(For GraceFullbuster. Thanks for the request! I hope you enjoy and im sorry if it wasn't exactly how you hoped.)

*Trigger warning: mention of suicide*

Rose: When are you coming home hon?

Jared: in an hour. Just finishing up a scene for the new episode of supernatural

She stared at her phone, starting to feel anxious. She didn't mind being alone. The problem was feeling alone. She had been depressed for a long time. Jared didn't know. She couldn't get the courage to tell him, even though she's known him for most of her life. But recently, she's gotten worse. Much worse. She started harming herself as a teenager, slicing under her breasts and around the inside of her thighs. People didn't know why, but that was how she coped. No one knew, period. Jared hadn't seen the cuts. And that was how she wanted to keep it. But now...she couldn't stand any of it. She was thought about suicide. How much better the world would be without her. How many people would be glad that she was now gone?

Jared: What's wrong? You seem off. Did something happen?

She started typing.

Rose: Im fi

She paused. Why am I lying to him? To myself? To everyone?

Rose:actually...im

She shook her head and backed it up again. How do I tell him without feeling crazy? She thought and decided to delete everything. He didn't need to know. She was just going to leave anyway. She drew a bath. While the tub was filling, she had enough time to write her suicide note. No "by the time you read this ill be gone" things. She had it all planned. She wanted to be different. "My dearest friends, family, and Jared. Now that I'm gone...are you happier? Don't cry at my departure. Don't cry at my expense, but smile. Im no longer holding you back. Im no longer there to hurt you. Im in a better place. No more loneliness. No more pain. Pure bliss. I'll stay with you when you need me most. Remember that. I'll miss you all. My final goodbye.
- Rose
She smiled, small tears creeping down her cheeks. She taped the note to the wall and walked back upstairs. The bath was finally done. She sighed and got herself ready to step into the tub. "Rose, im home early! Where are you, babe?" He looked all over and found a paper on the wall. He read it quickly and his heart sank. "ROSE!!!!" He looked all over the house. He finally heard the sound of water in the bathroom. "Rose, open up!!" He pounded his fist on the door, to no avail. He decided to back up and kick the door down. The water was running and she had the razor to her arm. She looked at him stunned. "J-Jared? Honey..." She felt hot tears prick at her eyes, seeing Jared in a panic. He rushed to her and held her close. He also felt the hot water start to flow from his eyes. "I thought I already lost you..." He cried, holding your soaked body. She hugged him tight and closed her eyes, the razor dropping to the floor. "Im so sorry..." She buried her face in his neck. "What did I do to you to make you want to kill yourself?" She looked into his face. "I...I thought you'd be happier..." He placed his hands on her cheeks and kissed her. "I'm happy NOW. I'm happy that you here. I'm happy to be with you. I don't want you to be sad. Why didn't you tell me? I would have helped. I've felt the same way, but I don't want to lose you..." He still had tears streaming down his cheeks, choking down his sobs. She held him close and stepped out of the tub. He held you tighter and rested his cheek on your head. "I love you so much..." She smiled softly still crying a bit. "I love you too."