JIMIN'S POV.

Is having babies and kids that important ?
I might sound rude..but still is it important ?
It's not the decision that I'm asking whether to get pregnant or not.
What I'm asking is...
What if some people are not capable of having babies ?
What if some people lost their capacity to get conceived ?
What if people lost their gift of having babies being taken away from them by fate ?
What if people lost their hopes on getting pregnant ?
What if the couples are sterile ?

There are so many if's and what's.

Will their life be peaceful ?
Will they have a normal life ?
Or will the world eat them up ?

No not by the world. But, by the fucking judgemental society. They are monsters who see people with problems as their prey.

It is possible to have a happy life, even if we don't have kids.

IT'S TOTALLY FINE !!! NOT TO HAVE KIDS.

When you are capable of having kids, then great no problem. If not don't blame yourself.

Somethings can't be controlled. Just let go of things that you can't control. LET IT GO.

It's not fine until the society accepts the fact and understand people who are facing it.

I was so deep in my thoughts. That my hot coffee now turned ice cold. It's ok if the society doesn't accept. But, what if our family itself is not understanding our situation ? It'll feel like hell right ?

I thought my mother would accept Kyung Mi as she is and will support her through out. But, it turns out to be..even she is poisoned by the society talks. Great shit.

Speaking of the devil...

"Hello Son!" My mother came in calling me with all smiles on her face. Aish this woman.

"Hey mom!. What brings you here ?"

"Why do you sound so irritated with my arrival ? Should I not come here to see you and my beautiful daughter-in-law ?"

"Beautiful daughter-in-law ? Yes, she's beautiful. But still what's up with your buttery words ?"

"I just came to see you both Jimin. And wanted to know what you guys are up to." I felt something fishy, she's acting weird and cunning.

"Mom, if you are gonna talk about babies and kids. The door is right behind you. You shall leave and you're never welcome here until you stop talking about our personal life."

"Jimin, is this the way you talk to your mother ?"Anger fumming within her.

"Yes I'll talk like this to you. Not only to you, to everyone who can't keep their nose away from butting into our personal life."

"Your personal life ? Don't I have any rights to come in your personal life and help you out ?"

"YOU DON'T HAVE ANY RIGHTS IN OUR PERSONAL LIFE MOM !"  I yelled at her. "Did I ever asked you any help regarding our personal life ? No right ? Then why in the hell you're trying to buttin ?"

"I have no rights in your personal life ? What the hell you're talking about Jimin ?"

"Look mom, I'm married and I'm having my beautiful sweet wife who cares a lot about me and showers all her love on me. What ever happens between us will stay between us. No one has the right to barge in our personal life. No matter what even if it's my family or others."

"Fine Jimin. And there's one question I need to ask and that's my responsibility too."

"What is it ?"

"When are you guys gonna have kids ?"

"That's it mom, enough !!." I rose up from my seat, body burning with rage and anger.

"Why Jimin what happened ?" She asked smirking.

"You know what's going on between us very well. And still you are asking this question ?"

"I want see your kids and to become grandmother Jimin. I want to carry your kids in my hands, rock them to sleep and pour all my love on them. I want to feel it Jimin."

Even We both want to feel that mom. But, it's not possible.

"Mom, you know it's hard for us. And why you are pressuring us. Instead support us. Be like a good mother-in-law and as a mom to her."

"Jimin I'm telling for sure that, she's the one who is not able to get conceived. You are totally fine."

"Mom, I'm equally responsible for this too. It's not only her. Do understand that and don't push her away. Embrace her and give her your support. That's more than enough for her."

"Now for heavens sake, I'm having some work. I'll be leaving now. Be here for as long as you want. And she's in my room. Don't pull out any problems and make a scene."

"Bye mom."

"Bye Jimin. Be careful. I'll take care of everything here."

"Everything."