(14) THE BEAST IN ME🦁
Shennie POV
I can't believe what I just did, I told Lenti that I love him more. OMG, I'm so stupid, but I didn't lie to him, I love him. Yes, I know now that the feelings I had for him had a name. I've loved him for a long time now.
So after the siren rang, we went straight to the classroom and found Wil and Violet already outside with our bags. The way Wil was looking at me was provoking Lenti, why can't he just stop it. Lenti couldn't take it anymore and he started shouting at Wil. I didn't even blame him for that, Wilson was now too much.
When Violet said that we should go outside and act like civilized people I was so shocked. She loves fights so much and this wasn't her. When we finally got out, the real Vee was now here. So her plan was to get out of the school yard, so that if they were going to fight the teachers will not catch them. Crazy!
We were now outside and there was this aura around Lenti that screamed out danger. I don't know why, but something has just changed from him. When Wil said, "my Shennie", Lenti's face was all red and it was kinda scary. When he told us to turn around, I just couldn't argue with him, there was this demanding voice in him and I just obeyed. All we could hear was that, someone was receiving some punches and breathing heavily and I prayed that it was not my Lenti. I wanted to turn around but I was afraid that Lenti will be angry so I just closed my eyes while tears were running down my cheeks. When we thought it was over that's when we turned around.
Jesus Christ!!! Wtf, What just happened to Wil! He was all bruised and his face had turned pink-red. No, Lenti didn't do this. Lenti is just too Innocent to do such a thing, even if he was mad at him he wouldn't have done this. Did someone come and did this? Wilson just said Lenti didn't do it and I believed him. My Lenti is not violent at all. He is not the type to fight like this. We were all left speechless as we saw Wil going away and I had too many questions to ask Lenti but I couldn't ask him anything. I'm too confused right now, my head's spinning around. I just can't join the dots.
Lenti: Let's just forget about what happened here and go home girls. Violet your driver is here, Shennie let's go. (He said taking my hand and I jumbed a bit. I was scared now.)
We were quiet all the way and it was getting awkward now. I just felt the urge to ask him, what exactly took place.
Me: What- what happened Lenti? (I now had hiccups.)
Lenti: Drink this first. (He gave me water and my hiccups were now getting better.)
Me: Tell me now. I wanna know what exactly took place back then. (I said giving him a focuses gaze and he was now just blinking.)
Lenti: You see, I also don't know what happened to him. Maybe he's just being punished for his wrong deeds. Don't eat yourself up with this nonsense. What's done is done. You can't cry over spilt milk right. (Hmm, there was something to this that just didn't add up. Anyways, maybe it's true.)
Me: Ok, I trust you. (I just let it slide.)
Lenti: That's more like it, smile now. (I gave him a faint smile 🙂.)
Me: Ok. See!
Lenti: Now just focus on us ok, we have to make these 2 weeks the most memorible weeks of our lives. (He gave me a dimpled smile.)
Me: Yes! Starting from tomorrow it's all about us. (I now smiled for real and I just don't want the weeks to end just like that.)
Lenti: Go now and I want you to think about us only ok.
Me: Ok, bye.
Lenti: Bye, NayNay. (I just smiled. I'm now even getting used to being called that by him. The way he pronunces the name is what makes it special. We then said out goodbyes.
When I finally got home, Wilson's bruised face was just on my mind and I just knew that there must be something deep. How did he even got hurt so much? This was so weird, but I just remembered Lenti saying I should forget about it and that is what I was trying to do now. I got in bed and went to lala land.
Lanton POV
Beast? I don't have an actual beast in me but when I am extremely angry something just happens to me. I feel something huge in me just awakening and it is even hard for me to control it. You can call it anger issues or whatever but when I'm angry I just turn to be this heartless person. I don't usually get angry but when I do, just pray to your God to make it out alive. That's why I always warn people before they get me angry. The only person that could calm me when I'm like that was Kay. Only a touch from her could make me serene.
I don't really like talking about this other side of me but eish that's me and I can't change it. My mom tried so many times to end it but all her efforts were in vain. There was this time when some boy at home provoked me. He was calling my sister Kay names, I don't know what his problem was with my sweet Kay. I was really trying so hard to tolerate him but when he called my sister an idiot, I just went banana's on him. I couldn't control it, I was so angry that all my veins were visible.
I beat him black and blue that he even forgot his way back home. I was punching him on the face and anyway on his body. His screams caught so many people's attention and people tried to pull me off but I was pushing them away not knowing where I got all the power from. Some even got injured but all I wanted to see was blood on his face. How can he insult my baby sis like that? I won't let anyone call my sis an idiot and get away with it just like that.
Mom was shouting at me to stop but I didn't, I kept on punching that moron so much. I wasn't satisfied yet. As I was in the process, I felt tiny hands touching my shoulder and all my anger just faded. It was Kay who touched me,I just knew it. I was now feeling sorry for that boy, what I did to him was very extreme. I wasn't the violent type but I didn't want to be provoked or angered. I didn't want to see those who are close to my heart getting hurt.
I just started believing that there's a beast in me by all this. If it was anger issues then I could be able to know what I'll be doing right? I would be able to somehow control myself. But in this case, I would be also in shock when I go back to normal. I just wouldn't control my emotions when that feeling came. You can never know with life. Life is full of surprises. But on Wilson's case I didn't even feel any sympathy for him when my anger was gone. I can't let someone toy with me and live to tell the tale. Hell No!
I never thought that the only person I thought as a friend after Alvin was just stabbing me in the back like this. He was using me all this while. I will never be able to trust anyone else after this incident. He left me shuttered. I only have one friend, Alvin and it will be like that forever. I will keep one friend and that will be it, period!
Finally I was home now and I was thinking of that incident. It was just playing in my mind over and over again. Wil shouldn't have done that. He wouldn't have seen the beast side of me. MXM! Why do people love danger? I wonder. Don't they know that, if you play with fire you will get burnt? Anyways, I tried to forget about that and I just focused on how to make my last days with NayNay, the most memorible days of our lives. 💖💖
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Hey!!! Thanks for reading and I hope you read the next chapter and experience Shennie's and Lenti's LAST DAYS AT PRI-SCHOOL.
✩Te Amor😘✩
With love Atipa
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