I sit against the wall, listening to Billie Eilish. idontwannabeyouanymore played through my speakers. 

Quietly, I sang along. I didn't wanna be here anymore. (c/n) forgot about me. I just don't come to anyone's mind anymore. 

Tears dripped, one after one, off my face. My cheeks were stained with tear streaks. Outside the window, the rain poured. The sound only making it more gloomy. 

I hear a knock on the door, a loud and rude one. I walk to the door, opening it only to find a box. I picked it up and walked inside, setting it on the wooden floor. 

The box consisted of notes. One after one falling out.

My sobs got louder reading each one. I was tired of it. I ran outside, not bothering to grab a coat. All I did was run. My bare feet making small splashing sounds on the cold wet pavement.

' go kill yourself' 

' we dont need you' 

They hurt.

' ugly ' 

' space taker ' 

' pig '

They played in my head, one after one, again and again. I hate it. I dont wanna feel this anymore.

" c/n!!!" 

I cry out. My feet hurt. I make my way to a road, yet i didnt realize it. I tripped on something, causing me to land dead on the road. well, not dead yet.. I lay there crying, hugging my knees to my chest... A car came my way, yet another individual did as well. 

" y/n?" 

imma continue this soon... im out of class time.. it isnt much but oh well