I don't know what's wrong with me.
I changed a lot, I got depressed and I'm going insane all thanks to the Depressed Doll.
She still comes here to haunt me and I tried suicide lots of times and I'm getting weak.
Everyone in school bullies me because they don't believe me, they think I've seen the murder and that I was hiding something, it's not a lie but the truth would be more unbelievable than the lie I made up.
I don't pay attention at school and I'm getting bad marks because of that and because I don't sleep at all, I'm just leaning on strong coffee but I won't last long.
In the arts class, the teacher told us to make several draws of what scares us, my classmates just made jokes about the work and I made 10 draws of the Depressed Doll.
My classmates took the draws away and began laughing at me asking if that was my best friend's murderer and such stuff in a teasing way but I wouldn't reply to those questions, then the teacher picked the draws and stared at them "does this girl scare you?" she asked "she's not a girl, she's a monster" I said "why you say that?" my teacher asked "because she is insane" I said and, after that, I putted my stuff along with the draws in my bag, got out of the class and went home.
I was making random draws and realized I made 10 more draws of her and when I came back to reality, I saw that my walls were full of draws of her.
I became obsessed with her and at school I would only draw her on my notebooks and I got to detention lots of times in one day.
Later that night, she did nothing but stand there staring at me "you're fun to play with, I guess I'll play with you a little longer, you are doing well in this level but you're slowly going insane. Depression is leading you to insanity" she said while she sobbed and then disappeared.
For once in months I slept well.
Next day I was drawing her again, that day was saturday and when I was getting a draw to put on the wall, I saw a draw of a star inside a circle,the circle was in 10 parts with 5 lines connected with the corner of the star, the 10 parts were red and the star was black, I dont remember of drawing it "Depression Leads To Insanity" was written above and under the circle with cutted letters from magazines.
My room was full of draws. I don't know why but I know she was right, I am slowly going insane.
I am obsessed...