I worry my depression and anxiety are always going to keep me from being the person I dreamed of becoming.

My anxiety is silent. You wouldnt even notice a change on the outside, but I'm honestly so stressed I cant even manage simple tasks. People call me lazy when in reality im just overwhelmed.

Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. Its the fear of failure but no urge to be productive. Its wanting friends but hate socializing. Its wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely. Its caring about everything then caring about nothing. Its feeling everything at once then feeling paralyzingly numb.

It sucks doesnt it? Feeling like you're not good enough.

Living with anxiety is like being followed by a voice. It knows all your insecurities and uses them against you. It gets to the point when its the loudest voice in the room. The ONLY one you can hear.

It sucks, you know. When everything is doing fine and then, it all crashes again? And the worst part is, I really dont want to try and put it all back together again,  but I have to.

Im often silent when Im screaming on the inside.

I wish that school taught kids about deoression, anxiety, self harn, and eating disorders and not just bullying because sometimes its ourselves that makes us feel like shit and most people dont get it.

Im a really emotional person, and when i get like that, I feel like im literally crazy...

Hangman is great. It teaches you the by saying the wrong things you could end someones life.

When I was little I told my daddy I stubbed my toe.  So he told me to bite my finger until I forgot about my toe and was only thinking about my finger. To take one pain away by focusing on another. It actually sounds quite similar to something i do now.