"Last Moments becomes more painful when you know they are last."

01/01/2022

Naveena : I gave you all, this update as a gift of new year now give me a lot of comments in return :)
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Please ignore the mistakes.
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Third person POV

Jungkook felt worse, worse than anyone in the world, his husband sobs in his chest, inaudible but heartbreaking cries leaving his mouth.

Both of their hearts hurt, both of their hearts clenched in their chest, both of their eyes split warm liquid more and more.

He wanted to bury himself, he wanted to leave this cruel world and live somewhere peacefully where no one could make his husband cry, not even himself. 

"L-love, d-darling.." the raven haired male called his husband nth time but the younger male refused to leave him, sticking to his chest like a kola, curled in his lap like a toddler. 

Flashback ●●

The mafia stared at his brother who was aiming the dagger at his neck breathing heavily, his eyes spoke anger and hatred.

Yoongi smirked to himself watching the mafia's hurt expressions as he poured fuel on fire.

"Wow great– Just great !! You killed his wife, his daughter but he never harmed you. And you. You are getting so angry just because he pushed your husband accidentally. Wow !" The male exclaimed after he jerked away the raging Male's hand who stared at the ground.

The elder male smirked more when saw the clenching fist of the mafia who glared down at the floor, his eyes shining with tears.

"See Jeon, this brother of yours– for him you sacrificed your childhood, for this person you became a mafia at the age of 15, for this fucker you killed your father, you became a killer of their own father. And what did he do with you ?" The male tasked, keeping his hand on the other's shoulder.

He knew Jeongguk never received any love from anyone, he knew if someone suffered the most, it was Jeongguk, 

Jungkook suffered too, he did. But not more than the mafia, the mafia left his dreams, he kept himself behind just so he could avenge his brother from his father.

His father was never bad to him, yes he was strict, he was rude but that man loved him, Jeongguk didn't had any reason to kill mafia Jeon for his own good,

It was for his brother, Jungkook. 

The mafia became heartless, he killed people to maintain his position as a fearless mafia, not because he wanted it but because he didn't want anyone to harm his brother.

The man never received any love, yes his brother loved him a lot, Jungkook loved him more than himself but he was his brother.

Those comforts, those loving words, those praises that would melt his heart, there was no one to comfort him when he cried, his brother was too timid to comfort him ever.

It was Mia, his wife, his love, his life but she was also snatched away from him brutally, he of course had a baby, he was happy but for how long ?

A father for some fucking 5 months !!

Watching from his own eyes, his brother dropping his 5 months old daughter down from the terrace, was it easy for him ?

Was it some fucking joke ? Was it not painful ?

A bitter chuckle left from the mafia's mouth which caught everyone's attention in the room. The man looked up to catch Jungkook off guard when saw the mafia's bloodshot eyes, tears gathering in them.

"I was wrong. I was really wrong !!" The male yelled as he kicked his leg in the air, making even Yoongi flinch at the sudden outburst.

"I was wrong when I let you live years back. I was fuckinh wrong when I sent you with Hoseok in the hope that you would stay happy without me.."

"I was f-fucking wrong when I thought I would release you. I was wrong when I decided I would provide you a good life, I was fucking wrong when I thought I-i…" the man stuttered on his words, his voice cracked as the crystal clear water slipped down his doe eyes.

And he didn't make any effort to wipe them.

Jungkook's lower lip wobbled watching his brother so vulnerable, a sob unconsciously left from Taehyung's mouth too, whose heart pounded in his chest.

He knew an individual with a broken heart, glossy eyes, messed up mind and furious tongue isn't good.

"But not anymore, No !! NO !!" The male ran a hand through his hairs as he tugged at them painfully.

"You–" The male pointed his finger at the younger who flinched with so much hatred present in the voice,

"You will not be seeing tomorrow's morning." 

A gasp left from Taehyung's mouth who immediately stood in front of his husband, Jungkook frozen on his spot.

"N-no, Pl-please---" 

The mafia glared down at the blue mop of hairs, watching the male shaking his head furiously, continuous tears making their way down.

"Spend your last moments with him because from tomorrow morning your son will not have a father, you will not have your husband with you. This lover of yours will not be there to capture you in his embrace."

Those words made the blue haired male sob terribly, the younger male tried to capture the other's arm, to plead him, to threaten him or for anything but to stop him.

But the mafia was quick to jerk his hand away as he left from there, those guards of Yoongi captured Jimin, Hoseok glanced at both the crying male one last time.

Before everyone left the room, leaving them alone, with their clenching and sobbing hearts.

Flashback ends ●●

"I-i will not let anyone harm my koo, n-no I will not let anyone touch you, m-my coco h-head, no one can– can harm you…" Jungkook's tears refused to stop flowing down, as his husband curled in his lap, sobbing and taking hiccups while rambling.

The moment Jeongguk announced his decision to kill Jungkook, the moment the door of the basement room was closed, the blue haired male curled in his husband's lap.

