Human
It's hard to be a human being
when there are impulses inside you that you don't understand
and that don't seem to have an outlet
as if they were meant for someone else, or for another world
and have attached themselves to you by mistake.
It's hard to be a human being
when the world is so chaotic that you can't find your right direction
can't find a life that aligns with your inner purpose
and you feel inauthentic and unfulfilled
like an actor who hates the role he plays.
But the strangest thing is
how easy it is to step outside this world of discord.
To step into the world of the stars, plants and galaxies.
But even then it's hard to be a human being that's not meant to be wrapped up in this time continuum.
It's hard to be her, it's hard to be me, it's hard to not be a human at all, but in fact a time lord.
When you watch the world you once defended and loved be ripped apart.

(Written be Steven Taylor & I modified it slightly to match alexia story)