I was the one that was always there for you when you were upset and your 'friends' were busy doing anything else. Even if I was doing something in your time of need I would be there for you.
But when I was at my worst, where were you? The answer is, "I was with my 'friends' sorry, but can you believe they ditched me?!"
In my head I was saying yes, I can believe it because that's what always happens. What I actually say though, is "do you want a hug?"