*Neville Pov*

"Nev! I am so sorry, Nev. How are you feeling now?" I heard his voice the moment I stepped inside the house from Grandy's in the evening.

"And where were you? I have been searching everywhere for you." He added and I just kept silent, continuing my walk towards the dining hall.

"Nev! Please say something." He literally shouted, holding my shoulders and I immediately pushed him away.

"Nev!" He whispered with a shocked tone and again tried to hold me, but I turned around with a blank face.

"I said I am sorry, right. I was really in a hurry and want to return soon to give you a good news." He started saying and I listened calmly.

"She was being watched to check whether she is meeting me or not by a guy who got appointed by her parents. Now, she thought of some past information which she can use to make him stop his activities and then I need not meet her." He continued but paused staring at me.

"Say something, Nev." He said, staring at me and turned back, which I followed to see no one present.

"I don't want to stay here anymore and so I want to leave." I finally talked and he just stared at me with his face covered in shock.

"What? But why?" He asked, frowning.

"Why should I not?" I asked back.

"Because I love you and you love me." He replied.

"Even my Dad and Mom loves me and I too love them in my own way. But I don't want to stay with them." I said shrugging.

"But..." He started saying which I cut off shaking my head.

"I can't do any of it and I have decided." I stated to which he immediately walked near to me and held me ignoring my protests.

"I know what my Mom doing is wrong and we will deal with it together. I will take a leave and make sure that she doesn't do anything else." He promised making me snort.

"So, you know what your Mom was doing is wrong? Then why did you never say a word to her? I am supposed to live with you forever, right then how can I do that when you don't have dare to say a wrong thing as wrong" I asked and felt his hold tightening on my shoulders.

"I accept! That is my mistake, but I thought once she will accept you by herself, then we will not have any problems from her." He replied and I nodded.

"Valid reason! So, I don't know about her decision, but I am ready with mine. I don't accept this family." I said shrugging.

"What did they have to do with our relation?" he asked and immediately stilled.

"Exactly! What did they have to do with our relation?" I asked back raising my voice.

"You know when my Mom left and as per the little memory I had I know that I was sad, but had a hope that she will be back one day and waited for it. But then that got crushed with her words saying she will not come again and she will not be able to call me too, as she is getting married." I said staring at him.

"I didn't understand her words properly. I thought she was already married to my Dad right then why is she saying that she is getting married. But then my Dad being a great Dad made sure I understand by marrying himself some woman." I added, giving a small chuckle and felt him hold my hand.

"I was okay, even with that. I mean now I will have two Moms and two Dad's because I felt my Mom will never be able to stay away without talking. But in return I lost each one of them because they have to live their life and then think about the new small lives which entered making them more busy." I mumbled looking at the wall to my side.

"I didn't know! I never knew that it was that painful. Why haven't you told me all this before?" he asked, turning my face towards his.

"Before loving you there was no reason for me to tell this to every stranger and after loving you none of it mattered." I replied and he closed his eyes taking a deep breath.

"I will talk to my Mom, and you need not do all this. If everyone will not accept us then we will stay at nearby place." He said and started dragging me but I didn't move.

"What will you tell her? And what did she even do for you to say something?" I asked him to which he frowned.

"Your Mom and even my Step-dad were the only correct people I have come across in this house. They both are doing what they feel and not feeling something and acting like something else before others. They both are not cowards and if they hate someone, then they don't fear to show it openly like in my case. But my Mom, and you are cowards comparing to them. You both will never do what you feel and I know that will never change." I replied to my question and stepped back.

"Can't you let it go for once? I really love you, Nev." He pleaded holding my face.

"Yeah! I am sure anyone would be there to let it go and they are completely correct to do it but I am not those everyone. I know I can't be with you and I am being honest." I stated to which he shook his head.

"Don't you love me?" he asked frowning.

"I do! But I am also not wishing for that. I know in my heart too, that what you have done is normal thing like everyone does while they are busy with other work." I replied to which he pulled me to him.

"Then... then you are not leaving, right?" he asked, but I shook my head.

"However, I stopped myself from allowing even a small mistake and that I can't change. What I am doing is also good for both of us. I will never be able to give my complete to you again or maybe never. It is the best thing, Yash." I replied and held his hands to remove them.

"Give me one reason why should I allow you to do this to our relation." He asked and I stared at him.

"You don't deserve me even though you are the best person I have ever met. You are a great family guy and you have values and everything. But I can't do this and that too because of already many disappointments in the bag to even bear a small one." I replied and felt his hands leaving my face.

"Good bye!" I mumbled and started walking towards the stairs.

"Just give us a small chance." I heard his whisper which I ignored completely reaching my room and locked the door.

"Yeah! I am coming there. Can you pick me up?" I asked Nic packing my bag and then pulled out a bangle from my back pocket.

I felt tears again looking at it and I know I should keep my promise to the two people who seems to love me completely that I come and visit them in the middle whenever I can.

"Why so sudden, Nev? Is everything okay?" Nic asked in a concerned tone.

"I will tell you after reaching there. I already booked my ticket online and will leave from here soon to reach the airport." I replied and we hung after a few minutes.

I looked around and hugged myself knowing well that the memories will never leave me. I will be fine! I thought to myself and lifted my bag before opening the door.

I saw that no one is around and must be sleeping as it is middle of the night past bedtime for anyone.

When I reached the main door, I felt a presence and turned to see surprisingly, my Step-Dad walking towards me.

"Did you tell your grandparents that you are leaving?" he asked with his usual blank face and I nodded before turning to open the door.

"How will you go?" he asked when I stepped outside.

"I called the cab." I replied and started walking towards the cab waiting for me.

"I will come with you." He said following.

"Why? To be sure that I am actually going and will not return back?" I asked, snorting and got inside the cab along with him.

I stared at the house and continued to do it even after cab started until I was away from my sight. I rubbed my eyes clearing them from tears and took a deep breath.

"Yash really loves you." He suddenly said, making me turn towards him.

"So, you can talk about other people's love life, but don't have a dare to say that you love the person whom you do?" I asked with sudden anger and he stilled.

"I don't know what you are talking about." He said looking outside.

"The same thing! You love her but you can't say that to her and make her feel she has to be with you because you did some favor by marrying her." I said shaking my head and he looked at me with shock.

"Just because I didn't say something regarding your lives doesn't mean that I don't observe." I added rolling my eyes.

"And you know what, you and your family is nothing but ruining the name of India." I stated when we got down and reached the main door.

"What?" he asked with shocked tone.

"Yes! I met so many people who are nothing but amazing and mainly for the guests even though they don't have anything. But your family just knows how to blame others for everything. You all need a scapegoat, but shouldn't be from your family. Luckily you found one in my form and just lashed out." I replied, showing at the anger I felt one each member of the family on himself.

"So, you better start changing your behavior along with your family members and that is the most important thing." I added and walked away leaving him stunned in his position.

"Thank you!" I said to the flight attendant and got into my seat before staring outside.

I closed my eyes releasing a breath when the flight took off knowing well now I can't rush back near Yash trying my best to just let everything go no matter what which I know I can't do for the sake of both of us.

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