Can't wait for night when you mask can finally drop.
Until then you just fake a smile and hope nobody notices.
Every word they utter brings you closer to tears but you hold them in.
As why would you give them the satisfaction of seeing your tears.
Your hearts breaks more with each word but you hide the pain as your mask slips into place.
You leave one hell just to go to another.
Finally at night you lay in bed and let you mask fall.
Tear after tear runs down your face.
You cry at night as no one will see just how broken you are.
When it's all over you just lay there and finally let sleep claim you.
Just to wake up and repeat over and over.

My own