Siya's POV:

(While applying moisturizer on her hands post changing)

I don't know if I overreacted.

But I can't tolerate him with anyone.

Call me possessive!

Call me jealous!

This is how it is!!!

I can't take it when anyone stares at him like trying to eat him up!

Call it baby like, innocent, childish or stupid.

He is mine!!!

And if people can't see it!!! I will announce it loud and clear!!! I will shout it out!!!

I need to talk to him. I so wish I had packed my bag. Looks like Vish has packed all skinny clothes for my night wear... I'm a t-shirt pajama person and here I see all skinny lousy stuff 😡 she's so dead once I go back!!!
The longest I found from the bag are these denim shorts!!! Well so thoughtful of you Vish 🤦

Atleast it's a bit decent!!!

Who will wear those skinny lingerie that she's packed!!!

God so EMBARASSING!!!

But as of now talking to Raghav is important!!!

'Ummm.. Raghav... I want to talk to you something'

He isn't moving???

He's only gawking at me????

Is he alright???

'Raaaaghav ...'

I called out loudly....

Raghav's POV:

God this woman is looking so ravishing I am getting hard now!!!

Control!!!

'Raghav.... I want to talk to you....'

Coming back into my senses I said...

'Yes Siya...Ummm.... tell me....' I said....

'Ummm...Did you feel bad about my behavior towards you today.... I mean... I....I don't know.... that girl... I ...I know I behaved very silly.... But ...I ...I couldn't take it.... I ...she ... She was....I mean.... I .... couldn't see you ...it's like....she was ... I felt like..... I mean you know....that girl.... woman... I know it's very immature .. I....I ....Um.....I ....'

She was stammering to complete her incomplete statement...

Unable to find the right words to express her emotions towards her 'kissing stunt!!!'

She was trying to stammer through and try to find the right words to put out her emotions...

While her pink plump lips ...her innocent face ... Her button eyes.....her flying hair weren't helping even a little bit!!!

And the next thing I did what I was craving to do since a long time!!!

Crash my lips into her lips!!!

While my hands caressed back of her neck with my fingers drawing circles around her neck... rubbing her back... softly

My lips moved against her soft pink plum lips dominating love and pouring more passion into it.

But I stopped.... Realising I jumped on her again... Remembering what happened two nights ago!!!

So I pulled back .... While still in my thoughts...

Next second I felt her hands on my nape pulling me into a bone crushing hug and a crazy rough kiss.

Her lips were eating my mouth.

Biting my lips hard...

While I was trying to smile☺️ at my dragon's stunt.

But my dragon was not in any mood of letting me smile🐲.

She bit my lips... Hard...

It Slowly started bleeding while she licked through my lips softly.....

I opened my mouth and she moved her tongue within my mouth...

That's it I lost it right there.

And now we were making out!!!

I pushed her to the wall next to us near the pool that was near our cottage window.

Cool breeze from the window was making us go crazy....

The elevation on the little staircase to the mini pool in our room wasn't helping it either to balance her...

I balanced her against the wall next to the pool and crushed her under my frame...

I kissed her lips hard again and gave her the same love bite back on her lips... although being a little more gentle.... I didn't want to hurt my baby ❤️ although wanted to make wild love to her!!!

While my hands started moving down from her neck to her back....on her waist, finally landing on her butt.

I squeezed it and her eyes widened 😳in shock....smiling 😊 through her cute reaction...i winked at her 😉 and continued making love to my Siya.... although still not letting my mouth loose grip on her lips...👄

Slowly I parted my lips from her while she was breathing heavily only to start peppering open mouthed kisses on her neck, jawline... trailing through her neckline... She was melting in my arms...

My hands slowly moved on her waist slightly lifting her top trying to play with her belly button that had teased me enough today morning...

While my fingers played on her waist...

She got turned on more... 🔥🔥🔥

She started shivering responding to all my touches...

I could hear her moans go from

'Raghav.....'

to

'Baby.... Oh baby'
😋

Listening that from her mouth was making me get harder on her...🔥🔥🔥

Every string of patience was now broken...

I knew it's going beyond my control now...

I quickly tried to pull down her noodle strap of her top....pouring her shoulders with open mouthed kisses... Rubbing my lips and my light stubble on her shoulders....

My lips went a little lower now reaching her chest... I was about to kiss and go lower to cross all our boundaries

When there was...