His arms wrapped around his husband who drew invisible circles on his back while crying silently.

"L-love, l-listen to me.." Jungkook tried to push Taehyung back a little but was startled when the blue haired male suddenly panicked and hugged him again.

"N-no no, d-don't separate me from my Koo, p-please d-don't separate me with my koo.." Jungkook's eyes widened as he gulped down the lump formed in his throat, the male forced his tears to stay back when realised Taehyung was in headspace.

"T-tae, listen to me, Taehyung takes breaths b-baby, k-koo is here, I-i am here.." the man softly uttered but the other only sobbed terribly making his heart sink down deep.

"P-please stop c-crying l-love, i-it hurts to see you like t-this, pl-please.." His voice cracked as a sob left his lips unconsciously. 

The blue haired male nodded his head furiously as he tried to suck in deep breaths. 

The male slowly pulled away and he bit his lips when saw the red nose, glossy eyes and tears stained cheeks of the other, warm liquid again pricked in his eyes.

"D-don't cry k-koo, y-your tae will not let anyone hurt you.." The blue haired male pouted as his hands wiped those tears of his husband who looked at him with loving eyes.

"T-taehyung, a-after my d-death, they will release you, p-please d-don't m-miss me a l-lot an----

"What a-are you saying ?" The younger male cried out loudly, as he sniffed and hiccuped.

"I-i am saying right l-love, j-just take c-care of M-minjae---

"N-no please K-koo, I-i am telling you nothing will happen to y-you..

"T-taehyung, p-promise me y-you will marry someone and w-will find a b-better man for yourself a-and a b-better father for Minjae.." 

"S-shut up Koo !!!" 

"P-promise me, y-you will forget about me--- " 

The raven haired Male's words were cut off when the blue haired male smashed his lips over his, he was caught off guard as it took him a moment to regain himself.

The blue haired male deepened the kiss, both of their tears slipping down their cheeks, Taehyung's arms circled around Jungkook's nape, who fell down on his back.

Their lips still moulded together, their legs tangled with each other. Taehyung above his husband and they both didn't know when heartbreaking sobs started leaving their lips.

Both of their forehead remain clasped with each other, eyes closed as their shoulders shaked from hiccups they took. 

Crystal clear water slipped down their rosy cheeks, their warm breath mixing with each other.

"I-i am sorry Taehyung, I-i am sorry, I– I can't keep you h-happy, I-i am sorry, I.. I am b-bad, I-i am sorry. M-my f-father was r-right I am a bad l-luck. P-please f-forgive me." Jungkook's teary eyes met with glossy chocolate brown orbs and the younger man shook his head violently.

"D-don't leave me K-kook, Pl-please, d-don't go, I.. I will d-do everything please, I-i will be g-good for y-you, I promise. Please, a-ask your brother, I'll do anything for h-him, pl-please Koo.." He hiccuped, choking on his sobs terribly. 

"It is h-hurting, h-hurt so much.." The raven haired male looked with sad glossy eyes at his husband who clutched his own shirt above his heart, crying his heart out.

His eyes closed shut, continuous tears falling down, his cheeks stained with warm liquid, and his mouth fell open as the male wailed loudly like a kid.

The elder male couldn't do anything except hug his crying husband who sobbed into his chest, clutching his shirt in his tiny fist.

"P-please K-koo a-ask him, p-please… pleas----" The Male's voice got lower and lower as his words turned into mere whispers that left his bruised lips.

The raven haired Male's tears silently made their way down his cheek, the male looked down at the blue mop of hairs before he pecked his crown lovingly.

"I-i am sorry love, I-i am sorry Minjae, please forgive y-your dada, pl-please forgive me t-tae."

The male closed his eyes and those memories of the kid laughing, him spinning his husband in his arms, him and his son becoming peasants for his prince, those loving words, those puppy eyes, the younger Male flashing his eyelashes adoringly everytime he did any mistake, his husband scolding the kid for a piece of cake and he, himself giggling in the background. 

Those memories forced the male to cry more and he cried loudly, his hands still busy patting the head of his love, soft snores leaving the younger Male's mouth.

Jungkook's arms buried Taehyung's face more in his chest as loud, heart clenching sobs and whimpers left his mouth.

He wanted to treasure every single moment of his life, every single touch of his husband, the warmth of the other's embrace,

He wanted to treasure the shine of those almond eyes, he wanted to treasure the beat of his heart.

Which spoke only one word; Taehyung and his Taehyung. 

But he knew he couldn't treasure them,

Because he knew they were his last heart beats, they were his last breaths.

They were his last moments. 

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This is chapter (28).

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How was this update guys ? 2 chapters and an Epilogue is left only.

And yeah, don't worry the story isn't a jikook nor its guktaekook.

But yes I wanna confess something, the ending isn't sad but it isn't happy too. A lot of angst is waiting there for you all.

Will you still continue reading ahead ?

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