The coldness of the night hits my face and I wrap my arms around myself, trying to maintain some warmth. Jungkook walks in front of me and I follow him a few steps behind.

When he stops, I do too. We have about a meter of distance between us and he looks at me firmly. His eyes are full of anger, so much that it almost looks like if his eyes are glassed over.

"There's nothing you want to say?"

The question takes me by surprise. I'm so used to hearing him apologize, or maybe a fight, but not this. His silence is sepulchral, and his eyes are full of sadness and disappointment.

"I..." I bite my lip, trying to hold back tears.

"I what? What excuse are you going to give me? Because it looks like making a fool out of me seems to be a hobby of yours." He runs his finger through his hair, frustrated.

"That's not true, I... I'm sorry." I say, wiping a tear from my cheek.

"You want me to forgive you? You kissed Yoongi, damn it!" He lets out furiously. "Don't you know how serious this is?"

I nod.

"I know, and I'm really sorry, I want you.."

"Bullshit." He bellows. "If you wanted me, you wouldn't have thrown yourself into the arms of someone who had an interest in you!"

"That's not true, that's not what happened!" I say desperately. "I was angry at you, I had found you with another girl, and I just... it happened."

"Really? It just happened?" He shakes his head. "I haven't been with any woman that isn't you since I've met you."

"I'm sorry, you have no idea how sorry I am, that kiss didn't mean anything to me..."

"What are you saying? That's not what's important!" He punches the wall next to him with his fist, and I flinch. "Fuck!"

"Jungkook, stop, you're going to get hurt." I say getting closer to him.

His eyes look at me with a sad expression.

"Why does it matter? You already hurt me, Areum."

I bite my lip and the tears start to run down my cheeks. I don't know what to say. I look at him, expecting him to forgive me, hoping to do something that will be able to fix my mistake.

"Please, forgive me... I made a mistake." I beg him.

"Listen to me, Areum, I've been putting up with your shit for a really long time. I understand that I'm not an easy person to deal with either, but I can't let you play with me like this. I put up with your fear of losing Taehyung. And how did that end? With him catching you with me, instead of resolving things like adults, by telling him that you didn't like him anymore, by telling him the truth. You did the wrong thing, and I forgave you. And when you made a scene with Amy that other night... don't you have any shame? That happened a long time ago. But you? It's like if you were making fun of me by kissing him."

"No, it's not like that-"

"Well that's how I feel, like an idiot." He says turning around. "You go around saying that you love me, but you haven't introduced me to your father, and I suppose you haven't even told him you broke up with Taehyung, am I right?"

I don't respond, because he's right, and it hurts so much. He looks at me again, and I lower my gaze. I can't bear looking at him like this, this hurt.

"You tell me words, but I don't see any actions, Areum." He gets closer and takes my hand. "I want to be with you, I want to stop fighting."

I nod.

"I do too, don't leave me, please..."

"Is that what you're afraid of? You're afraid of being alone?" He asks with incredulity.

"I'm terrified... I don't want you to leave me, but... I know that what I did was wrong, I didn't think about the consequences."

His eyes scan my face and his fingers trace over my cheeks. I close my eyes, trying to control my tears and enjoying the moment. I feel horrible for what I've done, and I don't want him to be mad at me. I don't want him to leave.

"Areum." I open my eyes and he looks at me with tenderness. "I love you."

I smile.

"And I love you."

With a pull, he presses his lips on mine. I enjoy the contact, of his taste, and I open my mouth. His tongue plays with mine, with desire, with eagerness and emotion. When he moves away, I know he's still mad... but I also know that we can fix it.

He takes my hand so that he can lead me back inside, but before he can take me anywhere, I pull on his arm softly which makes him turn around with a raised eyebrow.

"Tomorrow I'm going to tell my father the truth... I promise."

He just nods, but I can see how his eyes lighten up a bit with my statement.

"Thank you.."

I kiss him again.

"I want to be with you, Jungkook, just you, and I want everyone to know that."

"I do too..." He sighs. "I want to scream at all the idiots that put an eye on you and tell them you're mine... that you're my girlfriend."

My heart clenches, but I don't say anything. Supposedly we weren't going to use labels, because I thought that word didn't interest him.

"Girlfriend?" I ask without being able to hide my emotion.

He nods.

"I know that word is important to you and... my heart is yours, Areum, I don't care what you call me or how you introduce me to others, but if that makes you happy... then I want you to be that, my girlfriend."

"You have a strange way of asking." I laugh.

"Don't make fun of me, I'm new at this."

"What made you change your mind?" I ask, confused. "I thought you didn't want a relationship."

"You." He smiles. "Areum, you make me want to be a better person, you make me want to change for you. After a long time, I actually feel happy, and I wouldn't want to ruin that for any reason. I want you to be the happiest woman in the world, I want to stop fighting with you."

I kiss him with intensity for a few seconds, the desire is eminent in the way our mouths move together.

"Do you want to leave?" He asks after he pulls away.

"I'll drive."