Depression

You might miss the old me
The happy joyful jumping me
Well I do too
The old happy me
The bright me
The smiling me
The laughing me
Well that's all gone

People think that depression is crying. People think that depression is sadness. People think that depression is wearing black. Buts it's not. Depression is constantly feeling numb. Depression is never feeling emotion or anything for that matter. Depression is waking up in the morning and going back to bed at night. People are wrong. Depression is smiling when you wanna cry. Depression is talking when you wanna be quiet. Depression is when you try to be happy but you aren't. You try do bad and you want it so bad. But your not ok. People don't get that. Depression is wanting to talk about it. You wanna scream about it, yelling at the tops of buildings. You really want to. But all you can do is look down and whisper "I'm fine"