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Chapter 18✓

    ~Maybe sometimes life doesn't always play fair. But maybe sometimes you can cheat too~

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      "Don't be afraid, I have one more day. I will somehow be able to find another hospital. " Jungkook whispers and looks at women on the bed, while other tears fall on his cheeks.

      The week is coming to the end, which means his mother will have to leave the hospital very soon. And that terribly scares the bunny boy. Because he couldn't find another hospital where he could take his mother. He only has tomorrow, Sunday. The good part is he will be free all day.

     Today he had to stay with Yoonhyo most of the day, until Taehyung returned from work, accompanied by two other men (whom Jungkook had never seen in his life). After introducing himself, Jungkook found out that one is called Jimin and the other Yoongi. According to Taehyung, they are both close friends and they are both lovers. To the bewilderment of the bunny boy, both Taehyung and Yoonhyo, but also the two strangers insisted on staying for dinner, but Jungkook immediately refused. Maybe because he had to see his mother. Or maybe because what happened the night before, it created a rather embarrassing air between him and the CEO (at least that's his opinion).

     Even now he can't know why. Why the hell did he had a breakdown in front of him? Why the hell he couldn't keep the walls he created with difficulty over the years? Why couldn't he be strong anymore?

     Because he is not. He is not fucking strong. He just always pretended to be strong. He just threw smiles on his face so as not to let the tears come to the surface. He always hid from the others with a simple "I'm fine" or "everything is okay". But no, he was never fine. No, nothing is okay.

     His father died.
     His mother is struggling for her own life as well.
     He can barely keep up with the university.

      How the hell he can be fine?  

     He has to admit though. Even though he made the mistake of letting Taehyung see him weakly, it was beautiful. It was nice to truly himself, not to pretend, at least for a few moments. Even though he knew he would regret it, he let him to see his weaknesses, even more so. He himself told him everything that was wrong in his life. 

     The moment Taehyung held him in his arms, he felt a strange warmth seep into his soul. In the moments when Taehyung's voice was heard in the background, he felt a calm silence around his heart. And in those moments, strange as it may sound, he did not feel scared. He no longer felt thousands of miles underground. He felt somewhat protected. He had the feeling that he was no longer alone after so long.

      Even now he perfectly remembers everything he said to him.

      "Kookie, we will always encounter thousands of steps in this life. Some will pick us up, and some will tear us down so much if I don't think we'll ever be able to pick up again. "

      Yes, he has not fallen just once so much, to feel that he will never be able to rise again. But nevertheless, he succeeded in the end. He was able to get up.

     "And we will say that it is unfair, that life intentionally hurts us. But do you know something? I once read that the greatest pain is given to the strongest people. "

      Jungkook can swear that life has always been unfair to him. He can swear he always intended to hurt him. But after hearing Taehyung, he realized he was right. He realized that the Universe gives great suffering only to those who can manage to bring it to an end. Only to people who have already realized that life is not just milk and honey, those who have realized how cruel reality can be.

      "Jungkook, all the humans struggles with the demons within them. "

      Yes, he is right. Every human fight with his own demons, all the time. They all try to win against the hardships of life, against personal pain and suffering. And maybe they don't succeed from the first days, but it still continues. Because they have no other chance, they have no other choice.

    "But we can all choose whether we want to fight alone, or have someone by our side, so as they can help. "

    He fought all his life alone. He always tried to fend for himself. He always hid from the others and said that everything is good, that nothing bad is happening. But it is enough. He can no longer do that, to fight against everything that happens to his life. At least, not alone. Not anymore. Not now that the CEO, a man he hasn't known for even two weeks, has managed to shake his world to its foundations. Not now that everything he thought he knew no longer applies. Not now when his feelings are at odds with each other, when his mind and heart are at war. And he has to admit. He really wants to have someone to rely on. To have someone, a shoulder to cry on, when the things are at the point to break.

     "And maybe it's weird, because we haven't known each other for a long time, but Jungkook ... can you please let me ... be the one to stand to your right, to help you? "

    Yes, it's really weird. But in the end, life is weird, isn't it? And maybe it's not good, because he knows far too clearly: everything can become much more confusing. But the bunny boy really wants, very much, to have Taehyung on his right, to help him.

      And maybe everything that was a coincidence, a mistake, is what should have happened in order to keep fighting. Maybe that "I really ... would really appreciate your help " has a point, something more than just some simple words. Something more like a... promise. A promise by which Jungkook can allow Taehyung to truly enter his life.

