~Everything in my heart was frozen, until I met you. ~

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      "I... Ăăm... I apologize on behalf of my brother. It's always more intrusive. I apologize if it made you feel embarrassed. " Taehyung says and scratches his neck, and Jungkook just smiles a little. 

     After the dinner - which was quite embarrassing - was over, Jungkook desperately wanted to leave, and Taehyung drove him in his car, as usual. The road was pretty quiet, and the CEO tried all the curses he knows in his mind, because of his older brother. All the time they ate, Namjoon tried to find out as much information about Jungkook as possible, but that's not the problem. The problem is that the questions were far too personal, (far too personal!). And yes ... dinner was pretty embarrassing. And after about ten minutes they arrived in front of the house of the curly-haired boy.

     "No need to apologizes. He is... friendly." the bunny boy says at his turn, then moves his glance at the ground. "Taehyung... I... I wanted to talk with you about something." he continues and the older one looks at him even more intently than before.

     "Yeah, tell me. What is it about?" Taehyung asks, while the younger one tries his best to not bites his lower lip. 

     "I... What... what are we now?" he manages to question, and the CEO looks at him confused at first. "I mean, we kinda kissed... and yeah well, I just... ăăm, I am a little confused, I guess." he continues and the older one smiles, then takes a few steps closer to him.

     He knew had to talk to him about it. Especially after Namjoon told him yesterday, and he's glad Jungkook was the one who opened the conversation. It's not like he was afraid or anything, but he just didn't know what to talk at first. And now...

    "Jungkook." the older one calls his name, and the bunny boy glance at him, somehow shyly. "I am not really that type of guy which kiss anybody he sees, or just a friend, I kinda do that thing if I feel something more than just friendship for the respective person." he says after and takes his hands between his own, then looks him closely. "I want you as my boyfriend, Jungkook. If this is okay with you, of course. So you would want?" 

     The younger one smiles at his turn, feeling again his cheeks too hot. He can not understand why is so fucking childish. Is not like he is still a teen or something, so why he act as one? Maybe because he maybe because so far he hasn't had anyone to like as much as he likes Taehyung.  It's not like he hasn't received invitations to a movie or a date from boys, or even girls. But he always refused, for different reasons. He did not want to accept the boys' invitation because he thought it was just a distraction and a waste of time- this until he met Taehyung. And he couldn't accept any invitation to the girls because, well ... because he's not attracted to them at all.

     So maybe that's why he's so panicked and excited at the same time, hearing only that word from Taehyung's mouth. Boyfriend. After what happened yesterday, that's all he thought about. To what the two of them will be from now on, what they will become, or if everything will break down in their friendship. And yes, he really wanted to talk about it with the other, because he wanted to receive an answer, to understand, to know how to prepare.

    When he realizes that the one in front of him is still waiting for an answer at his turn, he straightens his voice. Taehyung seems a little scared, probably because he thinks Jungkook is hesitant, but it's not like that at all. The bunny boy was simply not in such situations before. The words don't seem to find their way out of the youngest's mouth, so he decides to show him what he wants. So he lets go of his hands, then pulls Taehyung s closer by his jacket - which the older one didn't change when he came home from work - and then kisses him.

     Slow. Warm. Patient. But still, full of desire and with the answer that the other wanted to hear. Taehyung is a little surprised at first, but then smirks and responds immediately to the sweet action of the bunny boy. He pulls him closer to him, placing his right hand on his slim waist, and his left hand on his white face. Jungkook throws both his arms around the CEO's neck, then closes his eyes and enjoys the moment.

     They are both on the street in front of Jungkook's house, but neither of them are scared to be seen. Maybe because it's past ten at night, or maybe they just don't care. Yes, there are two men kissing. What's so wrong with that? The heart cannot choose for whom to beat, the soul cannot choose to whom to open. So they have no reason to feel embarrassed in any case. The world is imperfect, and this makes everything stay in balance. If for some it is wrong for two people of the same sex to love each other, then it is strictly their opinion. We can all choose our own actions and decisions that do define us, or that put control in our lives.

    The two slowly break the kiss when they feel the oxygen become a foreign factor, then stick their foreheads to each other. Both of them breathe at the same time, hard and fast, but with some wide smiles on their face.

     "I think that's a pretty clear answer. " Jungkook jokes after, then the other one shrugs a little. 

     "I have to check again, I'm kinda stupid. " he jokes at his turn, then attacks the youngerman's lips again.

      And hell, if for some this is wrong, for the two it is more than perfect.

***

      "Yoonhyon felt asleep pretty hard. He kept saying to sing what Jungkook sing to him. I told him I don't know the song Jungkook sings, and he finally fell asleep. " Jin says and Taehyung smiles softly, while Namjoon also has a small smile on his face.

