( I am very excited to start Sayan point of view)

SAYAN POV

I doesn't want to face her. Her sparkling innocent brown eyes started to ask many questions .

No!
I can't answer her questions. So I acted to ignore her which was the most difficult task for me and entered the plane private cabin whose walls are surrounded by her pictures.

Yes! My angel , my hayat pictures. This is the only cabin in my plane where no one were allowed to enter. Inspite of being acrophobic this is the place where my phobia flew away and gives me strength to travel the world . Watching her pictures gives my heart peace.

Yesterday I was literally on top of the world on the highest tower of the world with the most beautiful girl with me. I was happy with the love of my life beside me. With in seconds my happiness changed to the saddest feeling when I saw her hanging from the highest tower of the world.

My heart twisted and clenched and I felt my breath caught in the throat and I forgot what purpose oxygen served in the body . A rage built in my chest and my adrenaline was at peeks. I wanted to pull her up, hug her and kiss her like there is no tomorrow.

I tried looking at her but my fear overcome upon my love and I shut my eyes quickly. Images of what happened in the past begin to appear in my eyes and I quickly opened my eyes and locked my eyes with her.

I wanted to save her in anyway. I can't loose her. Loosing her is loosing my life. I heard many times that,
" past repeat itself "
But I can't let the past to repeat itself . I have already lost her once but I can't twice.

The same scene which happened 20 years ago flashed in my mind and I forcefully closed my eyes to avoid the deadliest scenes of my life , which turned my life upside down and turned me to the person who I am today , a beast.

I again slowly opened my eyes and I grabbed her arms without having a eye contact with the groud. I thighted my grip around her arms and pulled her up by catching her waist. With all my strength and after many attempts I succeeded in pulling her up to the tower and we both fell on the tower ground .

I couldn't believe what happened a few minutes ago. I thought I almost lost her. I immediately coated my hands around her holding her to a more comfortable position to make me feel that,
She was safe,
She was safe in my arms.
I didn't lost the love of my life!
I didn't lost her!

I hugged her tightly not wanting her to let go out of my arms. The feeling that my hayat was safe in my arms gave me the utmost happiness.

I hugged her and I can literally feel the heavy breathing of her on my shoulder. I started mumbling those things to her which I shouldn't say and which she shouldn't hear.

I quickly came to my senses and pushed her back with force and she fell down with a thud. I wanted to take her in my arms and console her. I am very ashamed of myself that I couldn't control my anger and I pushed her down.

I ran away from her like a coward to stop the rain of questions from her which I couldn't answer.

It doesn't matter to me if she thinks that I am the most arrogant man of the earth.
I'm a beast , I know that calls me a beast. My beauty calls me the beast.
Maybe to the world I can be a beast but to her I could never think of being a beast.

I hate myself for being a beast to her. I never and ever wanted to hurt her but I did hurt her most of the times and I am hurting her now as well .

I was never afraid of anything in the world until I met her. But now I'm afraid.
Afraid of loosing her !
I know she will hate me after knowing my darkest past of my life. These feelings should begin with me and end with me.
I want it to end and surely I will end it .

She was like a bright sun ray in my dark life, but I don't wanted her to be in darkness because of me. She will absolutely hate me...

No! !
Noooo! !
She doesn't deserve me!
I can't bear her hatred towards me. I must stay away from me to keep her safe . So I decided to go back to Dubai last night , but I couldn't go back leaving here alone in Paris . I gave my plane to my sub ordinates but it was sad that the plane crashed and they died.

yesterday , I saw her sobbing on the grass ground. I neared her and immediately she hugged me and started crying by burying herself in my chest. I couldn't see her crying anymore. I wanted to wipe her tears and tell her that I'm absolutely fine but I couldn't , I just stood there like a statue.

I liked the feeling that she was worried about me and she was crying for me. After a second she started scolding me . She is the first women in my life who scolded me , but I was happy that she did.

Suddenly it hit to my senses that I promised to myself that I will stay away from her.

Stay away from her , to keep her safe.
Safe from me!
Because " I AM A KILLER! "

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