I'm so sorry I'm not the daughter/son you wanted
I'm so sorry that I'm a shitty sister/brother
I'm sorry that I'm depressed
And I cry a lot
And I hide in my room
I'm so sorry that I don't do everything you ask
I'm sorry sorry I'm not pretty and perfect
I'm so sorry that I put such a damper on your lives
And that I'm tired
And antisocial
Please forgive me for being a human being
I really am sorry that I even exist
I wish I could disappear
To make it easier on everyone
Seen as in such a horrible person
Seen as it's impossible to be nice to me
Impossible to deal with me
Impossible to love me
I'm so fucking sorry...