~~~~Sam's POV~~~~

The last thing I remembered was darkness, but how I'm in a bright room, I had bandages on my head and Gabe by my side, he's passed out.

"It was a dream?" I ask out loud.

"Sammy, you're awake!" Dean yelled.

"What happened?"

"We were leaving some of the rides, when some dick hit you, I don't know with what, but it was hard and it was on your head. He knocked you out."

"So it wasn't true?"

"What wasn't true?"

"That I was getting stalked, by someone named Azazel" I see recognition cross his face.

"No Sam. We were all safe."

"Thank God."

"What happened, while you were out?"

"I dreamt that Gabe got killed then I did after Azazel kidnapped up, he killed Gabe because he was pointing out flaws and how dad doesn't care about me anymore, then he killed me because dad slept with his sister and knocked her up shortly after mom got pregnant with me."

"Oh, wow."

"Yeah." Our conversation stopped there, Dean looked like there was something he wanted to say but he didn't have a chance to. Gabe started to stir, and slowly I saw his beautiful, golden eyes open.

"Well hello Gabriel."

"Sammy? SAMMY!" Gabe realized I was awake. He jumped up on the bed and just cuddled me.

"I was scared, you had a concussion and wouldn't wake up."

"Shhh, I'm alright now, I'm okay. See?" I tried to calm him down, I seen Dean leave, maybe to get Cas.

"I know, I know but I just. I can't lose you." I have a thought but this isn't the right time. It's too soon. I know it is. But I can't help wanting to.

"Gabe, can I kiss you?" Lets try this.

"Sam? Are you feeling okay?"

"Yes Gabe, I'm alright. I just... I don't know. Just forget I asked." I say, of course he wouldn't go with it. It's too early.

"Sam, do you really want to kiss me?" He sounds timid. Like he's scared I'm joking.

"A little. But it doesn't matter." I say, turning my head away. I'm such an idiot.

"Sam. Look at me." I turn back to him. Kind of hard not to, he's just sitting on my lap making sure this is real, that I'm awake is real.

"Do you really want to kiss me?" He asks again. I can't bring words up, so I just slightly nod my head. The next thing I know, Gabe has his hand on my cheek, another on my neck and pulling me to him. I watch his eyes flutter closed as he leans in a bit. I follow suit. The kiss is soft and sweet. A little hesitant. But it felt real. He tasted like strawberries. We pull away, still inches away, looking into eachothers eyes.

"Not too bad Sammich."

"Shut up jerk." I say with a blush.

"Hey, it isn't like I didn't enjoy it. I just know that it's your first kiss." I blush more, and he decides to lean in to kiss my nose. I scrunch my face and give him a look.

"Awww does little Sammich not like nose kisses?" He teases. But as he does I lean in and kiss him again.

"It isn't that I don't like nose kisses, I want real kisses." I say matter of factly, while sticking my tongue out.

"Don't make me kiss you again."

"Oh, but that's what I want." But before we can connect our lips again, Dean comes in, hand in Cas' and they walk up to the bed.

"Good to see you awake Sam." Cas says way too formally, but it's soothing.

"Thanks Cas." And with that the room went quiet. That is until Dean and Gabe asked at the same time about 15 minutes after the silence started.

"So what happened with you and my brother?" I kid you not, the exact same time and wording.

"Well Dean-o it isn't really your business what happened but if you must know, we kissed."

"Oh," Enter my blush about right here, "Well it isn't your business either."

"Dean and I had a moment a little back, when you were caring for Sam in the backseat. Dean confessed something and we agreed to take it slow and if either of us find our soulmate we end things no matter how far along we are."

"Dammit Cas." Dean mutters.

"What, did I miss something?"

"No, we didn't have to tell them."

"But they're our brothers. They should understand. Especially since they are together."

"WAIT don't bring us into this now, we haven't even made it official." Gabe stated.

"Perhaps not yet, but you guys would still support us so what's the point in hiding our relationship." Cas stated once more, again formal but it really is refreshing.

"I guess I can see where you came from Cas." Dean said after a few moments of silence.

~~~~~Reverse the clock, when Sam got hit, Dean's POV~~~~~~~

Fuck, the dude didn't even stop to make sure he was okay. I mean sure he was fine for a bit, but started getting dizzy and was wobbling. I could tell he had a concussion. Gabe is in the back seat of Baby, with Sam, Cas is up front with me.

"Dean. Calm down, he's going to be alright. It's just a concussion. He'll be fine." I know Cas is trying to cheer me up but Sam isn't hit much, I don't fight him, I don't let dad hit him, he knows how to fight I know but he never gets beat up at school due to me being his older jock brother.

"Cas, I know but he was hit pretty hard, and he rarely gets hit. I don't know man."

"Dean, relax, it's fine, he'll wake up soon."

"I know Cas," I physically start to relax. "Thanks man. I don't know where I'd be without you right now."

"Well, probably not where you are, if I wasn't here well technically if Gabe and I weren't here you wouldn't have been at the carnival. So Sam never would have gotten hit."