Suddenly splash!!!

I was drenched!!!💦

I couldn't understand what just happened!!!

I was pushed into the pool nearby.🌊

I couldn't understand anything.

She also looked shocked🥺😟

I could see her hands on covering her mouth.

She was shocked and I was a tad bit pissed off!!!😑

She literally pushed me away...

She ...just ????

She is not comfortable with my touches???

I didn't like the rejection I faced from my love..

I felt like I again shoved myself into her!!!

And I somehow hated that feeling!!!

Just hated it!!!

I'm not a bloody despo!!!

I.... I didn't know how to behave right now!!!

I was angry!!! Pissed!!! Irritated more than anything I was sad!!!💔

I quickly got up from the pool and went to the changing room.

While I heard her come behind me footsteps follow me...She was calling me...

'Ra.... Raghav.... I....I .....I....am sorry'

I had already closed the door of the changing room.

Although I could hear her plea.... Her voice was broken....

I didn't like to see her like that...💔

I love that woman!❤️

I didn't want to talk to her anything right now!!!

I quickly changed into another pair of track pants and t-shirt and came out.

I picked a fresh towel trying to rub my head. While Siya tried to say something....

I signalled her to stop!✋

I couldn't speak to her now!!!

I quickly picked a pillow and a comforter walked upstairs of our cottage next to the jacuzzi and settled myself on the leather sofa.

It was pretty cold right now it was mostly open air up there just covering a roof above my head and the weather was windy and cold but I needed to understand to deal with the situation.

I didn't want to blurt out something in anger.

Siya wasn't just physical attraction to me anymore..... She was my love... I love that woman very much❤️

Yes ofcourse I want to have sex with her every day night passionately!!!

I want her to carry my babies!!!

But I also want her to ensure she is comfortable when I touch her!

It should be love and not just lust!!!

And if she is not comfortable...

I will wait ❤️

Siya is the perfect wife...

I also want to be her perfect husband.

She is someone who understands my words without even me saying it ....

Our eyes speak ❤️ beyond words!!!

I can't let that screw up just because of the little soldier getting excited under my pants when I see her!!!

If it requires me to wait till then...

I will!!!!

Wait!!!

I will behave!!!

Wait for her signal!!!

But then...what was that kiss???

Wasn't the kiss a signal that she loves me?

Or was it just jealousy???

But when there is jealousy there is possessiveness, there is need ...there is love❤️

Have we reached that stage now? Or I must take it slow??? What are her signs??? She kissed me then pushed me ...why is she like a jigsaw puzzle to me??? Does she want it or not???

I had my mind clouded with so many questions.

Slowly I drifted to a deep slumber.

Siya's POV:

(Holding her head sitting on thr wooden floor)

I pushed him away....

I ....

I just pushed him away...

But why...???

Was I not liking it?

I was!!!

Didn't I kiss him voluntarily tonight???

I did!!!

Didn't I respond back to his touches and kisses???

I did!!!

I loathe this man!!!

I want him!!!

Then why did I....???

Is it because he touched me a little more.... Intimately????

Really Siya???

Love making involves two people get naked!!! What will you do then????

I.....I .... I don't know....

I ....

I don't even know if im comfortable???

But didn't I love him squeeze the hell out of me???

Yes.... I very much enjoyed it!!!

I trust him!!!

I ... surely trust him!!!

He has confessed it to me...

It's me...

I haven't confessed it to him!!!

I must!!!

I must!!!

Right now!!!

What is it???

Fear???

Am I ????

Scared....

I'm still a virgin and Raghav is my first encounter!!!

Is it the fear???

I..... Yea.....I.... I'm scared!!!

I must.... Maybe talk to him....

No....

I...

I must confess it to him!!!

What rubbish Siya come on!!!

You just have to say...

Come on practice!!!

Say....

I

Love

You ...

I love you Raghav ❤️

Stop blushing you idiot!!!

Just say....

Repeat!!!

I love you Raghav ❤️
I love you Raghav ❤️

Yes....

I love you Raghav ❤️ ☺️ I really 😢 do ..

A tear fell of my eye while I was still smiling like a nutcase!!!

....

I went upstairs mentally practicing this a thousand times only to see .....

....
Raghav already sleeping peacefully like a baby on that sofa.

