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i haven't updated in a while im sorry im such a bad person

im doing exams and stuff so all the updates will be really slow im so so sorry (> ~ <)

i'm also really really happy with saviour so far and i have a whole big plot planned out for it and it gets fricken intense okay im sorry

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After watching Death Note for about half an hour, Dan suddenly picks up the remote and pauses it.

"Okay, we need to clear the elephant in the room here," he says, looking at me straight in the eyes, "I kissed you. You kissed me. It happened."

"Y-yeah," I manage to stutter out, my face bright red.

"So?" he asks.

I reply, "So... what?" pretending to not know what he's taking about.

"Don't play dumb, Phil, what did you think?"

"I-I... um." I try to say something but no words come out.

The reason is, is that I have no idea what I think. I mean; I really like Dan... But I'm so scared to do anything, now I know what happened to him.

"Phil... I-I don't want to be fragile or... or broken to you," he says, softly, "Does that makes sense?"

I look deeply into his chocolate brown eyes, nodding. They flicker down to my lips and then back to my eyes. We're getting very close and I can feel our breath mingling together, in the air.

I take a deep breath, "I really like you, Dan."

Suddenly, his lips are pressed against my mine and I can feel him smiling against the kiss. I kiss back and smile as well. Placing my hands on either side of his body, I bring him in closer to me.

He pulls away, looking at me, "I really like you too, Phil." He pushes himself back onto me, kissing me, hard.

Before anything goes any further, I place my hand on his chest and gently push away.

I look at Dan to see him smiling, brightly. "I-I've never done anything like that before... I've never taken a big risk..." he mumbles.

"Neither have I," I admit, "But I'm glad that I did."

"So.... W-What is - this?" he asks, motioning to the two of us.

"Whatever you want it to be." I smile.

"Well then..." he coughs, shuffling his body so he can full face me, "P-Phil.... Will you..."

But then he stops and I look up to see him stressed and upset.

"H-Hey, Dan... It's fine shhh," I comfort, rubbing his back.

"I'm s-sorry... I can't... It's just all t-too much all a-at once," he chokes out.

"We don't need labels, we can just... Be," I reply. I look at him, again, "Why don't we go have a lie down for a bit, okay?"

"I... um... O-Okay."

And he follows me back up to my bedroom.