When you finally lose control of your emotions and just break.
You sob and sob uncontrollably.
You try to stay quiet so that no one will hear you.
All you pain and suffering can't be held in any longer.
You cry for what seems like forever.
When you finally stop.
You eyes burn, throat sore, and head pounding from crying for so long.
But you go to sleep even though you feel terrible.
You wake up just to put your mask up and no one will ever know that the one with a smile cried themselves to sleep just the day before.