Although I love to admire him when he's fast asleep ❤️❤️❤️ tonight I felt bad he's slept off!!!

He loves me and I. Said to myself.....

'I love you too Raghav....I really do....😢'

'I'm sorry I don't know why I'm unable to tell it to you.... express it to you.... But I promise!!! I will!!!'

I covered him with the comforter properly and also got an extra duvet to cover him so he doesn't feel chill!

Raghav's POV:

First rays of sun were hitting my face.

My head felt lightly heavy due to our last night stunt. Looks like soon I'm going to fall ill....

I walked down the staircase to only see the pathway decorated with rose petals....

I followed the staircase and the lobby had more petals...

This time white and red ones

I walked through them to only find those three magical words I always wanted to hear from her....

Decorated on the floor with roses...

'I love you baby'

There was also a sticky note left next to it...

Which read...

'Im sorry for messing it up last night!!!'

I saw an innocent looking Siya dressed up in a white saree Georgette saree and standing in a corner looking at me...

She was looking beautiful ❤️
I always loved her in Sarees more❤️

Although I was very happy at this minute the sorry note made me feel bad...

I couldn't forget the way she pushed me like a stranger last night!!!

So I went closer to her and asked her....

'So you feel the same way I feel for you?'

She bent her head down and nodded a yes.

I felt like a school teacher asking for a homework completion right now to a 2nd grade child!!!

'Fine Siya....Tell me what to do you feel then...'

She lifted her head up and saw my face.

'Yes .... You say you have the same emotions like me right????... then confess it like me!!!

I poured my heart out against you few days back... now ... Your turn.... come on confess!!!...

I want to hear it Siya'

I said in a firm clear tone!!!

Slowly her brownish black orbs met my eyes...

'Ra...Ra....Ra.....Rag'

'Its a simple name Siya... Raghav!!!

Just say Raghav....

You say that infront of Everyone then why do you fear infront of my eyes....

Confess your love!!! Go on!!!'

And I stood there folding hands against my chest!!! Waiting for her to tell it!!?

While she was still stuck on ...

Raghav....
'I....
I....

I l....

I....lo.....

I.....loo...

I.... I...'

I held her by shoulders saying..

'Stop✋...'

She looked into my eyes...I could see her gleaming eyes.... almost ready to pour out fresh tears...

'Siya ...don't you dare!!! I hate to see those fucking got damn tears yaar....don't do that to me...it aches my heart' I said leaving the grip on her shoulders...

She blinked through the tears trying to control them...

'Siya ....it's fine.... No one is forcing you into this ... If you aren't ready you can always say it Siya ... I'm not a starved man!!! I'm not a man-eater too!!!

I'm just like you.... I love you Jaan...
Madly... Crazily... whole heartedly..

You don't need to do all this to just please me...

I hate the feeling of you trying to force feed yourself into anything.

You have initiated to kiss me twice till now and I cherish both of those moments because you were whole heartedly with me both the times... But you doing this will hurt me!!! It's not just about sex Siya!!!

So please...let it be...

Next time tell it to me when you feel like'

And I left from there...

Without being able to face her.

Soon I heard a knock at the door...

I opened the door...it was our guide..
'Sir today we have plans of'

I cut him short in between lying we are very tired post yesterday's trek and we need rest...

Although he agreed but he insisted we join everyone at the lunch followed by mini picnic at the water stream near our resort.

I nodded a OK although I wasn't in the right set of mind!

Entire day I spent reading a novel on the leather sofa in the balcony on top of our cottage while Siya was in the bedroom.

During lunch time I came down while Siya tried to talk to me....

I got ready wearing a black casual shirt and Siya still was in her White sareen..

I looked at her while she said she was ready...

'We are going at the nearby stream... I suggest you ditch your saree and specially those heels' I quickly suggested...

'Ill manage' is all that came out of her mouth.

While stepping outside it had started to rain... The resort bellboy was offering umbrellas to everyone...an umbrella each☔

I and Siya hardly fitted in the umbrella... So I chose to rather give her the umbrella and walk ahead...

She kept looking at me continuously...

Siya's POV:

He is ignoring me....he is quite angry!

Hurt!!! That's the right word!

We silently had our lunch too...

Those girls were still present by the streamside lunch... However today no one looked at Raghav.

Raghav himself was silent and quiet today. He was all the time on his novel.

