WARNING: Ranty

Oh God. Where do I even begin?

Hmm, I'll guess I'll start with this.

My two ex-boyfriends walked in today and they said hi and stuff and it was really awkward until they left.

After work, someone told me that my TL talked shit about me today.

But here's the weird part.

I asked if they were kidding and these were their exact words...

"I am in no position to say if I'm kidding or not."

WTF does that even mean?!

It's either that you're bullshitting me or you're not bullshitting me. It's not that you don't tell me.

Honestly, he might have made it up because he likes my TL and I guess he doesn't like the fact that I talk shit about her so he might have made up some fake shit.

If you're wondering what she "said", she "said" that I was stupid, lazy (Don't do anything either when I help out as much as I possibly can. If you ask me to do something, I will do it. If you don't ask me to do anything, I will go around the store and make sure that everything looks nice. Doing nothing would involve me standing at the register, which you're not even allowed to do unless someone is checking out and I don't go around the store messing with me co-workers like certain boys that I talked about before did to me.), and that I was stupid.

You wanna know something funny? This kid is the same kid that I said that didn't do anything wrong on the day where my TL came in and was all pissed off at us and he said these exact words to me...
"You fight for me and I'll fight for you."
He said this because I actually went around and did work. It wasn't the right work because I didn't know where everything was but I still did different work and the work that I knew how to do. It's not like I said, "Okay. I don't know how to do this stuff. Oh well. Let's just fuck around the whole day."
One of us even tried texting her asking where something was (Using phones is a huge no-no) and she didn't even respond to us. I can understand her not responding if we were just asking her what's up and stuff but if we're asking about work, she should answer.

I told my mom and she said that I'm just as bad as she is because I talked shit about her. I won't deny that. I talked shit about her on here and to other co-workers (Mostly the kids my age because she seems to target us the most) so I'm not gonna lie and say that I didn't even say anything. Because I did. But what does she expect if she's not nice to me? If she was nice to me, I would've said nice things about her. Just like all the nice things that I say about my Supervisor. I haven't said one mean thing about her on here or IRL. Because she's legitimately nice. And not just to me either. Everyone I've worked with has been treated nicely too. And I told my co-workers today at the store I was working out that she was nice and that my TL wasn't. And see? I even talked bad about her today.

//sighs

I just really needed to get all of that out. I think that the kid might be lying because he didn't say if he was kidding or not because there's no way to actually know. And my mom said that she might approach me and ask why I was talking shit about her so I might as well prepare myself. And I am. I think I'm just going to apologize because she might've actually liked me but I was the one who got the wrong vibe.

Ah well. We'll just see what happens.

-Sky