Jay: Sun Jungwon
(Listen Jungwon)

Jungwon: Bol bhai
(Say Brother)

Jay: Hypothetically......

Jungwon: Kaunsi Takali?
(What tically?)

Jay: .......

Jungwon:........

Jay: I mean to say, imagine! Yes, imagine if I have a friend.

Jungwon: Yes?

Jay: And if he has an enemy for the last few years. And he has started liking her......

Jungwon: (Stares straight at Jay). Jay.

Jay: Wait wait listen. And he starts liking her just because of her personality or behaviour or how she speaks even though it's cheap, her bedhak tone and all....
(Bedhak means straight, no filter speech)

Jungwon: Jay listen, stop panicking.

Jay: NO No, wait what if it's just an imagination or his sexual need or something or whatso-

Jungwon:  YOU LIKE Y/N!

Jay: ........

Jungwon:  Baat maanle Jay.
And.....it's ok to feel that way.

Jay: (crying) I don't know what to do.
I- It's shameful! What would others say?
What if she finds out? I-its disgusting!

Jungwon: It's not. Come here.

(Hugs)

(Sorry for such a short story.
But hey! You guys got Jay to yourself!!!)

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When I was in school, I use to think that, me liking someone is shameful...... or disgusting.

My mom had already told me many many times to not have a crush on someone or like someone. Heck she even forbaded me to read any romance movies or novels.

As I reached 15-16 years of age, she explained it to me WHY she didn't want me to do it. It was because so that I won't be distracted from studies and also I am not in right age.  She just couldn't explain all these things to 10-11 year old child.

To which I still agree today.

But for so many years, that thought of liking someone, felt insanely disgusting.
Main reason was because I am not generally attractive. I have a normal face. The thought of someone liking me itself felt very foreign.

It wasn't until I reached college, started liking my friend and talked things out with him. (Yes he is still my best buddy I could ever find)

But, to this day, I still feel very very upset when I start developing a crush on someone.

And that's why I tried making Jay say that line, of how he feels disgusted.

Anyways! Enough of trauma dumping!

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