So, I went to just take a glance at the page again...

And.... And I'm really shattered by what people said about me.

(The third comment is someone that follows me.)

I do have a mental disorder.

It's called ADHD.

But mine.... mine has recently been growing worse and worse each day. I've tried countless types of medicine.  Now I'm at 75mg Vyvanse, (which is extremely high, mind you), but sadly it's no longer working.

It's almost like my brain recognizes what the medicine is for, and immediately tries everything to overpower it.

On top of that is my depression and anxiety, which has really skyrocketed in a downward spiral this year. It's actually the worst I've ever experienced.

I've at least attempted suicide twice (or more, I've lost count) this year alone.

But it's not like anyone really, truly, cares that much.

I've already explained why I lashed out. I don't need to repeat myself. I'll just sound like a broken record. Well, at least more than I usually am.

I couldn't sleep last night because my own soul was tearing itself apart.

I'm not exaggerating.

I felt my own soul tearing itself apart.

And it is an unbelievable, excruciating pain to experience.

No one can help you.

No one can stop the pain.

You cannot do anything but sit there and feel your soul twist around inside your body, and feeling the sharp pains of it being unhinged and hinged again, almost like snapping thread then forcing it together again.

Next time, don't hide your true opinions about me.

If you don't like me, then please unfollow me. You don't have a single solitary clue of what it's like being the person behind the screen, suffering with heavy burdens that they must carry for the rest of their lives.