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Yoongi's P.O.V.

The past few days....have been tough. I can't describe it really....well actually, I think I can. I've been feeling empty, to be honest. And I really can't tell if that's me, or her.

I've tried contacting Ae-Young, but every time I have, her phone is turned off. Just my luck, I guess. The others started noticing my state, and constantly look worried for me. I don't know how to comfort them. I can't just tell them I'm alright, as they'd never believe me if I did. And, trying to muster a smile is exhausting.

It's more confusing, than anything, really. One minute I was holding a crying Ae-Young in my arms, while doing my best to comfort her. And now, I can't even have a conversation over the phone with her. The relationship we have, is complicated. Soulmate bonds are complicated.

It's like, we have all these feelings, out of nowhere. The two of us feel like we've known each other for years, even though we only met about a month or so ago. And that's what's so frustrating. I feel like I know her, and she knows me. I feel as though I can trust and rely on her, without even giving it a second thought. But I barely know her.

"That's it...." I whispered to myself. Now, I get it. We don't even know each other. Well- Okay, we do and don't. But the point of the matter is, we jumped straight into this, without thinking twice. Sure, that may work for the likes of Namjoon and Soyeon or Hoseok and Ara, but evidently not us.

Just at that thought, my phone rang. I rushed to get it, hoping it might be Ae-Young. But as I picked it up, I threw it back down just as quick. It wasn't her. I sighed loudly, picking up my phone again, but this time putting it on silent.

I decided now was a good time to go and get coffee. After this long without interacting with Ae-Young, I have no energy at all. It mustn't be as bad for her, since she hasn't asked to meet up again. Maybe it's just because I do so much practice, that my energy goes out even quicker than hers.

I don't expect the coffee to help much, but it tastes nice nonetheless. So I quickly grabbed my coat, mask and hat, before rushing outside.

As I walked around, I realised just how tried I really was. So, I tried my luck once more, hoping Ae-Young would answer. I tapped on her name, and let it ring. And finally, she actually answered.

"Hello." I heard from the other end. I couldn't help but smile, just by hearing her voice. Although, I had to admit, she seemed rather....annoyed.

"Hey, it's been a while since we talked last." I began, hearing a hum in response. "Are you busy right now?"

"At the current moment, yes." She replied. "But in a half an hour, I should be finished everything. Why?"

"I was wondering, if you wanted to go get coffee?" I asked, sounding hopeful. "Maybe hold hands....wait, that's not what-

"Don't worry, get what you mean." She replied with a sigh.

I didn't hear anything for a minute, and I honestly thought she hung up on me. But then, I heard another sigh, and new she didn't hang up just yet. But somehow, I get the feeling she really wants to.

"Okay." Ae-Young replied quietly. "What if you buy us coffee, and meet me at my office building in half an hour, of which I'll send you the address. Then, we'll go back to my place, as I have to give you your umbrella back."

"Cool, sure." I replied, smiling at the thought of seeing her again. "See you soon."

She hung up the call, and I quickly glanced at the time. Half an hour.

I started to walk in the direction of my favorite café, as if on impulse. I noticed, that each step I took, didn't feel like a hit at my stamina. I had energy. More specifically, I had excitement and adrenaline pumping through my veins.

Just that call alone, gave me all the energy I needed, to find my way back to her. I glanced back at my phone as I walked, remembering that I had put it on silent. And when I looked back at it, I saw the text from Ae-Young. The first one, in four days. Just the address of her workplace, you could find that easily with a Google search of her company, so it was nothing special. Except, it kinda was.

I looked up from my phone, then put it into my pocket so I could focus where I was walking. It was only about a five minute walk to the café I liked. But to get to Ae-Young, I'd probably have to take a bus, then walk some more.

I turned a corner, as I saw my favorite place. I rushed to get inside, seeing quite a long queue about to form. Though, I managed to get far enough ahead, to know I wouldn't be waiting too long. I looked at my surroundings, seeing the same old decor as usual.

This café has quite the calming aura, with a nature-themed interior. It always felt so peaceful, even when just taking a step inside the building. Though there was always constant chatter and the noise of the employees conjuring up, what I believe to be the world's greatest beverages, it still seemed so serene.

"Next!" I heard an employee shout, breaking me out of my thoughts, and into the real world. I stepped up, slightly embarrassed might I add. "What can I get you?"

As I was looking at the chalkboard that hung on the back wall, reading what was to offer, a thought suddenly came to me. Ae-Young doesn't like coffee. She told me herself, the second time we met, after bonding that is, st her place. I smile came to my face, as I recalled the moment.

"I have to confess, I don't really know how to make coffee. I'm more of a tea person."

I can't believe I almost forgot. I would've ended up getting her something she didn't like. But even so, what tea would she prefer? Regular black tea, fruit tea, green tea? Why are there so many types of tea?!

"I'll get an Americano and tea, both medium, please." I replied, trying to give myself some more time to think, before I got asked which kind. But that question didn't come, instead a more complicated one was thrown at me.

"And that would be a regular tea, with or without milk?" He replied. That question seemed to ignite many. I don't know if Ae-Young's vegan, lactose intolerant, or neither. I really....don't know much about her. I'm this head over heels for her, and I don't even know how she likes her tea.

"Without, please." I replied, guessing that would be the best bet. The man nodded, before replying with the price of the two. I barely heard him, as I was deep in thought. I took my card out, put it into the machine and put in my pin, all without thinking twice.

All that ran through my mind, was that fact that only now I've realised just how little I know about Ae-Young. No wonder she's reserved. I stood in silence for the next few minutes, as I waited on my order.

Once my order number was called up, I collected it and walked out as soon as possible, hoping that escaping the café would help in escaping my thoughts too. But unsurprisingly, they followed me. They followed me down the street and to the bus stop. They still remained while I took a seat on the bus, that took too long to arrive.

The continuous thoughts continued to tail me, all the way the Ae-Young's workplace. But as I walked closer and saw Ae-Young patiently waiting outside, the thoughts all but vanished. Except in their place, I found a knot in my stomach, giving me quite the uneasy sensation. Though it might be important to note, it wasn't from me.

"Hey!" I called out, grabbing Ae-Young's attention. I saw her head lift up slowly and peer around, in search for who was calling her name. Then, her eyes met mine. I gave a smile, and I could tell she was holding one back. But as to why, I couldn't say.

"Hey...." She replied, once she reached me. "I hate to say this, but I forgot to mention, I don't actually like-

"Coffee?" I stated, before she could finish. This time, I saw a small smile on her face. Though, yes, it may have vanished just as quick, it was there nonetheless. "I remembered. So, I got you tea instead. No milk though, cause I wasn't sure what kind...."

"Oh, thank you...." She replied, as she took the cup from my hands. "Shall we?"

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Hope you guys enjoyed the chapter, as from the next chapter on, it's gonna get real interesting~

Have a lovely day/night~!! Stay safe~! 💜💜