I don't even care if I seem like an attention whore at this point. So save it. I'm not fucking reading your stupid ass comment anyway.

My parents just got done with a big fight.

I was just sitting in my room, watching YouTube and my mom started yelling. I didn't really listen at first because they've been fighting a lot recently so it wasn't like it was anything new or anything. And she started talking about the lack of things that my step-dad does for her and how he doesn't respect her and all that kind of thing. And she said that he doesn't love her and my little sis literally started crying and they just kept on fighting and I'm just sitting in my room listening because apparently I can't just fucking ignore it. And I think my mom cried at one point because I could hear it in her voice and she thinks that I don't care about here when I love her to death. I don't tell her a lot but I should more often. She only thinks this because I want to see my dad. First of all, I'm just curious who he is because I've barely known him all my life. And I know of all the things that he's done but I'm fucking stupid and want to see him for some stupid reason. Well, not anymore. I've had enough of him. I'm not only saying this for my mom but for me too. And she grew up with my grandma, grandpa, and uncle ignoring her so to have my step-dad treat her like the way he's been treating for the last thirteen years (According to my mom at least. And take into perspective for a second. I'm fifteen and he's been doing that for thirteen of my fifteen years.) is really taking a toll on her. And I don't like that at all. 

Honestly, I don't even know what's going to happen at this point. I have work tomorrow and the TL is coming on at noon and you guys know about the stupid ass drama that's happening over at the store. And I work three days in a row next week so I'm sure that everyone will say more shit about me.

I'm so sorry you had to read this. But I want to be real on here. I don't want to be fake. Even if my mom says that this is all fake. I don't want to pretend that everything's okay when it's really not. I haven't told any of my IRL friends about this quite yet. So yeah.

I'm gonna go try to take my mind off things for a while.

-Sky