ENTRY FORTY FIVE｡

dear diary,
i finally realized
why he used to
stare out into
the sea.

park jimin
wasn't a ghost,
or a lost spirt.

he was someone
who had lost
himself long ago,
previously proved
in the police
reports about him
being missing,
and now proven
by his death.

he had lost
himself in
the very sea
he had loved.

he had
drowned
himself
in the
depths.