I want to do it;
Just take a sip.
It'll just be a tiny bit.

I need to do it;
Numb the pain.
Even if there's no real gain.

I have to do it;
End it all.
Or lose myself in the fall.

I cannot do it;
Not today.
I really can't, there's just no way.

I'm gonna do it;
Take the leap.
Start living as the black sheep.