Today should have been our first date

I fly back to school in two days

I thought about throwing it all away and staying here with you

You did the opposite and tossed me instead

You said you felt butterflies 

I wonder if that was just a lie to make me trust you 

You used to send good morning messages hours before I even got up

Now all I receive is silence 

I am waiting for my heart to give up

Pleading for it to turn solid ice already

I can't take being let down anymore