I'm just tired..

I don't have any motivation to get up in the morning.

I say no to hanging out with friends just because.

I yell at people who don't deserve it.

I get upset over stupidest things.

I cry much to often.

I'm too irritable and I snap at people too much.

Most of the time I don't understand the things I do or why I do them in the first place.

Depression isn't something that just goes away overnight, it's an illness.

So mom, dad, I'm sorry.

I hope that you can understand why I'm so quiet at dinner, and why I don't like doing family activities.

I'm sorry to all my friends who don't understand. I wish I could let you inside my head because I feel like you all see me as an over dramatic bitch, I'm just to sensitive.

I can't help it, I don't want to be this way anymore.

It hurts. I hope you can understand.

Tired of trying, sick of crying, yeah, I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying...