I feel like I'm losing everyone. In real life and in the internet....

I know I have my friends but there's times that I'm in the conversation and I try to stay something I'm the one ignored the most.

In the internet. I know everyone has a life but I just worry. Did I do something wrong? Are they mad at me? Did I annoy them?

I know that everyone has a life but I still worry. Like imagine something happened and we don't know what happens to them? Like we hear of nothing from them in a while. That's what's worry me....

I just need constant reassuring.. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry if I sound like I'm seeking attention.

I'm not. I don't know how to explain it... Like I don't want attention but the attention helps know that I'm still their friend. That I'm not annoying.... That I didn't make you mad... That I didn't do anything wrong...

I'm sorry. I don't mean to be an attention seeker... I really don't.

The feeling is just really hard to explain....