~Y/N POV~

It was weird how I haven't seen Jungkook since lunch at school. I didn't even see him in classes and its not been like him to cut school lately unless I've been with him that one time before. It worried me, especially when he wasn't replying to my texts or picking up the phone when I tried to call him.

Not even Lia, Jimin or Hoseok had seen him. So I grew even more concerned about him.

After school I rushed home after waiting for him at the gates for about twenty minutes but once I figured he was a no show I ran home, dumped my bag off at the front door and rushed next door to knock hard on his front door.

I stood there waiting impatiently for someone to answer, ignoring my nerves to see one of his parents answer the door for the first time in a long time, it's been years since I've knocked on his door but I remained waiting despite of that.

The door opened after I knocked a second time but it swung open just to see an very annoyed Mrs Jeon, standing there, one hand on his hip, brow raised and clenched jaw as she scanned me up and down.

"What do you want?" Mrs Jeon

I pushed passed the harshness in her tone and just simply asked her a question, keeping that eye contact with her.

"Where is Jungkook? Is he here?"

Her face relaxed and she chuckled, just to reach up to her messy bun and scratch the top of her before crossing her arms over her chest and leaned against the door.

"I should of known you would come looking for him. Don't think I haven't noticed my sons sudden change of behaviour since he started hanging around you again. Talking back to adults is disrespectful but he obviously would of learned that from you." Mrs Jeon

At first I bite my lips tight to prevent myself from biting back but I had to know where Jungkook was.

"Is he here or not?"

"He's not here. I think I heard him mention something about a bridge. I don't know I wasn't paying attention to that little shit." Mrs Jeon

Then she stepped back and slammed the door in my face after scoffing but I didn't care. Hearing the mention of a bridge it made my blood run cold. Before time changed Jungkook jumped off a bridge to end his life and I was not going to let that happen again.

So I took off running down the street towards the bottom wooded area that leads to the very bridge he ended his life on before. At this point I was already crying, what if I'm too late again?

Running through the woods as fast as my feet could take me I didn't care if I was out of breath I just kept pushing myself to get there in time. Then when that metal abandoned bridge came into view in the near distance I pushed myself even more but that was nothing compared to when I saw Jungkook's figure standing on the other side of the rails, looking down to the flowing stream below.

I ran straight towards him, determined to get there before the last minute, my heart pounding out of my chest. As I approached up I grabbed him from behind, my arms under his and locked my hands together in front of his chest to keep him still. I heard him gasp when he wobbled a little from my force of grabbing him.

"Don't you dare Jungkook."

I told him close to his ear. From where he was standing his height was shortened so he was just about the same height as me at this point so I was able to rest my chin on his shoulder. Jungkook said nothing but start to sniffle and let out a quiet cry, hanging his head low to either look down or cry more but I think it was both.

"I can't keep living like this Y/n. Its too hard." Jungkook

"Life isn't easy Jungkook but you cant opt out like that and leave those that love you the most behind."

I pressed my hands more firmly against his chest, being sure I was keeping him up right.

"My own parents don't love me, so who else in this world could possibly love me?" Jungkook

He spoke softly through his sniffles still looking down.

"I do. I love you and if you chose to jump still then you're just going to have to take me with you because I'm not letting you go, not now, not ever."

Finally he lifted his head, turning to the side to face me face to face finally. His eyes were puffy from crying, tears stains down his cheeks as well.

"Y-You mean that?" Jungkook

"Which part?"

His eyes searched mine for a couple seconds.

"All of it." Jungkook

Without a second to waste I kissed him hard on the lips, lingering there for several long seconds trying to express my love and passion towards him. Then pulling back he twisted his head more in my direction and rested his forehead against mine.

"Does that answer your question?"

He closed his eyes and hummed as his response.

"Then please come back over the rails and you can come to my house."

He nodded and began to turn around in my arms after I slowly removed my arms from him giving him space to turn around. Now that he was fully facing me I stepped back and watching him jump back over the rails but the moment his feet touched the ground I rushed to him, wrapping my arms around his neck and keeping him close and pressed against me.

"Please don't ever to that again. You promised me you wouldn't go anywhere, so don't leave me. Please."

A blubbering mess I became in his arms as the two of us stood on this bridge just in each others arms. Jungkook rested his cheek on the top of my head while I listened to his heart beat through his chest.

"I'm sorry, I wont do it again." Jungkook

"You better not because I love you too much to loose you again."

He didn't say anything back but began to caress the back of my head by running his fingers through my hair gently while the two of us stayed like this. I was so scared that I was too late but thankfully, I wasn't and he's still here. But whatever was troubling him, he should of come to me about it and we'll work through it together.

His pain is my pain.