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     "Dad, can we go tomorrow in the park with Jungkook? I want to play with him. " Yoonhyo asks cutely, while the CEO ruffles his hair, with a small smile on his face. 

   He nods then takes a deep breath. 

     "Maybe, if he is not busy. " the older one reply and the little one close his eyes. 

     "Ever since he started taking care of me, he sings a song to me every night.  He has a really beautiful voice, dad." Yoonhyo says after, while the other one nods again. 

     "I know, tiger, he really has a nice voice." Taehyung comments and the little boy smiles, with his eyes still close. "You like him a lot, right?" he asks after.

     The little one just nods with a big smile on his cute face. Of course he likes to stay with him. Jungkook is really an extreme and nice person. It saved him and not only that. He began to see him as a very close friend, even though he is much older than him. But he doesn't care. Jungkook is his angel and will always be so!

     Today Jimin and Yoongi came to dinner, but to Taehyung's displeasure, Jungkook left as soon as they arrived. He wanted to spend more time with the bunny boy, he wanted to talk about what happened last night. But he didn't have time, Jungkook was more than in a hurry. Which worried the CEO. He wanted to ask what had happened, if all was well with his mother, or if he could help him somehow. But he changed his mind later. After all, he has no rights. But that doesn't mean he didn't look at his phone more than twice and refrained from calling him.

    "You like him too, dad?" his son's voice pulls him out of meditation, then looks at him.

    He has his eyes closed and the blanket covers him quite a lot. It's past ten at night, so it's time to go to bed.

     Taehyung straights his voice, then gets up from the bed. Yoonhyo probably doesn't know what he means. He likes Jungkook as a friend, but Taehyung...

     He likes him too? Well, he kinda knows that Jungkook is something more for him than just a friend. Maybe... he likes him? I mean, he really has no reason not to like him. Jungkook has big black eyes, just like those of a toy doll. His smile is like that of a cute bunny; which always makes the other smile at his turn. His sweet voice can warm his soul immediately, and his shorter figure makes him even more cute.

      He smiles a little, then looks at his long fingers. He hasn't thought about what it's like to like someone since his wife ran away. He had no intention of looking at anyone else as he looked at his wife, but that was not until Jungkook began to show who he really was. Everything changed from the moment he saw the bunny boy, then in the hospital, the day he saved his son. And then he didn't realize it at the moment. But over the next few days, something changed inside him.

    He began to smile as Jungkook smiled. He started looking for him, every time. He began to feel his heart full of adoration, every time he spoke warmly to Yoonhyo, as if he were his own son.

    So yeah... maybe he likes him. No, he sure likes him. Time does not reflect one's feelings, but their actions. Love does not take into account years, months, weeks or days. Take people into account. And maybe it's too weird. To like someone he has only known for a few days, but in the end, these things cannot be seen in advance. You can't like someone as you please, your heart chooses who to like.

     "Yeah, I think I like him too." his voice came later and he notices that he already seems asleep.

    He smiles and bends down slowly, then kisses his forehead slowly and lovingly. He then leaves the room slowly, trying not to wake him. He close the door slightly, then takes the phone out from his pocket. He would really like to call Jungkook, ask if everything is fine, or why he left in such a hurry a few hours ago. But he has deductions. What if the bunny boy considers him too naughty? If he asks what right he has to get involved in his affairs? If he wants to talk about last night, when Jungkook told him everything that happens in his life, but will the bunny reject him?

     Because yes. Taehyung really wants to talk to him about everything he found out yesterday. He wants to be there for him, to see if he can help him somehow. He was already thinking of talking to his brother and explaining Jungkook's situation. Maybe Namjoon will be able to get his brother-in-law to help the bunny boy. But will that be enough? Even if he manages to help him with that, will it be enough?

     Hell, he wants to get rid of all his problems and worries! He would like to take all his suffering somehow, but he can't. But he must to admits. Jungkook is really extremely strong. If he had been in his place, he probably wouldn't have been able to get through all the trouble or fight on.

    How was he able so far to smile day in and day and probably at nights to hide in his room and cry until his eyes ache? How did he manage to fight every moment, even if he felt like everything was pointless? How did he always manage to pretend he was fine, if everything in his life was nothing but suffering and trouble?

     He doesn't have any answers for all those above, but he certainly knows something. He will be by his side from now on.

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   Hi angels! New chapter hehe^^ I hope u liked even a little bit and I wait for your opinions!!!

See u at the next chapter!

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