Lunch happened silently. Post which I saw all the couples and guests were talking about themselves and introducing themselves...

There were a lot of newly married couples there...

Many told about their story...

Soon our guide asked us about our story...

I was almost about to start...

But Raghav quickly said...

'We don't have one!!! We married accidentally and are still trying to adjust with each other'

While looking into my eyes coldly... I was hurt... although that was our truth!!!

While a north indian couple said...
'Bro....here everyone is trying to adjust in one or the other way... Life is all about adjustments na bro... Slowly adjustments get replaced by habits.... habits into need ... need into trust....trust into love...just like me and my Parminder' he said looking at his wife with all the love in his eyes...

They were smitten by each other completely visible by their eyes!!!

While Raghav said...
'Trust is a big word Bro... You are lucky if you achieved it this soon' he said while passing me a glare.

Tears pricked my eyes...

Soon everyone decided to go to the nearby waterfalls which was running lush due to the rains...

Raghav was not at all interested but was forced to join in thanks to all the couples...

I slowly managed to walk through with my sandals...

We were finally standing at the water falls...

It wasn't huge but the water was gushing in full force ...

We had those management girls who wanted to play in water...

But our guide strictly denied saying...

'Currently the falls is running on a full force and the water pressure is really high.... Thereby no one goes strictly near the falls... Everyone can watch it from a distance'

However the girls gang seemed to be notorious and they sneaked through to go near the waterfall...

When one of the girl slipped into water...

😱

The water was in full pressure....

The girl was getting carried by the pressure of water only to be flowing through nonstop by the flowing water...

She started crying for help...

Our guide was also shocked and everyone started panicking...

They needed urgent help...

Just when our guide was trying to call the resort and localites for help...

Parminder started shouting 'Raghav Bhaiyya'

My eyes popped out 😳

I saw Raghav had somehow managed to get into the river to save the girl.... He swam through the water while holding on to the rocks...

Tears were flowing non stop from my eyes while rain poured heavily...

'Raghavvvvvvv' I screamed yelled....

I wanted to run closer to him...but the women and the girls gang were holding me tightly not letting me go...

'Raghavvvvvv.... ' my eyes poured nonstop tears...

I was unable to bear the pain in my heart...

I was shouting his name like a maniac...

'Someone please save my husband .... please'

He got the girl climb the rock up but the very next minute I saw he slipped off the rock and the water pressure and high currents dragged him along the water...

That's when I pushed all the girls away and ran through to go near Raghav...

The resort guide, women and men tried to stop me but I already jumped into the river...

Swimming through a less pressure area I got a big stick with help of which I reached near Raghav...

But he was drifting away very fast...

I saw a tree nearby...

I quickly tied loose end of my saree to it and undressed my saree and tied it the stick which finally helped reach his hands...

I knew the saree wouldn't withstand so I let it go and swam into him... cupping his face like a lost lamb

'Are you crazy Siya ...now we both will die...'

He was shouting like a maniac while balancing one end of his body on the rock and other on my waist...

'What the Fuck Siya... how dare you do this....are you mad... how can you do this?? What if something happens to you huh?" He was shouting on the top of his voice...

While I touched his face and said...

'And if something happens to you...I will surely die Raghav... My life is infront of me...in your arms... Without you I am nothing... there is nothing....I could never confess it to you....not when you kneeled down and proposed it to me...nor when you pinned down and consoled me in Goa... Nor when you touched my soul last night... I know I'm an idiot of a highest possible level...

I'm crazy...I'm mad...

but I'm crazy about you Jaan❤️😢

I love you like no one can...no one will...❤️

You are my life and beyond...

So if we don't live together...I don't care we can die together ❤️

But I can't let you go ...

I was in tears while still cupping his face in one hand ...I completely fell on him hugging him closer...

'I love you baby....I love you Raghav.... I love you so much'❤️❤️❤️

'I love you too Jaan....I love you so much' he said pecking my lips...😘

Our foreheads were touching each other...our noses were touching each other..I cried through this moment ....

There was rain water and tears😢

I saw him in tears while still smiling like a maniac.... We were hanging through a slippery Rock while confessing our love still sticking into each other....

Pouring out our emotions...

And lots of love❤️❤️❤️

This minute although I saw death coming to me ...

But I was happy to die in his arms ❤️💞