And right now I only spoke...

Truth!!

Truth... that my heart felt!!!

Truth... that always happened to me!!!

Truth about how I always feel💓

.......

While he looked at my face in a complete shock.

He took his face a little away from my face and again looked into my eyes like he is staring into my soul🔥🔥🔥

Although I could feel his heartbeats too were erratic and went faster ❤️❤️❤️

I looked at him like a lost lamb....

He had a twinkle in his eyes now...

I asked him....

'Did I say anything shocking?'

To which he smiled 😌

He then cupped my face in his hands....

Then softly placed a kiss😘 on my forehead....

I shivered....

I had so many emotions in my body happening right now..

He has kisseed me before... infact we have smooched the hell out of each other before!!!! 🙄

But this one was different!!!

I don't know why a simple forehead kiss induced this much reaction inside my body!!!

'Look into my eyes Siya......

You said so much more in just one line💓....

although I told you this morning.....

And I didn't hear a desired response back 'directly' from you

Let me tell you...

It's fine...

I....I can wait....

I can loose..

I can still be happy with it💓

Because...

I repeat!!!

....

I LOVE YOU💓

I love you a lot Siya❤️

If you being this close to me is the cost of it....

Then...

I'm happy to loose....

Happy to loose to you forever ❤️'
he said at once

My pupils dilated in shock 😳

He chuckled.

'Why are you laughing Raghav?' I asked him frowning...

'Because you look so cute when you are trying to fight your heart out... It's fine...guess you are trying to still fight your heart out to understand your emotions... It's fine Siya...

I can wait a lifetime to hear it from you ❤️'

He said pecking my nose.

I was shocked 😳

'And....

Take your time Siya....

Although I'm dying to ...
Buy there is no force pushing you to confess it....
This time...
No deadlines....
No 24 hours...
No kissing challenges...
Nothing...
And to think over it ...
I...
Give you....
hmmmmmmm..

I give you all days of my life💓. Till my last breath!!! ❤️'

I felt my world stopped...

This man just dedicated his entire lifetime to me? ❤️Really????

He left saying this....

And...

I sat there on the bed ....

For I don't know how long....

for a really really long time...

thinking what just happened.....

❤️❤️❤️

I just got proposed by my man...

Again 😍

And he told he can wait for a lifetime 😍🙈💓

A lifetime???

❤️❤️❤️😢

I had tears in my eyes...

I looked into the mirror...

I had non stop tears wetting my cheeks...

😢😢😢

Just then Mom entered the room...

'Siya ... Are you alright Deva??? Did my stupid son do anything wrong??? Why are crying baby....are you alright... Wait let me talk to him...' saying Mom just got up to go ....

'Mom your son just proposed to me... 🙈❤️'

I said while I smiled like a maniac and tears flowed non stop from my eyes...

Mom turned around and looked at me...

I had so many emotions in my face all at the same time...

Happiness...

Tears ...

Overwhelmed...❤️❤️❤️

Mom smiled and kissed my forehead.

'So....he didn't misbehave with you then' mom said smiling...

I nodded a no... rubbing my cheeks...

Mom smiled again...

'Siya ...do you know something.... My Raghav is a rare diamond.

He never was a demanding child...

He always was the giving one amongst my both sons...

The caring one... I giver❤️

I was very hurt when Aditi said no to my son.

I cursed her at once although I understand it's not her fault.

She...was in love.... Naman was also in love with her...

But so was my innocent Raghav... He was the one who always faced criticisms from the world for being rude, arrogant. He was termed what not by media and even our relatives.

Just because he was a loner.

Everyone judged him.

But my baby never complained.

He infact didn't complain even when we got your proposal for him.

He agreed.

Although I knew in one glance itself that you were his perfect match...but you both being unlike a normal couple always bothered me...

I knew for a really long time you both slept on couch...

That's the reason I strictly instructed Anupam to make sure the Sinquerim resort you both stayed didn't offer you two rooms at any cost.❤️

And we saw sparks since you both were back from Goa that time...

Raghav yearned to spend more time with you...you made efforts to make his favorite food...

You both were coming together ❤️❤️❤️

But when I heard about Vedika and her antiques I was shocked....'

Mom knew about Vedika???

'What are you thinking??? How I know about Vedika??? Deva.... I'm Narayani Prabhu. The Narayani Prabhu. I am Mr Raghav Prabhu's mother!!!' she smirked...

I smiled

She smiled back and continued...

'But what I thought would be a storm in your lives made your ship sail through perfectly 💓💓💓 I'm thankful for Vedika being the despo she was 😬' mom said...

While my eyes popped out....

'Oh comeon Siya....if Vedika never happened you wouldn't ever feel jealous and do things that brought you both closer.... Your jealousy literally broke the walls of your relationship!!! But then you both started building your lives....this time...together😬💓'

My lips parted in shock.

Mom was right!!! May it be Vedika, Aditi or Aniruddh....

Everytime!!!

It was always the jealousy that brought us closer...

Made us feel we wanted each other...

That even though Destiny planned this marriage for us but something kept us attached...

A string???

An unknown unheard emotion???

Something like????

Something like???

Love?❤️

So.....

I....

I love him?

A smile crept on my face now followed by a blush...😍🙈