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triggers: sad
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Castiel

I shoved the clothing in my bag quickly, my cheeks stained red as my eyes where glossed with tears. "Oh so your leaving now, again?!" I packed quicker as i heard Dean enter the room, his footsteps loud and terrifying.

"Yes, and this time, I'm serious." I snapped as i zipped up my bag halfway and threw it over my shoulders, turning to see Dean with the same tear stained face. "Yeah, sure you are, ill see you in a week!" He growled between his teeth as i scrunched my face up in disgust.

I shut my eyes and shoved past him as i hurried to the room opposite of us. "Say goodbye to your shitty dad, Dan!" He scoffed behind me as i pushed open the door to see our child with a toy between his hands, confusion across his face. "Come on, Daniel." I took him in my arms and walked over to his small dresser as Dean turned pale.

"You're not taking Dan." He said in a low deadly voice as i shoved a few clothes inside my half open bag, Dan hiding his face in my neck.

I turned and attempted to walk out the room, but Dean blocked my path. "Your not going anywhere with our child." He repeated as he shot quick glance at Dan holding onto me tightly. "Yes i am, I'm not letting him anywhere near an idiot!" I shoved my shoulder into him and made it halfway out before he grabbed my wrist. "Papa please stop, your scaring me."

We both froze as Daniel started to tighten his grip on my shirt, a small whimper escaping his lips. "Dan i-" "Wow, even a child can see what a monster you are.." I whispered as i jerked my wrist away from his grip, continuing my away downstairs.

I trickled down the stairs, Dean following me as i rushed for the door. "Cas, wait." He reached out, and i felt his fingers brush against my arm, but i jerked away once again "No, this is the final straw Dean, im leaving you tonight and thats final. We'll talk about Daniel later." I urged as i pressed my hand against the doorknob, but Dan spoke up.

"We have to wait for Papa first!"

I felt my heart break as i felt Dan squirm in my arms, his hands outreached for his soon to be step-father. "Papa isn't coming this time." I explained as i turned the knob, the warm summer night hitting my face harshly.

Dan reached his arms behind me, his fingers scrunching as he reached for Dean. "Pap-Pap.." He whined as he kicked away from me. "Its okay, Papas here.."

I felt Dan being pulled away from me, and i nearly broke into sobs there. "D-Daniel, hurry up and say bye to Dean.." I turned and saw our child snuggle into his shirt as he shook his head quickly.

"I think he made his choice, Castiel."

I felt my skin go cold as i stood there and released what was happening. I slowly walked back over to Dean and glanced at him before placing my hand on Dans smaller shoulder. "I-I love you Dan, i want you to know that..goodbye little bee." I kissed his forehead and frowned as he snuggled deeper into Deans neck, his face turning away from me.

I shifted the bag on my shoulders and looked at my family as i walked back to the open door. I glanced at Dean, his face looking down at Dan as he sniffled slightly.

and then, i left.

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