"Hey, no don't say that, I mean maybe but you never know, Cas I like you, a lot and I'm glad I met you so don't say that, because right now if this happened without you or Gabe here I would be panicking and erratic. So don't say that."

"If it's any consolation Dean I like you too."

"Wait, shit I didn't mean to say it out loud but okay."

"If you want I can pretend I never heard anything?"

"NO, no just because I didn't mean to say it doesn't mean I didn't mean it or want to say it."

"Okay." With that we were left to drive another 10 minutes to the hospital, in silence. But it was a comfortable one.

~~~~~~ Present time, Gabriel's POV~~~~~~

I have an erking feeling. I feel like there's something Sam isn't telling me. The way Dean looks at him. While Sam was out, I told Dean about my dreams of this dude, the yellow eyed person. I explained everything. And the last thing Sam remembers is most of the games, I don't think he remembers telling me about the feeling of someone watching him. Right now we're in the Impala heading to Bobby's, it's currently four in the morning. We have the day off of school due to everything. The doctor said that in a few hours Sam should be better, just let him rest. The car is set up where Sam and I in the back, Dean and Cas in the front, not so subtly touching hands. Not holding yet.

"So Sammy, did you dream of anything when you were out?" I ask, and Sam's face just looked blank, which is odd.

"Nothing worth mentioning." His voice was low and had an odd tone to it.

"Sam, what did we say about hiding things from each other?"

"Gabe, it really isn't important, it isn't like I'm not telling anyone, I told Dean."

"Sam. Just tell me please, you said you weren't going to hide your dreams from me."

"Maybe a different time, I'm tired. Cuddle me?" Changing the topic. Just like him when he doesn't want to talk.

"Fine, but don't think I won't forget."

So we lay in the backseat and cuddle, he's laying on me like usual, I'm playing with his hair but I'm not really there. My mind is wandering. Why doesn't Sam want to tell me? Does he think I'll get mad? Does he think I'll leave? I don't know. By the time I zone back in Dean's telling me that we're at Bobby's, he gave me a weird look as I picked Sam up.

"What's the look for?"

"You were zoned out for over 30 minutes. What's up?"

"I asked Sam if he dreamt of anything while out, he said it wasn't important. But if he needs to say that then clearly it is important, he just doesn't want to bother me."

"Dude, too much psychology, but he'll tell you when he's ready."

"So he told you then, how long was he up before I woke up?"

"He was awake for about 30 minutes before you woke up."

"Oh." We walk to the house, Bobby's standing there looking as worried as ever, he sees Sam and relaxes. But I think Dean either gave him a look or said something, because Bobby just sighed and beckoned Dean upstairs. I lay Sam on the couch, and I think about going to spy, but it wouldn't be right, so I pick Sam up again and lay down with him. As I drift off to sleep I hear Cas shuffle around, waiting for Dean, and I pass out.

~~~~~ Dean's POV~~~~~

"Bobby, I don't know what's happening."

"Just explain what happened."

"So we played a few games at the carnival, where he got hit, but he felt fine so we went on some rides, before he passed out he had us all go to a tree to talk. He tells us that he thinks someone's watching him and I think of the dude who's suspected of killing mom, Azazel. But he passed out and wasn't responding so we took him to the hospital. They get him situated, and hours pass, Gabe starts to fall asleep and passes out, he's been worried the whole time he exhausted himself. A few more hours later Sam wakes up. He asked if it was a dream, then asked if it wasn't true. Then I got him to tell me, he said that some guy named Azazel kidnapped him and Gabe, killed Gabe for pointing out flaws in his plan about how he would hurt John because he doesn't care about Sammy, how does Sam even know that, I've tried to keep it from him. Then he killed Sam all because John couldn't keep it in his pants. That's when he woke up. Bobby, if Azazel is the one stalking Sam again, I don't know what to do. Gabriel dreamt of something odd but familiar. A young petite young woman, checking on her six month old son, dying in a house fire, but on the ceiling and the one to cause it was a man with yellow eyes."

"This is all over the place Dean. You need to calm down and think. Has Sam heard any of you talk about Azazel?"

"Not while awake, Gabe mentioned his dream when we were driving to the hospital, and I explained somewhat of our past."

"Dean, subconsciouses can pick up things."

"Oh shoot I forgot I'm an idiot."

"No you aren't forgetting is a common thing, just be careful. Does Gabriel know about the dream?"

"Not yet, Sam wouldn't tell him."

"Okay, but let's hope he tells soon so we can start to plan, I don't want to get between those two."

"Yeah." I walk out of the room and down the stairs, I see Cas standing there.

"What's up?"

"Nothing, did you want to sleep like we've been or?" He left the sentence incomplete.

"We can sleep how we've been, do you want to watch some tv?"

"Sure, just pick any show I don't care."

"Alright." We start to get situated, Cas laying on me, my shirt is off, as usual, and he's warm. I like this, but I know it'll only be a matter of time until one of us finds our soulmates, speaking of which I haven't heard from mine in a bit. I'll write in the morning. With that, I fall asleep, Cas passed out almost as soon as we laid down.