    "Yeah, he loves to be asleep by Jungkook's beautiful voice. In the morning he always says that he was put at the sleep again by the song of an angel. I can't blame him though, Jungkook really has the voice of an angel, so he didn't say anything wrong. " the youngest of the three says, and both spouses share glances half full of disgust - because it's too sweet - and half full of joy, because Taehyung smiles so wide, just thinking of someone, after a long time.

     "I can't decide which is more whipped between you and your son. " Namjoon comments in an amused tone, and Taehyung just rolls his eyes, but at his turn, in a playful way. 

     "I think we are equally. " the man in suit jokes, then he looks at his brother-in-law. "Jin hyung, why you look so intently at the floor? Did you realize what a big mistake you made when you married Namjoon hyung? " he jokes again and his older brother sticks out his tongue.

     "Taehyung, you already know about Jungkook's mother, right?" the doctor changes the subject, and the other's smile falls immediately.

      "Yeah, what happened?"

    Jin seems to think for a few seconds, if he should continue to tell him then he breathes frustrated. He shouldn't say much about his patients, but he thinks that this family can make an exception. Especially when he sees how much Taehyung cares about Jungkook. Maybe he should know.

    "She doesn't look good at all. She is getting weaker and weaker, and if we try another operation, she would die instantly. " the doctor reply, then a silence runs through the room.

    Namjoon looks at his husband, then they both glance at Taehyung. The younger researcher boy may, while trying not to think about everything worse.

     "Aren't there other ways? If it about the money, you don't have to worry, I'll take care of everything. You just-"

      "Taehyung." Jin he interrupts him, then smiles weakly and sadly. "In the case of people suffering from cancer, the chances of survival are quite low from the beginning, especially if they are not treated from the beginning. Many people are struggling with this disease and believe me I have seen many people who have died because of this. And it's not a beautiful process, and it's extremely painful. That's why I wanted to disconnect Jungkook's mother from the devices, but he didn't agree. Unfortunately, he does nothing but make her journey more and more painful. While he is trying to keep her alive, he is actually killing her more and more. " he says later then and Taheyung is left without a reply, for a few seconds.

     "So what will happen to her? " Taehyung then asks in a flat, cold, distant voice.

      No, he can't even imagine how hard it would be for the bunny boy. He can't even imagine how much pain the news will bring to him. He already knows how hard he works and has worked hard so far to keep his mother in the hospital. If his mother left in the end, everything would be too ... shocking for his boyfriend.

     His boyfriend. Because of this news, he can't even enjoy the new relationship.  He wished he was just thinking about that sweet moment for a few hours today, but in vain. Nothing beautiful comes without pain and suffering.

     "She will die. And this will happen really soon, maybe this week, maybe the next one, or maybe the next month. But something is certain. She will be gone very soon. You have to prepare Jungkook in advance. He looks really attached to her, and I understand him." the doctor's voice snap out Taehyung from his thoughts, then feels like how a needle  pierces his heart painfully and slowly.

     "You have to prepare Jungkook in advance."

     How he can do this? How he can prepare him for his mother's death? He can't be so cruel and just tell him "Jungkook, she will die, you have to accept this." No, he can't. He got to know the bunny boy very well. He knows how much he cares for his mother, how much he loves her and how much he sacrificed for her. Jungkook matured much too quickly, at a much too young age. Even though he can't even imagine all the pain of the curly-haired boy, he knows more than sure that he cried secretly while his mother was fighting on the hospital bed.

     How he can tell that? Because he knows him. So the conclusion is the next one: be really can't prepare him somehow for what will happen with his mother.

     Things like this can't be prevented. The pain can't be covered in time, and be more faint at the right moment. No. The pain, the tears, all of those bad days, will come in every persons life at a point.

      "Is there really nothing that you can do? Maybe you know other doctors from outside?  Maybe you can still try chinoteraphie or something? You have to help me, Jin hyung. You have to." his voice sounds more small this time, while his older brother feels more and more useless.

    He hate this. He hates not being able to help his little brother. He knows how hard it will be for him as well, to see Jungkook destroyed. Seeing your loved one suffer is much harder than suffering yourself. Namjoon knows this all too well.

     "I'm sorry Tae, I am a doctor, but I can't do miracles. Just the God himself can help her now. And if she will fly to the sky, you have to take care of his son. That's why I wanted to tell you this." Jin says then gets up from the sofa, while his husband follows his example."We go now, I have to be early at the hospital tomorrow." he says after and Taehyung just nods.

      "I... Have a safe road." the younger one mumbles and he notices his brother's sad smile.

     And he knows. He must to take care of Jungkook from now on more. He must to be there, to be the shoulder where the bunny boy will cry. To take his hand, and kiss him until his tears will stop.

     If an angel will be broken, someone else will fix his wings.

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A new and late update! Yeah, pretty lame but it's ok ig')

I deal with some problems that's why those chapters are kinda boring and stuff, but I hope u liked even a little bit!

See u at the next one!

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