You say you're nothing more than little and caregiver with them but i can tell. You dont need to lie, i wont be hurt, i'm used to the feeling of being second choice. I know the two of you will be a better couple then we ever were. You'll be happier thats all i want, is for you to be happy. I know you say that if they asked you out you dont know if you'd say yes but i know you would. I love you and i have tears dripping down my face as i type this but its a way to move on i guess. I know that once enough time has passed since the accident you'll be ready to date again, but i wont be the one you're dating. You say you'll come back to me when you're ready but i know deep down in my heart you hate how clingy i am hate how i wont let go of the past. You wont want to comeback and its okay, because i've accepted the fact that i most likely wont be getting you back. I've come to terms with the facts that while you say you're my caregiver you actually want nothing to do with me and that as soon as i admit having moved on you'll be with them. Theres no need to hide your feelings the two of you like eachother in the same manner so who am i to hold you back? I hope they make you happy in the ways i couldnt.

deathpower i hope that you'll accept this and accept the fact that i understand that i'm not wanted in the way i once was. I understand that you lost those feelings for me when you ended up in the hospital because i was stupid and told the wrong person.