I almost jumped out a second story window today...I cut today... all because of my parents who havent been the best towards me...They used to be understanding and tried to help when they found out...now they treat me like shit again...they yelled at me and degraded me in the middle of a RESTRAUNT...People were staring...They were listening...Now even strangers know how much of a fuck up i am...I cut myself...On my thighs...I couldnt take it anymore...I had been clean for i dont know how long and now i have more lines across myself that shouldnt be there...ive just about given up... I am...broken and...Im just...I dont even know anymore...I dont expect anyone to read this...why would anyone want to help me?...i dont know why the people that do care, care...Im nobody...the world would keep spinning without me...Im nothing in the greater scheme of things...