A/N~ Hello my lovely peeps! I hope you are having an amazing day/evening/night! 'Why am I writing something happy when it's supposed to be depressing? We don't know' ENJOY!!!!

C/N POV
I walked through the school with a goofy grin on my face. 'hmm... Wonder where y/n is... 3:15? Great! I'll text her' I pull out my phone and message her.
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Me:hey, where u @?
Y/n: y do u care...
Me: because I want to talk to you!!!😁
Y/n: about what....
Me: B/f/n told me that she knew someone that likes me!
Y/n: oh..... I'm in the bathroom near the gym...
Me:OK MEET YOU IN 5!!!
Y/n: okay Jesus Christ....
•••••
I place my phone in my back pack and head to the bathroom.
When I get there, I hear something that sounds...... Like someone crying....
"Hello? Is anyone in here?"
More sobs. Then I hear something more unsettling.
A pocket knife clicking open.
••••••vision••••••3rd person pov
Y/n stands in the stall, clicking her pocket knife open.
She whispers, "This is only because I love you.... But you don't love me back...."
She lets tears roll down her face.
1...2....3.....4.......5. She cuts her wrist across, letting blood fall on the floor......
"I don't wanna live like this.... Loving someone who doesn't love, no, LIKE me back.... WHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME? WHY, C/N, WHY?"
Tears fall with blood....
She cringed as the two mixed...
C/n runs in, screaming as y/n does the one cut that can actually kill her.... Upwards, the knife goes dragging a deep cut in her skin..
She opens the stall door, stepping out with a sad smile on her face. She turns to look at C/n, who stares at her with fear in his eyes.
"Y/n, what have you done?!??!!"
" I've made up my mind. I have to do this to be happy... And I hope you are, too.... "
"Y-y/n"
"I love you, C/n"
A single year slides down her face as she falls face first into C/n's arms.
Blood stays dripping...
His shirt stained.....
••••••end of vision•••••
'oh no... I have to stop her.
I text C/f/n(crushes friend name) telling him to call 911.
I run in to hear Y/n's words from the vision.
Blood can be seen dripping on the floor from her wrist.
I hear her knife click shut... And the stall door open...
She steps out, just like I saw in the vision...
"Y/n? What have you done?!??!!"
" I've made up my mind. I have to do this to be happy... And I hope you are, too.... "
"Y-y/n"
"I love you, C/n"
I hear sirens as she falls forward into my arms...
'no....'
People are calling...
"C/n C/l/n!!!! Where are you?? This is the paramedics!"
They rush in the bathroom to find me and y/n, silently sitting there. Her face buried in my chest.
The paramedics pull her off me and put her on a stretcher, while one stays behind a with me and checks me, making sure I wasn't hurt. She helped me up. Everything she let me get on the ambulance.
Everything rushed before me. Y/n was not moving. Breathing but not awake.

~~le time skip because I am tired~~

The monitor was beeping to the sound of a regular heart beat.
"C/n?"
I looked up to see Y/n's beautiful face. Her soft skin paled by loss of blood.
"Yeah? I'm right here. It's all okay"
"Do you regret anything?"
I was stunned by this.
"U-u-um yeah...."
"Could you tell me?"
I hesitated but went on.
"I-i regret.... Not te-telling you that I,"
I look at her with tears in my eyes.
"I love you...."
I closed my eyes fighting back tears. I could hear her smile...
I felt a soft hand gently touch my cheek.
"I love you, too."
I slowly open my eyes, as I lean down. I miss her soft, pale lips.
Her heart rate speeds up.
"No, no, no! Y/n! Don't leave me!"
"It's for the best. I lo....... Love........y...you.... C/n"
'beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppp'
Tears roll down my face as I see my crush and childhood friend pass.
~~time skip to funeral~~
"We gather here today, to remember the sweet child, y/n l/n."
The preacher read off different things, prayed, more praises, prayers and more quotes. People went up to here casket and said words.
It was my turn.
I walked up to her casket and stand, facing everyone.
"Y/n was one of my good friends. Best friend to be exact. Little did she know, I had feelings. We would hang out and laugh. She would smile, the prettiest smile, laugh the most beautiful laugh, say the funniest things. She was always happy. Happy. She,"
I wiped away the tears and choked back more.
"She would be happy around me. Beautiful, bright, curious, open, calming, warming. And I thought she was always happy. The day of the incident, I had a vision. She did exactly what happened. But her death isn't what we should be looking upon. We should enjoy and cherish the memories we have of her, and take them into consideration. She was the most, wonderful person I ever met. I will never know a person as great as her...
~~le time skip to your birthday~~
Today is Y/n's birthday. I pick flowers from my garden. They were F/f(favorite flowers). I WALKED to her grave as I felt the sun on my face.
'she would have loved today's
I keeled by her grave, laying the F/f down.
" I hope you are having a good time in heaven. I wonder what it's like. "
As look up at the sky thinking about her face, allowing a single year fall.....

~~~~~END~~~~~

WELL MY FINGERS HURT AF RIGHT NOW!!!
This was actually not that bad. For my FIRST ONE. I am terribly sorry for any mistakes made..um... Feel free to request and what not...
Hope you enjoyed! 
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(Maybe I'll do a name reveal if I get 10 votes....)

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