My problem:
I don't want to eat
But I do
And when I do
I hate myself a little more

This is not know mine. This is very true. And to anyone struggling with an eating disorder please try to eat. I know it can be very hard. I am currently struggling with this. But with me , I have a friend who knows and she forces me to eat. Not a lot but something so that I have food in my system. Even just a few bites of food or a few bites more than what you usually eat. Is a start. It is much better than nothing.If you ever need someone to talk to PM me.