Deep inside 

Where nothing's fine

I've lost my mind.

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Sleep just

isn't sleep

anymore, it's 

an escape.

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I feel like I bother

people just by

being alive.

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No amount of

sleep in the world

could cure the 

tiredness I feel.

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                     "How are you?"

Broken. Useless. Alone. Clueless. Confused. Betrayed. Fragile. On the verge of tears. Depressed. Anxious. About to breakdown. Really giving up. Pathetic. Annoying. Distant. Lonely. Lonely. Rejected. Crushed. I feel like I'm going to just fall apart at any moment. Empty. Defeated. Never good enough.

"Im fine"

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Depression 

is like a 

war. You

either win

or die

trying.